Hello~!
Let's see, to start...
I live in a cold place
My birthday is September 13
I am 18 years old
Let's list my favorites:
Favorite Types of Music: EVERYTHING!! <3333 (well, the exception is bluegrass... Eck.)
Favorite Foods: Spicey Chicken, Anything made of Bread, chocolate
Favorie Animes: Axis Powers Hetalia, One Piece, Naruto, Pokemon, Tsubasa, Bleach, FMA, Death Note, Fruba, Kamichama Karin, Spirited Away, and many others....
Fav. Flower: Sunflower
Dislikes: Spiders, long rainy days, hot summer days, yoai, yuri, and things I can't think of...
Loves: warm cloudy days, butterflies, her friends, her family, wearing uniquie clothing, singning, chillin' out, rockn' out, playing old-school nintendo and wii, pokemon~ <3
Favorite Colors: Silver, White, Cerulean Blue
I take requests and art trades anytime from anyone!
Cya around!
-*Blue*
Hey everyone. It’s Blue! I know it’s been many many years and you all have probably left this site for other things, but know that my time spent here is some of the best times I had, and easily the best internet experience at the time.
I mostly wanted to let you all know I’m still around and if you wanted to reconnect, I have a Twitter and Dappervolk account, I would love to see you guys again <3
My Facebook art page is Avianblu Illustration
My Twitter is @Avianblu
My Dappervolk is Kelmiri #1072
I still go by Blue, and would love to swap art and talk! Even rp! I’m desperately trying to find things to do during quarantine and all my fond memories of Gijinka rp came flooding back.
I’ve changed so much, I’m so different than I was in 2007 it’s kind of embarrassing looking through my old posts, lol I’ve grown a lot.
I hope that some of you see this, miss you guys!!
~*Blue*
Hey ya'll.
Guess who's an Otaku Eternal now?
THAT'S RIGHT. THIS GIRL.
/DANCES LIKE A CRAZY PERSON
AWWWW YEAAAAAAAAHHHHH
Now I gotta figure out a cool title. xD Does anyone know if you can change your title once you make one?
/dances more
~*Blue*
So yeah I'm at a going away party I'm throwing at my place for my best friend who is moving away (to Florida, no less, which is as far away from where I live as you can possiblly get, U.S.A standards.), and she invites a bunch of people. No problem, I love a good crowd of friends.
So I invited this girl who is pretty good friends with me, but I know for a FACT she has a HUGE crush on me, and I have told her COUNTLESS times (conspicuously of course) that I am not attracted to girls and the last time I let myself slip on that fact it destroyed me or at least changed me for good, and there was no way I was going to be alone with her at any point in time so I decided to invite her to a party with a big group of people.
Because I'm a nice person who can't just say, "Please leave me alone. Now."
So it turns out she comes earlier than everyone else. That's chill. Like heck were staying in this house though, let's take a walk.
So we do and she just has this creepy way of flirting, like she's being sneaky but I know EXACTLY what's up. Of course though, I act innocent for the sake of being nice.
So everyone came and we had a BLAST. But how many time could this girl try and find opportunities to get me alone? More than you'd ever think. MY WORD.
And also, it so happens that she was the LAST to leave.
And guess what?
SHE BIT ME.
SHE FLIPPIN' BIT ME ON THE SHOULDER.
And TRIED TO SLIP HER FLIPPIN' HAND DOWN MY SIDE.
And guess what I did?
LAUGHED. UNCOMFORTABLY.
Then she asked for a KISS.
A FLIPPIN' KISS.
I AIN'T NEVER KISSED ANYONE IN MY LIFE YOU PSYCHO. GET THE FRICK AWAY FROM ME OR I WILL SCREAM OR PUKE.
BUT ALL I DID WAS TRY AND IGNORE HER.
NOW I FEEL BAD ABOUT THAT?
WHY?!?!?!?
Thank goodness she left soon after--I tried to leave her clues from the last person I let into my heart (by letting her look in my box in my loft, which I seldom ever look at), who gave me her heart and I gave her mine, I felt so safe with her, it was nothing romantic I just loved being with her. And then I got confused because I did start to have feelings for her, and she said the same. All I really knew then was I felt loved. For once in my life someone wanted me.
But then she took hers back, ran away with mine, and stole someonelse's in a town just far enough where I couldn't reach her.
I CAN'T.
FRICK.
I feel so disgusting right now I want to puke and cry and stratch my shoulder until I can't feel that bite anymore.
I can't do this. I HAVE NO FEELINGS FOR THIS GIRL AND I NEVER WILL.
I feel so used and played with right now. The only people who have ever shown a huge interest in me are WOMEN. UGGGHHH!!!!!!!!!!
This is all so frickn' messed up I can't even think.
Sorry guys I just, gosh it seems like all I do now is vent. I'm sick of this, I want to be happy again--not that I haven't been on and off lately it's just...this time I want it to stay. I want to forget all of this.
And on the best friend's going away too.
FRICK.
I know I don't get on here enough, and I keep saying that but really, my life is a zoo and a half. Just graduated high school, I have comissions lined up, singing gigs (four just this month! EEK!), college applications to think about, and a job to find.
I cannot tell you enough how sorry I am--I miss this place so much, but it may be a little bit longer until I get back into the full swing of things, I just hope you guys haven't forgotten me quite yet!
So anyway, one of the many projects I've been working on in my absense is a music video/cover of the song "What Sarah Said" by Death Cab for Cutie!
PLEASE WATCH IT! It's AWESOME (you know... for a high school video xD)
****CAST****
Director: My friend Attera
Singer: YOURS TRULY! :D You guys get to see me sing in action!
Pianist/main guy: My friend Brandon (He's doing the real piano in the audio, he's amazing!)
Sarah: My friend Sienna <3
HERE IS THE VIDEO----> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sbANFqt_GI8
ENJOY! And leave some feedback, we love it!
-*Blue*
Heeeeeyyyy Yaaaaaaa'llll!
I just set up my own cover channel on Youtube, going by the name of Lady Sparrow :)) --No videos are up yet but this week I began to recording, hopefully I'll have stuff up by the end of the week!
This is so exciting, you all get to hear me sing! Granted, my current video camera is not the bst quality and I don't have an accompaniest, but ya gotta starts small right?
So check it out, and watch out for my first cover! I'll be doing "Pierrot the Clown" by Placebo--If any of you have songs you'd like to hear my cover at any point in the future, I'd love to hear your suggestions!
AND HEEEERRRREEE is the link to my channel ----> http://www.youtube.com/user/LadySparrowCovers?feature=guide
/nervous to hear feedback
I hope to see your comments soon :)
-*Blue*
