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Punching Cats

Sun May 10, 2009, 1:21 PM

* Mood: Disbelief
* Listening to: "Stray Cat Strut"-Stray Cats
* Reading: Filipino Empanada Recipe
* Eating: I REALLY want one of those empanadas...

No, I'm not-but we DO have to give away our preggerz Neko-chan =( My mom still doesn't like her very much, especially the whole pregnant thing-we picked her off the street already pregnant.

I've been violent lately-more violent than usual. And for some reason, I've had this really big urge to just beat up some of my closest friends. They're being idiots. And if that doesn't help, my best friends' last day was Friday(cuz they're seniors). So, I'm stuck with my closer best friends that I want to kick in the guts...

What adds more to the-ew-drama of it all is that my ever-so-troublesome-ex is going to be attending my school next year. We made this silly promise years ago that we would go back out when I was 18 cuz my parents didn't like him and we were "in love". I finally got over this kid last year(the promise was issued when I was in 8th grade, so it took about 2.5yrs) and since then I've finally been able to hold a somewhat steady relationship. And y'all know about my recent accomplishment of getting over my most recent ex. Since then I've been really happy and spent my time with my senior friends cuz they were leaving.

Well, on Friday I was joking with my friends after school and out of the blue I get a text from a number that looks semi-familiar("Hi"). I asked who it was and it was *drumroll* Jimi. My brain stopped working for a while. I let my friend Quaid know(he was his best friend when we were all still in contact) and we both had that "Ah crap" look on our faces. Then I told Mo and Cal.

This Jimi kid has this thing where he turns up when I'm absolutely happy and in bliss and don't have him on my mind at all. In other words-when I least want him to. He has problems, like being kicked out of his house last year and currently living with his friends who are having a baby, dropped out of school in sophmore year(he was held back in 6th grade, so now he's 18). Don't get me wrong, I don't hate the guy-I just wish he wouldn't come back at the worst times like he does.

Part of me is happy he's gonna be going to my school so I can keep tabs on him and help him with his schoolwork and etc. He was forced out of childhood and thrown right into the adult world, and without a real teenager life he's kind of socially messed up. I don't care if he drops out again, but I at least want him to have a real teen life, y'know? I want to help him since he's done a lot for me-I wouldn't have the personality I have now if it wasn't for him. And I'm the only friend he has left from the "old days"...and he still likes me. Which makes convincing him to do things easier on my part.

So...I guess I'm making him a project of some sort. Jimi Restoration Committee...COMMENCE!! God, I need a life *punches friend in the gut*

-KF