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Yet I want to Dream

Can I have my dream fufilled?
Can it be sought? Found? Chased down?
Why am I stil finding it?
This dream...a computer technician
I want to find it
Why are people so quick to judge?
Can't I just fufill my dream?
I want to be a computer technician!
Not anything else!
None of you are taking me down
Without a fight first!
Yet I want to dream
That I can do this, acheive it, become it
I want to do something that I will enjoy
Until the day I die
Until then, I want to become this
If you guys want to stop me
Go right ahead!
You won't phase, shake , or break me
I raise my fist up to the sky in protest
Crying and shouting "Let me live my life!"
Over and over
Let me be who I want to be
Not what you want me to be!
I'm gonna become this!
So, you might as well support me!

Now I'm Happy

My spirit
Is now free
Happy, Carefree
Ready to soar
High School
Has made me realize
That I needed some smiles
Some laughs
To enjoy myself
If people saw me the year before
They probably want to wonder
If I'm happy now
Well, I am
I'm smiling , laughing
Having fun
Darkness is not a part of my life anymore
It has gone away and left for good
I have friends
I have teachers
Who accpet me now
I am no longer sad
No longer angry
Or upset
With myself or others
I'm happy God
I'm smiling
So, don't worry anymore
I'm now spreading my wings
And flying
Without being scared or afraid
Going head on
Without turning back

Pizza Date

Together with you
Seems like enough
On a date , the two of us
Steaming cheese pizza
In front of us
You take the first piece
But you offer it to me
I smile and take it
We get to our last pieces
We look at eachother
You then put pizza sauce on your finger
You put it on my nose
I get embarassed
You start laughing and lick it off
i blush and then, look at you
You say " You're so cute when you get embarassed"
And you put your cold hand on my warmth face
You whisper " You cute pizza monster"
I blush even harder
We leave holding hands
I arrive home with you
As I say goodbye , you
Kiss me on my cheek
and say "I love you"
As you walk away , i shout
"That was the best pizza date ever!"
And I go in the house with a big smile on my face

The War for the Cross

The Devil kept controling me
My mind , my body , my thoughts
Everything
The lies he told me
Seemed like the truth
The moments I felt like crying,
I wanted to die
His words made me want to give up
There was only one hope left:
The Cross
God wanted me to reach it ,
To grab it , and hold it.
I kept blocking out the Devil's words.
"Just a little further."
This war is about to end.
I'll have the upper hand.
"I won't let you control me anymore!"
I grab the Cross and start to cry.
I felt like I accomplished something.
It felt like I finally found out who I was.
The Devil disappeared saying this:
"You will never be saved."
I answered back , "That's nothing but a lie."
And that was my War for the Cross.