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Now I Understand.....

I never was cut out for this
None of us were
Thinking back on it now
We were just lost in our field of dreams
I never was cut out for IT
I wasn't smart enough for this thing
Now I understand
I find script writing to be interesting
Now that I think of it
They lied to us this whole time
They never brung back the department
They even kicked us out of our old room
As a matter of fact, they never gave a crap about us to begin with!
They never did
You know what they did?
They just tossed us aside
To a crappy room with a dirty floor
No phone
A projector from 2000
They took us to a place where the announcements are barely heard!
"We're home!"
What the hell?!
Do you call this "home"?!
Being kicked out of your domain where no one bothered you
Being put into a shitty room with pretty much nothing in it!
They never gave a crap about us from the get go!
So, why even try anymore?
You should've just told us our department was over in the beginning
I can't believe I trusted in those lies
Now I understand..
I have a change of dreams
A change of heart
My dreams have changed
Because of the reality I live in

Why do they have to suffer because of me?

All of them
Put up with me
For all of these years
And never left
My boyfriend
He never left
Despite all of the crap he went through
Because of me
My friends
I lashed out at them
Betrayed them
Lied to them
They suffered enough
Because of me
If you are tired of me
Then leave
You don't need to suffer anymore
Because of me
I hate myself
Every last bit
Why do I do it?
I don't mean to
You all can hate me
For all of my mistakes
For al of my mess-ups
For just everything I put you through
For what it's worth
I hope you're happy
Without me there
To mess up your lives

It makes me so Angry

It makes me so angry
Are people even allowed
To live anymore?
They're dropping like flies
Each and every day
Young lives lost
Before they could even grow
Sometimes it may be over
Something stupid
Or it may be fate also
They couldn't even grow up
Before they left this world
For good
Broken mothers and fathers
Begging for their children
To climb back into their arms
What has this world to?
It broke me hearing her
crying and screaming
Asking "Why God why?!"
I tried to not weep
It didn't work
For my sorrow and pity
Was expressed in tears
Clenching my fist
I cried even more
Feeling sorry for his paents
For his friends
I just couldn't contain it
I couldn't hold it in
It was painful to hear
His mother crying hysterically
My heart shattered to pieces
It makes me so angry
That people my age are dying
Over something so dumb
Your life hasn't even begun
Why are you dying?
God help these people
Let them live long
So they may change the world somehow

Jupiter's Favorite Flower (JupiEarth Fanfic)

Earth was just sitting in her chair, looking out at the sky on the Tuesday night. She sighed and sipped her tea when all of a sudden, Jupiter came onto her balcony.
"What are you doing here?", Earth asked , a bit surprised. Jupiter laughed and hugged his best friend.
"Just came to see my girl.", he replied as he ruffled her hair. Earth blushed and laughed a bit.
"You big lug! Sit down.", Earth laughed. Jupiter sat down next to her and wrapped his arm around her.
"How are you? You alright now?", Jupiter asked with a concerned look. Earth gave him a smile and giggled.
"I'm fine!", she replied. Suddenly, Earth pointed at something bright.
"Look at that! It's..coming towards us! Maybe it's a gift from Sun!"
Jupiter then, stood up with a serious look. Earth tugged at his shoulder.
"Jupi, what's wrong?", she asked confused. Jupiter turned to look back at her and gave a sad smile.
"It's a comet. It's heading towards you. Planning to kill you and your people. It's okay though because I'll...take the comet."
Earth then shuddered in fear as she heard those words from her friend. She then, hugged Jupiter as she began to cry.
"Don't try to protect me , Jupi! I'll be fine! Don't try to protect me!", she cried. She held onto Jupiter and continued to cry.
"Earth, get back. I'll take this damn comet..for you."
"Why though?! Why for me?!", she cried. Jupiter then, turned around and kissed her on the lips without warning.
"It's because I love you. Earth, I will do anything for you, even take a comet!"
he turned back around as the comet came closer towards him. Jupiter closed his eyes, bracing himself for the comet. The comet then, crashed into Jupiter's stomach and forced him to go back several steps. Earth ran after her friend as she almost fell off her balcony into a black hole below. She grabbed onto Jupiter's hand and pulled him up as he bled excessively. Earth laid him on her lap as he was drifting off into darkness.
"Jupi, don't die! Please don't die! I love you!", she cried as she hugged Jupiter. She cried and cried onto his body as his stomach continued to bleed. Jupiter mustered his strength and put his hand on Earth's face.
"Don't..cry. Please...don't cry....Earth.", Jupiter mumbled as tears streamed down his face. She then kissed Jupiter and picked his body up.
"Help!! Help Jupiter! Please!!", she shouted.

At the hospital a few days later, Earth came to see her new lover with flowers. As she walked in the room, Jupiter smiled and patted the bed. Earth blushed and walked towards him.
"Don't you look beautiful?", Jupiter said as he looked at Earth up and down. Earth blushed and sat on the bed and gave him the flowers.
"These are ....for you!", she said as she pushed the flowers at him. Jupiter takes them and kisses Earth's cheek.
"I..love you too, Jupi.", Earth muttered. Jupiter smiled and hugged her.
"Love you too, my favorite flower.", he whispered in her ear. Earth cuddled in Jupiter's arms for the rest of the day.

THE END

The Demon Within Me

I can't turn back, no matter how much I run! I can't go back , ever again! Leave me to die, you demon!
"Why? I'm having so much fun toturing your soul!"
I'm screaming in pain as she inflicts pain unto me. My whole body is on fire, like I'm being burned alive.
"Stop! Just stop!"
She lifts up my face and looks into my poor frightened eyes. She then, gives me an evil smirk and chuckles.
"I won't let you go, no matter how much you beg or plea. It's not going to work on me!", she said as she let out a laugh. I shook in fear as she circled me and my mind kept searching for answers.
"Hm? Are you frightened? Are you afraid..of your own self?!"
She hissed and then, grabbed me by the throat as she whispered in my ear.
"It's over. You're mine now and I'll make sure to make your body suffer while you're in hell."
I clenched my fists and decided to fight back. I took out my katana and slashed her in the chest.
"You're not going to take me away!! It's my body, not yours!", I shout as blood trickles from the blade. She started to laugh as she put her demonic claw on her wound.
"Impressive..you're starting to fight back. It's about damn time!"
We charged at each other about a few times, blood splattering everywhere with our blows. We stop finally and both of us start to glow.
"I will defeat you...with this final blow!"
"We'll see because if not then, your soul is mine!"
We charged at each other in our red and blue glowing states one final time and an explosion occured. Both of us are still standing after it when sudenly, I hear her fall to the ground. I turn back at her and walk over to her collapsed body.
"No! Don't hurt me! I'll leave you alone! I promise!", she begged. I shook my head and glared at her.
"Funny..You should've said that before."
I then, drive my katana in the chest. Her body turned to dust and I walked away.
"Finally, I defeated her..that demon within me."
I put my katana away and headed towards my next journey.
(It was 9 in the morning when I wrote this!! Sorry if it's poorly written or something! XD Just a random morning story!! Nothing special! Hope yu enjoyed it!)