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He's Gone, Got a Licence and Job

An update to you all -

So today Ninja goes on an LDS (or Mormon) mission. For those who don't know, that means for two years he will be serving in an area (his is in Japan) where he will serve the people there and help teach others about our gospel and beliefs. It also means that for two years, our means of communication with each other will be reduced about one email a week, as well as possibly an occasional letter or mailed package. Now while I know I'll miss him, I completely support him and am proud of his decision. I don't know what will happen to our friendship/relationship, whether it will stay strong or deteriorate, but I know whatever happens, it was meant to be.

In other news, exactly what the title says - I got my licence and a job! I've been looking for both for a while know. I've had my licence for about three weeks, and while I've gotten into a few stressful situations since then, it's not so bad. As for the job, well, I just got hired today. Yay~ I'll be doing factory work, making goggle parts out of plastic molds. I don't know when I'll start, but it'll be pretty soon (as in by the beginning of next week).

For anime, I finished both seasons of Vampire Knight and I just finished Macross Frontier (I'll probably have the review of that up by the end of tomorrow). Both were okay, but neither really stuck with me too much (despite what you may think about Vampire Knight). So I'll finish the spring anime that finished airing next.

Also, final bonus - Next season of Hetalia comes out tomorrow! I am so stoked! Ahhh!

And All the Things I Don't Get

Sorry, guys, I had meant to do this New Year's post next, but you get this awkward, emotional rant typed from a phone at a basketball game first.

So, most of you guys know about Ninja, I've talked about him plenty before. However, lately it seems like some things have changed, and I don't know why. In the middle of December, we went on a date, which went along really well. However, since then he seems more or less a lot colder... Not that he's been rude to me. He still treats me like a human. It's just that things don't feel anywhere near as open or friendly anymore. Thing is, there'll still be moments that feel like the old days... They're just few and far between. And it bugs me because I'm not sure if it's a lost cause, and I should abandon all hope of anything truly happening, or if I should try and stick this hard time through.

What makes it worse is that I feel like I've estranged myself from my most of my friends in my attempt to get close to him. They haven't stopped being great friends, it's more on my end - I now find most of them rather boring, and I feel like I'd be even less happier if I ditched Ninja in order to reconcile with them, rather than deal with whatever junk's come between he and I.

And on top of this all, I have a cold. Yay me.