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Pain, Love, Sadness

I'm very emotional right now, because I'm sick!! TT.TT I have a bad head-ache, upset stomach, and a fever, so my mom says I can't go to school tomorrow. I'm usually not sad about that, but tomorrow Obama is going to lecture us on how to stay in school. I deeply respect Obama, so I really wanted to see it, but now I can't!! And I also have Academic Team practice...I don't like not going to practices...>.>

Also, tea! The only tea I'll drink is Mint tea, because it helps settle your stomach, and it doesn't have much of a taste, but the taste tastes good, so that's why I drink it. Tea is disgusting, but it works wonders! So I'm probably going to include tea in Clockwork. No, not because it takes place in London, dur, it's because, it cures so much and I'm forced to drink it!! XD I don't like coffee, unless it has TONS of sugar in it. And I don't like to drink much of anything except water, and since I'm forced to drink tea, it's the only other drink I drink, so it's gonna go into me manga. Plus, Mint tea!! OMIGOSH!!! The color is BEAUTIFUL!! It has this feeling like it's clearer and thinner than water, and the color is a glassy lime green...well, yellow green, but really bright. It's too beautiful!!! You MUST see it!!

Another thing...I forgot what I was going to talk about...OH YEAH!! LOVE!! I have felt true love today...for everything, except for the things I normally dislike. I loved my family, my animals, my favorite singers, everyone on here, everyone on DA, everyone on Manga Bullet, EVERYONE!!! I have been healed by remembering Alan Dowa Dolma's beautiful voice in my favorite song of hers which is the main theme for Red Cliff. It made me feel SOOO much better! Also, my cat has been really nice to me today. She has be cuddling up to me since I woke up! First I took a nap because I didn't feel well, and she laid her head RIGHT next to mine. It was so close I could feel her breath!! But then when I woke up she was drooling...I've never seen that before, so I don't know what that means!

Then I got to sleep on my cat TWICE!! Usually she throws a big fit and slices up my face, or kicks me, but she just moved around uncomfortably for a little while. She was so soft, and she made me feel better when I was sleeping on her!

I was also drawing in the air a heart, and then I accidentally cut through the invisible heart and then I just burst into tears for some reason...O.o

So I'm very tired, not feeling that well, thirsty, maybe hungry (since the only thing I ate all day was a pancake which made me feel really bad), and in pain...but I still want to go to school tomorrow, but I can't since I have a fever. It's only 99.8 or something, which is only a little bit higher than 98.6, but my regular temperature is 95.7...so I don't think it's good for me to be at or higher than 98.6...And I don't think I have H1N1, because I'm breathing really well today, meaning I'm not congested, I just have aches and pains...

OH!! I overheard my brother and mom talking about masks and how I'm gonna get a mask! YEY!!! I've always wanted a mask! Because I don't like bad smells and the like...

Anyways, I'm gonna go brush my teeth and then see if I can go to bed...Bye-bye!!

Good night!
Oyasumi nasai!
Buenos Noches!

Idea! Idea! Idea! Idea! Idea!

I'm sooo happy! I finally got an idea for that cyber-punk sci-fi-ish manga I was talking about! ^ ^ I really like it! And so I'm really happy to have thunk of this! Okay! Enough suspense! Here's my idea:

There exists a world that holds two dimensions. One is a dark, evil, world. The other is a light, peaceful, world. Both dimensions look exactly the same, except one is more peaceful and clean, while the other is more dark and dirty. The story centers around the dark and dirty world. Only a few people are able to access the light, peaceful dimension, while others just dream to get to this dimension. Because of the thought of the light at the end of the darkness when you die, people believe they do others a favor by killing each other, but that's against the law. Others cause suicide, believing they can get to this lighter dimension. But our main character is not one of these people. He is able to unknowingly go back and forth between dimensions. He doesn't really care for the lighter dimension, but he knows the darker dimension, where he lives, is not good enough to live in. He wants to form these two dimensions together, but how? How could he with two different dimensions who dislike each other?

So, yep, that's my story. I'm thinking of making the main character similar to Itoshiki Nozomu from Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei...I mean by looks. He'd be like a pretty boy who dresses up to not look like one, but still looks like one...I dunno what his job will be...probably like a CIA agent, or something judgemental and in the crime kind of...SECRET AGENT! BUDAHDUM!

My only problem is fitting characters in...O.o That last main character was too youthful and happy for this role...so I'm tossing him. This main character I like more...he'll probably either be the uncaring type, or the smily face guy...probably the uncaring type. And he'll act more like a villain that a good guy, but he's still going to be a good guy. My only problem is that...well, since the dark dimension is all dark and evil and has bad stuff...yeah...it has BAD stuff, so I don't think I'll be able to post it on theO, unfortunately...>.> Maybe on DA or MangaBullet...

I'm not sure if it'll fit as a SERIES, more like a movie...that's how I see it in my head. It'll be really fun to do this series! ^ ^ I say that now...ehe....-.-;

Lost my style...O.o

Okay, now I know how it sounds impossible, unheard of, but I think I've lost my style... My style now is blah....so I drew a picture to show you:

Also! I'm thinking of making a somewhat sci-fi manga...>.> But I'm kinda stuck. That guy was going to be the main character, but he looks boring...-.-; I'm not really sure what it'll be about though...I'm kinda leaning to music...like Vocaloid, but I don't want it to be like that...TT.TT I'll think of something...

I also joined MangaBullet. I have to say, I'm liking it more than DA, because there isn't this HUGE gap when it comes to look for good art. On DA, there's the really good art, the bad art (like mine), and then the better than good art, that isn't popular yet...Since MangaBullet is pretty new, hardly anything has a lot of stars or whatever, good ratings, so everything pretty close together. It's also much more organized than DA. I like how it doesn't use special words for things. For instance, I never know how to change my profile on DA, I just click on random things until I see something that says avatar or something...TT.TT It's annoying. It's because a lot of things have like the same names, but that's not what they are...

OH! A link to my account:

Loli-pop

Hehe, I named my account the same name for this world! ^ ^; That's because I was watching Take it Easy by Buono!, and their clothes kept making me think of bubblegum, but I didn't want to name myself that, because that sounds boring, so I named myself Loli-pop! ^ ^ Also! For those of you who don't know, the candy is spelled lollipop, I spelled it wrong to make it seem like...y'know, as the introduction for this world says!

Back to my idea...I want it to be actiony, because I figured at that action poses are really fun to draw, unfortunately, I'm finding it hard to action poses on the computer since I need to see the whole thing instead of bit by bit...but I'll have to get used to it or something...

I'm getting really inspired by these Morning Musume songs...like, the more recent ones that sound all futuristic and poppish....and it makes me think of a musical/technology wonderland. Especially Egao Yes Nude...even though that doesn't make much sense because it isn't supposed to sound like that, but the PV makes me think of a technological society...

So Morning Musume's newish PVs are inspiring for a new manga idea...but I don't know what I want to do with this idea...It's like I see a foggy vision of it...Hrmmm...Definitely in big industrial city filled with bad things and a lot of darkness and like contrasts...but the story is the thing that gets me. I'll go....what's the word...brain storm? Of what the story should be, then maybe I'll draw some fan art of it...

Challenge...maybe?

I might make a challenge...I'm not sure. I want to make one...but I don't know how to tell people about it...like my ideas are on and off....

I was thinking of having a design jpop fashion...then I thought maybe design a jpop music video screenshot or something....but that's a little too complex....but I really can't decide between the two. So which would you guys rather do? Jpop fashion...well...it doesn't really exist, just something that looks cool, fashiony, and you could dance it....that's about all I could define jpop to be. Also, something that stands out in beauty, coolness, or whatever...so it could be anything. AAA has a lot of what I'm talking about. They have the hair-style, and the standing out clothes. Like in Jet Girl, they wear gothic-lolita like clothes, but they're more colorful and crazy, so it's not exactly gothic-lolita, more like...*looks around* jpop-lolita! ^ ^; I just made that up right now....anyways, jpop is fun and contrasting!

Then for the screenshot...that's the hard part. Like you could have them singing with a cool background and cool clothes and a strange angle, or have them dancing or something, but that's a little too complex and hard...>.>

In other news!! I've finished 3 pages of 360!! I'm very happy! Of course...the pages aren't very complex, kind of simple, and the style is similar to Masashi Kishimoto's...and I don't want it to be!! TT.TT Maybe I should use a smaller brush size...O.o

I finally figured out what I want the producer guy for 360 to look like!! Unfortunately, I don't have a picture, so sorry to put your hopes down like that...-.-; He looks all...well...anime-ish, and unrealistic. But I'm actually basing him almost completely off of this one guy I saw on Food Network Challenge. He was the judge at the World Pastry Championship...I think he was Swedish. Well, he had colorful bright glasses, white hair,kinda tan-ish skin, and bright eyes...he looked really weird, but really cool! ^ ^; I mean, you could notice him from VERY far away! He was very contrasting and colorful!

More stuff to say! Time for jpop talk! ^ ^ I finally found one of Maki Goto's last songs and downloaded it! I LOVE IT!!! It's called How to Use Loneliness! I should go look that up now!! Anyways, it's REALLY awesome and sounds all tropical and epic! ^ ^ I love it! And it kinda fits that she's no longer in H!P. It's mysterious and kinda like the end...so that's really cool! ^ ^ Go hear it...let me go see if it's not youtube...

I haven't heard How to Use Sexy, yet...I should go find that....O.O The song's awesome, isn't!? I like her hat! X3 What I don't understand it that How to Use Sexy is more soft and sad, and How to Use Loneliness is more dark and crazy...O.o Also! Notice her outfit! Notice how it's all glittery and stands out? Yes, that's like what I'm talking about with jpop fashion! It's usually standy-out, cool looking, and glittery (sometimes unusual)!!

And then stuff about me life...Today we had a pop-quiz in Honors English about this book we only got to read for like one week, but we had to read 128 pages, and it takes me forever to read that much, plus she only gave us two days to read 72 one day, and then one day to read up to 128...and there was a big gap between those two, making a week...and she expects us to know anything about it!? I think everyone failed! When she was telling us the answers everyone kept crying out in frustration about how they didn't write that. OH! IT WASN'T MULTIPLE CHOICE!! It was short answer and fill in the blank...-.-; There was nothing to give us any help or hints, it's like you know it or you don't....And it had stuff like what was Habit 1...and I thought they were bad habits, because the habits were the names of the chapters...who memorizes chapters!?!? Anyways...so I thought since the writer kept talking about bad habits and stuff, I thought everything was supposed to be negative, but it was all supposed to be positive...>.> I hate that class...I don't like the teacher....She acts...annoyingly, like she's better than everyone and that she's all cool and stuff....>.> I HATE reading, unless it's a really, really good book or manga, or subtitles, otherwise I hate it. I forgot that English was reading also, and we haven't really done anything writing related...that's kinda sad, I love to write, but hate to read...XD

Now I'm hungry and thirsty, so I'll go get some water! Water tastes really good, purified water that is...I don't like tap water or bottled water! LE GASP!! DID YA KNOW BOTTLED WATER GIVES YOU CANCER!?!?

Okie! Bye-bye!!

PLAN!!

I have a plan! I'll do one page of whatever manga I feel like doing every day, but I won't post the pages until I get a lot done! ^ ^ Preferably a prologue or chapter....

It's not exactly going to be drawn very well, but at least you'll get more pages and more story! ^ ^ Oh! And, for the manga that I want to publish in the future, I'm probably going to change a lot about it before I actually publish them...Soooo yeah, I can show ya stuff! ^ ^ Since my stories aren't very...well...completely thought out, I'm probably going to change it in the future, but that'll just be for the official version! I shall continue it even if I don't like it!

This is me pledge! I shall try to stand by it!

I just finished two pages today...well....one doesn't really count, but the other one took me about an hour to do...that or I just had to eat dinner and that took up most of my time...

Anyways!!! BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!