Hateful Love

I hate the way i love you,
in every damn way.
I hate how even if it's absurd
I'll listen to what you have to say
I hate how i care,
and love it when you hold me.
I hate how i'm always happy,
especially when you kiss me.

Although i actually love the things you do,
you're to far away for me to tell you
and so…

I pretend to love him,
in every damn way.
Even if it's absurd,
I listen to what he has to say
I pretend to care,
and like it when he holds me.
I pretend to be happy,
even when he kisses me.

I'll flirt with him and say what i like,
because i know he doesn't care.
Just like i don't,
because it's not you who's there.