- Created By Mimmi
Bullet post
BAM - Been dizzy on and off for a week. Makes working tricky. According to a quick blood test there's nothing wrong with me, according to the patronizing doctor who waved off my problems.
(Hey Azure, if I come to NY will you give me a physical?)
BAM - I recall "The Mosquito Coast" as being a lot darker. Watching it in two parts might've jarred it for me? Or I was really young the first time I saw it so it had a greater impact on me then. "Be a man!" Ford's performance really rocked. Scarily so.
BAM - Bought a new phone today. Old one wouldn't stop vibrating after answering a call. I praise myself for keeping it a whole year after it got damaged, though. New one is a .... *checks* .... Nokia 5310 Xpress Music.
BAM - Mom took me shopping after the blood work and acquiring of phone-ness. Crazy-wonderful woman bought me clothes. We both squeezed ourselves into the changing stall, haha. I felt too wasted to try anything on in the store so I sat on a folding chair in the stall while mom held them up in front of me to make the final decision on what got bought and not. She realized what I've suffered from knowing for years. It's hard to shop for me. I require specific colors and cuts, which are rare to come by. But we managed alright today.
BAM - Not feeling well caused me to fail in being more active with commenting ;____; I hope the combined situation of feeling sick, and fretting over how things'll work out, blows over soon. Or something else will blow.
BAM - .......... Oh yeah. I suggested to dad that he build a swing set somewhere in the garden. A couple of days ago the parents presented me with a one-seat hammock thingy. It'll do.
BAM - I go sleep now. Kisses.
Do you come with a manual?
Watching "The Dog Whisperer" makes me want a doggy even more. IT doesn't help that my brain goes "doggy, doggy, doggy, doggy!" whenever a dog breed I love passes me ;__;
But anyway. I didn't go to work yesterday because I figured it was better to feel well and truly rested so there wouldn't be any more breaks in getting my routine on. Totally worth it. The woman I've been meeting with in connection to the Project said something very sensible about my cold: "You've been living fairly sheltered [from other people and their germs] and now you're thrown into an environment where people are continuously streaming through, so it's not surprising you got sick."
She's dead pleased with my progress, as am I ^^
One thing I've forgotten to mention is a thought regarding the 'future'. Sometime this week I'll meet up with the boss and my internship coordinator to see how they think I'm getting along. If there are no complaints from the boss I'll stay on for an additional 2 or 3 weeks. That's as far as the initial internship period stretches. It can be prolonged but , and here's where my mind has drastically changed since the last time I interned somewhere, this is what I'm thinking:
If they're pleased with how I work after the month is up, then I either want some kind of employment or move on to some other place to intern at, where there's a possibility for a paid position.~
For me to think like this kinda shocked me at first. Like, is this way too cocky an attitude for me to be allowed to possess? xD It's nice to feel so ... focused, though. And motivated. I don't want to be part of this whole confusing/dysfunctional rat wheel of not being "well" enough but also not being "sick" enough, constantly being bounced back and forth between places that end up making it harder to get out of the wheel. I wanna be a free roaming rodent :p
Aside from that, I've decided to take a break from attempting to tackle the mistakes I made earlier on in the organizing process because it makes my brain shut down. Eeeeep >.>;;; Sorry Toots! *grovels* Kisses :3
It was fun fun fun to do, though ^^
Also, about the "progress" on my computer. Dad handed it in Thursday last week and today it's on the way to the repair guys. Hm, I wonder just how "fast" this Priority 1 tag is.
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Dagger: It looked like the update list was more encompassing today *rubs chin* Hmmmm....
And yikes about that girl! O.o (Am I horrible for thinking it's kinda cool on some level? >.>)
T-C: Not sure where the bruise originates from ^^; It could've happened on the bus or maybe it was during work. I should carry a note book with me to keep track of which part of my body I injure, so as to keep track of my bruises origins xD;
Are you proud of me for taking an extra day off to recuperate? ;3
Shaow: Your comment made me LOLOLOL!!! Now I gotta look for that face you're seeing *giggles and hugs* Love ya loads, hun ^^
Schultzereen: Actually, School Bus Driver is a completely different subject matter entirely *braids imaginary beard* That species of bus driver is notoriously OK. I, to mentioned just one of many examples, have no bad memories of the ones I met in my childhood :)
Snooty of snotty?
I was thinking I would comment on your comments here but with the way things are configured now it might be a hassle? Though, while beginning to reply in the box, it dawned on me that I can't make use of the 'reply' function to everyone individually because you're 'not allowed to make two consecutive posts in a row' or something *snaps fingers* Lemme tell ya, it threw me to realize I'd have to re-write one comment I only remembered half of :-/
Any suggestions on how to tackle this? (commentary comments > world hunger) >.>
Aside from devoting too much time to Photoshop (with varying results) and strolling around in VV Land, I'm slowly getting over my cold! Last night was the first time in almost a week that I slept more than 2-3 hours. With only one pillow to boot! Uninterrupted continuous sleep for the win ;__;
Normally my colds are restrained but then there are times like these ones that wipe me out thoroughly. The nasty effect they have on my brain is unsettling to put it mildly so I'm glad to be rid of the disbandment from reality it causes.
(Aaaaah! It feels so good to fully embrace the wont to sound my barbaric yawp over the rooftops of the world _^_ In other words 'flourished online journaling'.)
The last thing on my agenda is the small matter of better naming my blog here. Despite my [evidently unrequited] love-affair with all things creative, I cannot seem to conjure up a decent (and accurately self-reflecting) title for myself. Though being acutely aware of a certain trait of mine (stubborn, me?) it's safe to assume I'll still probably spend time thinking it over [knowingly or unconsciously] anyway.
But if anyone should be so inclined to divulge what they feel would be a fitting crown to this drama queen, your ideas are wholeheartedly welcomed :3
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