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Finals and Other Fun Stuffs

Hello again my dear friends! It tiss me again! Day 1 of finals down, and 2 to go! yay! Today was a simple day haha no final in my first period and my second period final only took me about 30 minutes of the 2 hours we had. So sittin in class wasting time until the bell rings signaling my freedom for the day! Well for the most part anyway. I still have a crap load of chores to do.
2 days left until I get to go back home for 3 weeks too :D I missed my home town and all my peoples in it! I get to see my mom and older brother, and then there's all my friends I haven't seen in a million years, aaaaand of course theres the excitment of seeing my boyfriend :D YES! After 6 months I finally found someone who interests me and is interested IN me! haha He's a lot like me too! that's the scary part! And get this, his name is Joey! For those of you who have read a little bit in the past ooooh say a year ago or so, this name will REALLY ring a bell! BUT it is a different guy. He's actually older than that Joey.... hm.... How do I distinguish them... oh! I've known the other Joey for years and I aklep wihd hik! haha where as I only just met the guy I'm with not long ago. Lets hope that things turn out well huh?
Aaaaaanyway, I'll stop rambling now and finish up! wish me luck on my last 2 days of finals and that my mom and older brother like my new boyfriend! *crosses fingers*

What a great day -_-

So this morning I had a great wake up message on my phone. My step mother sent me a message over facebook (I have my phone set up so that I would get notified with a text message on my phone when I got a message, comment, etc.) that my dad was in the hospital with a high fever and viral menagitis (don't worry I'm not completely sure what that is either ^^;). He's been so delusional from his fever that he has been asking about me and singing love songs to the nurses. Amazing stuff right there.
I do have school, and they aren't sure if he is contagious so I can't drive the 45 minutes to see him, so I have to go to school anyway. But that's not what irritates me even more so far. Before noon I'm already fighting with my mom and older brother (which is getting more often and even worse than it has ever been before). They wanted me to go home right after school for no reason what so ever. They said because they wanted a family night and to have dinner with me since I'm apparently never home anymore. The issue I had with it was that I already had plans to walk to a friend's house after school and stay for a while, and whenever I do try to stay home and have a family night (last night was one of those nights) they are all either asleep or gone. So I end up wasting my time doing absolutly nothing. Not to mention I'm starting to hate being around both of them more and more, and the only time I'm happy while I'm around them is when Talon is texting me; which, since his phone was turned off, I never know when that will be. Ugh -_- everyone is stressing me out. I just want it to be June already and get the hell out of here and on my own. I know I know, don't be in a hurry to grow up, but geez, there's only so much one person can take before they snap!

He returns... and better than before!

Ok, so it's been a while since I've posted anything, and I know you're probably tired of me gushing about these guys that end up not even really giving me a chance; but someone very special and close to me has recently come back into my life and I want to get all of these thoughts that have been whirling around in my head the last few months out so that they aren't cooped up anymore.
Yes, it is a guy. And yes I do have feelings for him. I have for a very long time in fact. I've actually known this guy since I was about 10 years old, so he's watched me grow up and change and become the person I am today. If you've read my story in my in between world, he's actually the person that the Character Tyler is based off of. Yes he does live in Florida.
His name is Talon (cool but unusual name i know, i asked him if that was really his real name when we first met and it was :)), and he is, like in my story, a little bit older than me. so for the longest time I considered him my older brother. He had a nack for disappearing and reappearing over time through out the entire time that I've known him. The amount of time he's gone varies. Well about 2 years ago, just after he came back from one of his little disappearing acts, we began talking again. The more and more we started talking, the more my feelings began to grow for him. It had been so long since I had heard from him that I remembered him, I knew some things about him but didn't have all the details clear in my head anymore. It took a bit but i started to realize it myself that I was actually falling for the guy. And the first time I finally got his number and got him to call me, that's when it was clear to me that this guy was so much more to me than an adopted brother. I confessed to him after a while that i really really liked him, and his answer wasn't what i wanted to hear but it wasn't crushing either. He simply said he really cared for me too, but he couldn't think of me as anything more than a little sister at the moment.
Months passed and eventually i captured him and we were.... an item i suppose you could say :P and as time passed even more, you guys are gunna wana smack me for this, he asked me to marry him and i said yes.
He started to act a little weird a few months after that and i couldn't figure out what was going on except for the fact that his father was working him into the ground and fighting with him a lot. A few days after Christmas his phone was shut off so I couldn't really talk to him. He msged me through yahoo and told me, and the last thing he said to me was that he wasn't feeling well and that he was going to go lay down. that was the last thing I heard from him for about 9 months. I didn't know what to think. Was he just tired of me? did he find someone closer and better? Could he be DEAD? so many things went through my head. about 6 months after he vanished (just before my birthday)I decided I was going to get over him. or try to atleast. Thus all the guys that you heard me gushing about that I liked a lot. I suppose I was just rushing into things or something, but the whole thing with Joey was real, I was really starting to fall for him.
Talon finally came back around september, but I didn't really talking to him. It was just a hi here and there. I didn't want to fall for him again and I was still majorly hurting every time i would talk to him. But eventually I gave in and had a huge long conversation with him and found out what had happened. and tried to understand why he hadn't or as he put it couldn't contact me.
So long story short (I know this is already long, sorry bout that) After that night we were pretty much back together and he swore he would never disappear on me again. Since then he knows I'm still very afraid of that happening and he makes sure that whenever that thought crosses my mind to tell me he will be there in the morning or that he's not going to disappear again. He's even told me a few days ago that he's so afraid that one day he is going to wake up and I'll be gone. I didn't know what to say to that.
Every time we have been together its just kind of happening without either of us making it verbally known. It's like a silent agreement I suppose. No, we are not engaged this time. But We are having plans in june (just after my 18th birthday) for him to either come and live with me, or he is going to bring me there to live with him. It all depends on his mother's health.

If you want to comment on this whole thing, please don't be too mean, but it'd be cool to get opinions on this though. I'm his as long as he wants me, but I want to know what some others think and what they would do in this kind of situation.