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2 Months Are Passing SOOOOO Slow... And Yet I Am Afraid...

Alright so, everyone has a reason for them to want it to be a certain month or time already. And as the time ticks down, it seems to go from flying by to going so slow it's unbearable! This is something that is plaguing me and driving me crazy to no return! Especially the last few days! I'm so anxious for June to come and yet I am so nervous about it that it's rediculous! In June, I'll finally be 18; In June, I'll finally be on summer; and in June, I'll finally get to be with him and no one will be able to say a word about it, plus it will be my first time actually meeting him in person. I'll be able to finally hold him in my own two arms, stare into those beautiful golden green eyes, and hear that voice with my own two ears. I know I sound mushy but these are the things that I've been thinking about for the last few days! I'm nervous though BECAUSE this will be my first time being with him. I'm freaked that I wont be what he expected me to be and change his mind, leaving me to be nothing and heartbroken. He thinks I'm perfect, no matter how much I've insisted and tried to convince him that I am far from it. I am, after all, only human. Is this a usual feeling? A feeling of dread that you wont be what they want and think you to be, and that it will be this huge let down to the point that they wont be there anymore? *Sigh* I'm just rambling and over thinking things and over reacting I am sure, but it is something in my head that will not go away. Does anyone have any comment on these feelings?