((Song Inspiration))
Deep inside my world, rain relentlessly pours down
Nobody knows, or do they even care?
It feels like all I can do is blind myself and frown
I cannot find the strength to carry on, oh how it's no longer fair
That my sky is painted a deep cool gray
And the rain just keeps on falling forever
And all he light, is swallowed by the dark
There’s nothing I can say to change, it never seems to get better
I feel all these things, yet I have no words
That would fill the endless void, which has no center
The rain has flooded my mind, destroyed all my precious worlds
The rain has sent me to asunder, and smoldered to a useless blunder
Relentless rain keeps on pouring, it never seems to end
Yet I’m still unsure, of the message I am trying to send
My mind has been drowned and is no longer here
I have no more confidence; my pride will no longer mend it
Deep inside my world, rain relentlessly pours down
Nobody knows anything, or do they even care?
It feels like all I can do is blind myself and frown
I cannot find the strength to carry on, oh how it isn’t fair
How does one find the so-called happiness?
Of which keeps them going, and looking forward in life
I cannot see how, I’m blinded and defeated by my own sadness
Reality is such a harsh thing, everything lost, despite all my strife
My sky is still that depressing color of gray
The sun seems to have disappeared
Has it always been like this,
must everything I believe in have to decay?
I’m drowning in my once precious world
Will anyone throw the life preserver
That I so desperately need?
I’m drowning in myself, my pride no longer keeps me afloat
I feel all these things, yet I have no words
That would fill the endless void, which has no center
The rain has flooded my mind, destroyed all my precious worlds
It has sent me to asunder, and smoldered to a useless blunder
This relentless rain…