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~Welcome to where I spill my heart out~
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Please enjoy my poems and comment if you wish. All feedback is appreciated and valued.
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Sometimes life throws hard times at us. At those times, we must never forget who we are and what we strive for. Never forget your dreams.
~Razi-chan
So it seems I have become a little bitter
Who would have thought that would happen to me?
I always used to think it’d be better
But who knew, this is how it turned out to be
Sometimes I wish others could see
But then again, I may not be this way
By what way, you question? I’ve always fought depression
I’ve kept it my secret but how long could it last?
I try so hard to work for everything I “earn”
But it seems eventually, everything gets taken away
This is something I’ve learned; you shouldn’t really yearn
Because one day, it will all be gone
There are some who don’t have to try as vigorously
Though they say that isn’t true, it surely is to me
Of course, life seems to be harder for some of us
And we’re left asking ourselves, is it really just?
To those of you who are concerned
Don’t be, I’ve always been this way
In life, in one way, we somehow get “burned”
And even if it’s bad, this is how I want to stay
So it seems I have become somewhat bitter
But in the end, who can blame me; this is what I’ve compiled
Seeing what life turns out, it might be worthwhile
You never know what will happen, what will make your heart flutter
As for everything I’ve earned, they seem to get lost
But as I remember what life really costs, all the lives I have crossed
Maybe life doesn’t seem so bad- in the end-we get what we deserve
This is simply what I have observed, surely you must concur?
Deep inside my world, rain relentlessly pours down
Nobody knows, or do they even care?
It feels like all I can do is blind myself and frown
I cannot find the strength to carry on, oh how it's no longer fair
That my sky is painted a deep cool gray
And the rain just keeps on falling forever
And all he light, is swallowed by the dark
There’s nothing I can say to change, it never seems to get better
I feel all these things, yet I have no words
That would fill the endless void, which has no center
The rain has flooded my mind, destroyed all my precious worlds
The rain has sent me to asunder, and smoldered to a useless blunder
Relentless rain keeps on pouring, it never seems to end
Yet I’m still unsure, of the message I am trying to send
My mind has been drowned and is no longer here
I have no more confidence; my pride will no longer mend it
Deep inside my world, rain relentlessly pours down
Nobody knows anything, or do they even care?
It feels like all I can do is blind myself and frown
I cannot find the strength to carry on, oh how it isn’t fair
How does one find the so-called happiness?
Of which keeps them going, and looking forward in life
I cannot see how, I’m blinded and defeated by my own sadness
Reality is such a harsh thing, everything lost, despite all my strife
My sky is still that depressing color of gray
The sun seems to have disappeared
Has it always been like this,
must everything I believe in have to decay?
I’m drowning in my once precious world
Will anyone throw the life preserver
That I so desperately need?
I’m drowning in myself, my pride no longer keeps me afloat
I feel all these things, yet I have no words
That would fill the endless void, which has no center
The rain has flooded my mind, destroyed all my precious worlds
It has sent me to asunder, and smoldered to a useless blunder
This relentless rain…
How can I go on going like this?
How much longer can I stress?
I cry every night
Hoping there will be a brand new sight
I feel as though
I've failed at myself, I've fallen too low
I feel as though I've failed the ones I've loved
And at achieving what I have always dreamed of
There's nothing more I can do
Oh what should I do, there's nothing I tell you
There's nothing more that I can see
There's nothing more that I can be, anymore
Failure is the worst condition
That one can have with pure recognition
I have thus learned, with this obvious prediction
One can make the mistake of too deeply believing in oneself
And that pride can hurt them, no matter what
It always seems as though we hide from ourselves
Isn't there anything I can do?
No, there certainly is not a single doubt
I have crashed and hit the bottom
I cannot forget what I've not accomplished
Failing is the worst thing I could have ever done
It's not the feeling that one would choose
But I will overpower the feeling
I will not allow the feeling
Of Failure
Rule over me!
~Razi-chan
Why are you worrying so much?
It makes me wonder what is wrong
Why are you so concerned about time and things
When worrying only worsens your health
I've realized to learn
Than worrying does no good
You have to trust in others
As well as yourself
If you are ever late
For an important date
Just smile and remember
There are bigger things in life
That need more attention than you think
So darling do not worry
Care about the things you want to care about
And forget everything else
Just refrain that worrying
Really does no good
It just makes you worry even more
Sometimes you just have to go with the flow
And if you're ever late
And time is not on your side
Always remember...
That there will be an understanding between us
So darling, just don't worry~
By Razing Phoenix
Poem for Rebirth of Soul's challenge. I hope you like it! 
Your being is who you are
Who you are, is what you do and say and feel
How you react is the essence of your being
If you ever lose who you are, there is always a hope of returning
You can find the light to lead the way
To yourself again, even if you've lost it
Because you can be reborn again
And always learn your way
For life of rebirth is a journey, not the destination
To be reborn from the ashes and rise above, like a phoenix
Is to once again find your soul
And know who you are again
Even if... you got lost on the way
You can always refill your essence, your aura
Like an overflowing fountain
And once again find yourself... even if you're lost
~Razi-chan
