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~Welcome to where I spill my heart out~
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Please enjoy my poems and comment if you wish. All feedback is appreciated and valued.
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Sometimes life throws hard times at us. At those times, we must never forget who we are and what we strive for. Never forget your dreams.
~Razi-chan
So it seems I have become a little bitter
Who would have thought that would happen to me?
I always used to think it’d be better
But who knew, this is how it turned out to be
Sometimes I wish others could see
But then again, I may not be this way
By what way, you question? I’ve always fought depression
I’ve kept it my secret but how long could it last?
I try so hard to work for everything I “earn”
But it seems eventually, everything gets taken away
This is something I’ve learned; you shouldn’t really yearn
Because one day, it will all be gone
There are some who don’t have to try as vigorously
Though they say that isn’t true, it surely is to me
Of course, life seems to be harder for some of us
And we’re left asking ourselves, is it really just?
To those of you who are concerned
Don’t be, I’ve always been this way
In life, in one way, we somehow get “burned”
And even if it’s bad, this is how I want to stay
So it seems I have become somewhat bitter
But in the end, who can blame me; this is what I’ve compiled
Seeing what life turns out, it might be worthwhile
You never know what will happen, what will make your heart flutter
As for everything I’ve earned, they seem to get lost
But as I remember what life really costs, all the lives I have crossed
Maybe life doesn’t seem so bad- in the end-we get what we deserve
This is simply what I have observed, surely you must concur?
Flying
Dreaming is like flying
Until you’re soaring through the skies
The clouds block your vision…
(Where did these wings come from?)
What is reality?
I cannot tell what is real or not
Even if it is right in front of me
I do not know what normal is anymore
Flying
Through the endless void
Called ‘reality’
What really is reality?
I am confused
I don’t know the boundaries
Between life and the world of dreams
Where do I draw the line?
Falling, I still don’t know
How high can I go?
How far will I get?
Is there a difference between flying and falling at all?
(My wings still do not shatter)
I hit the ground
I find I dislike it, I feel lost
The line was long ago erased
Or was it ever really drawn?
I never want to know
I really don’t care
I refuse to see the line
I will defy all things
And I will keep
Flying…
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~Razi-chan
Calling...
Calling my name, you can call my name
Near or far, forget the distance, I can hear your call
If you call my name, I'll be there
In your heart
Not even the ripples of wandering fate can defy
The hope in your sparkling eye...
Calling...
Calling onto fate, finding the lost souls
That were once together, now in harmony
But were one floating through sweat and turmoil...
The ripples of wandering fate may eventually reach us
But that doesn't mean
We will forget our strength
That we have when we're all together
Calling...
All those souls out there, lost in fate
Calling, all the souls slashed by fate
Calling, all the souls that defy their fate
I speak to you now
Please hear my call
We're all calling out to the same thing...
May peace find our hearts
May fate be found
May life keep its harmony
May the ripples of fate never disturb
The hope in your sparkling eye
That not even fate
Can defy...
I step into the light, a future shining bright
Only to later dive in, and find myself in the night
Will time ever feel right; will someone find me,
or will I be lost forever between the twilight?
The stars reflecting upon the water
Cannot sustain even me
To fly above the sky, my mind takes me farther
Farther than before, farther I can now see
But my visions are blurred by the ripples
That pass through my mind, and I can't seem to find
A clear sight to sustain my soul, oh how life can be so confined
Oh, when, will these ripples pass through and fade away?
Into the twilight, confused by the oncoming light
When everyone else is stunned into fright
I'll dive right in and embrace the sight
And battle it out, and win the on-going fight
Concluding the flight, I embrace the entire light
I am satisfied by others reactions,
Because unlike them, I easily find my way through the twilight
For love is an ocean that never gives up its souls of the dead
Your strength, it lies hidden, deep within your heart
You’re beginning to crumble, starting to shake
And I’ve been able to see your weakness right from the start
When will you see you for what you are, when will you finally be awake?
Is it considered brute strength, your heart, or is it a weakness?
Can you merely toss it away, only to bring it back again?
I looked at you and thought I became breathless
When really I was choking so badly, I forgot the pain
Tell me, when will you awaken?
When will your stale heart’s shell be shaken?
Tell me, am I simply mistaken,
Or for a fool, am I forsaken?
I see it as both, strength and weakness
The splinter in your heart
Pierced by the suppressed air, can you hear my distress?
Between strength and weakness, I am torn apart
I cannot see, but what you mean to me,
You’re more than the whole world, and that burden of your heart
It lies deep within the both of us, its fine if you let it be
But when you see through the wounds and pain
I will come to you when you call my name
And I’ll know the difference between strength and weakness
It’s not all that different at all, but only the same
It doesn’t matter, as long as you listen and hear me well
