Make a stand

There is a forest on the land
where i will make a stand.
I will stride across the grass
Step on broken glass.
I’m not afraid of the road i tread
or where its mysteries have led.
I no longer have a heart to break
my soul is clearly filled with ache.
What do i have to fear now?
When, where? What, how?
The only thing i fear is death
where you can’t find life's breath.
I fear myself and death alone
in the beginning i should have known.
Now all i have is this land.
Where i will tread and make a stand.

Screen write - copywrited!!

INT. inside house by window - night A boy around the age of eighteen is sitting in the window sill of his house, staring at the sky. A star twinkles in the sky as He sighs. The light in the stars can be seen reflecting on his eyes. K...

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To keep loving you

I can hear little noises around me
Through the music i have flowing loudly
i watch you holding hands with a boy
and i grimace slightly, covering my eyes
Do you know how i feel or do you not
am i just another person who likes you?
Im confusing, but i do love you
Does that mean one day i might make it through?
I listen and listen to the music at my ears
So maybe i wont listen to all my fears
I bear each day and mutter the words to my song
I cry when no one looks and die on the inside
I keep listening, it keeps me sane
I chose you over all i liked and then i saw you
With a boy, holding hands and kissing
I cried that day, but only after you left
the only ones there were the only ones who cared
at least thats how i see things
I listened on high to my favorite song
Until i couldnt hold back the tears
and everyone hugged me, tears fell worse
i listen and slowly calm, slowly i can feel
But you still dont realize
How much i've given up
in order to keep loving you

Praying my heart

Ripping Apart on the Inside
Falling Apart When I Hide
Burning Tears Run Down My Face
With The Pain I Cant Replace
Crying Out When No Ones Here
Just To Wipe Another Tear
Nothing Seems To Be Working
I’m Tired Of Sulking
I Just Want Some Happiness
I Want That Peaceful Bliss
When Someone Calls My Name
I might Seem Even Sane
But If You Look Within The Cracks
You’ll See my Face Bent Back
Hot Tears Streaming Down
That Don’t Hit The Ground
My Eyelids Are Heavy
My Cheeks Are Tear Stained
I Want To Cry Out To You
But I’m Afraid You Wont Understand
I Cant Sleep At Night
Because My Dreams Are Filled With Fright
I Think I Can Make It
But Only, If Only, A little Bit
I Cry Myself To Sleep
Praying That My Heart, You Will Keep.

Look for me

Look into my eyes
So you can see my emotions
Look into my soul
So I can create memories
Look where I cant
So you can save me
Look at who I am
So you can tell me who I am
Look at what I am
So you can tell me its okay
Look into my eyes
So you can kiss me one more time