Praying my heart

Ripping Apart on the Inside
Falling Apart When I Hide
Burning Tears Run Down My Face
With The Pain I Cant Replace
Crying Out When No Ones Here
Just To Wipe Another Tear
Nothing Seems To Be Working
I’m Tired Of Sulking
I Just Want Some Happiness
I Want That Peaceful Bliss
When Someone Calls My Name
I might Seem Even Sane
But If You Look Within The Cracks
You’ll See my Face Bent Back
Hot Tears Streaming Down
That Don’t Hit The Ground
My Eyelids Are Heavy
My Cheeks Are Tear Stained
I Want To Cry Out To You
But I’m Afraid You Wont Understand
I Cant Sleep At Night
Because My Dreams Are Filled With Fright
I Think I Can Make It
But Only, If Only, A little Bit
I Cry Myself To Sleep
Praying That My Heart, You Will Keep.

Life: 09/12/09 | By: irukamaru | 1 comment | Personal | Tags: 5, anxiety, azaru, bandages, black, book, boy, chapter 5, chapters, comma, contest, cullen, cut, enjoy, entranced, fiction, final, five, forever, happy, hate, heart, heartache, here, in, into, keep, kiss, kiyoshi, life, line, little, love, mermaid, mimochi, more, nuimo, one, pain, pained, paper, poem, praying, rose, sad, samaru, sasuki, seals, seven, short, six, smile, still, story, sweet, tear, technical, time, victory, vocaloid, yaoi, zakuei, ~

lovu lovu

love love,
i hear your voice
hug hug,
I feel your skin
kiss kiss,
i taste your lips

~end~

Life: 04/13/09 | By: irukamaru | 1 comment | Original Anime and Manga | Tags: ..., amusing, angel, anima, bear, bell, birth, blue, bored, boundary, breeze, burning, cold, cry, dark, death, dragoon, dreadful, dreams, embrace, end, eternal, eternally, even, friend, funny, hard, hate, helix, help, hunt, hurt, i, important, in, interesting, irukamaru, kiba, kiss, life, lips, love, maikue, mark, master, mermaid, merman, mimochi, mithos, much, musa, musashi, naruto, night, nightmares, no, okay, pale, past, pink, poem, prey, rape, red, request, sad, sadness pain, sasuki, screaming, serene, sewed, skin, stalk, stealing, swear, tear, tears, teddy, that, toxic, unhappy, up, voice, wake, wind, won't, wont, yang, yaoi, yin, you

drain

Drain my life
Drain my kiss
Drain my eyes
Drain my heart
Drain my being
Drain my colors
Drain my senses
Drain my hearing
Drain my thoughts
Drain my happiness
Drain my thoughts
Drain my hearing
Drain my senses
Drain my colors
Drain my being
Drain my heart
Drain my eyes
Drain my kiss
Drain my life

But take all the happiness away
Take all the happiness away
All the happiness away
The happiness away
Happiness away
Away

But leave all the sadness behind
Leave all the sadness behind
All the sadness behind
The sadness behind
Sadness behind
Behind

I’ll give all of it to you
Give all of it to you
All of it to you
Of it to you
It to you
To you
You…

You…

~End

Life: 04/09/09 | By: irukamaru | 1 comment | Original Anime and Manga | Tags: ..., amusing, angel, anima, bear, bell, birth, blue, bored, boundary, breeze, burning, cold, cry, dark, death, dragoon, dreadful, dreams, embrace, end, eternal, eternally, even, friend, funny, hard, hate, helix, help, hunt, hurt, i, important, in, interesting, irukamaru, kiba, life, love, maikue, mark, master, mermaid, merman, mimochi, mithos, much, musa, musashi, naruto, night, nightmares, no, okay, pale, past, pink, poem, prey, rape, red, request, sad, sadness pain, sasuki, screaming, serene, sewed, stalk, stealing, swear, tear, tears, teddy, that, toxic, unhappy, up, wake, wind, won't, wont, yang, yaoi, yin, you

wake up

I hear the wind blow
Past my ears

I feel the gentle snow
Land in my tears

I see the sun shine down
Reflect the water, I drown

I smell the blood on your lips
And it just drips drips …

I taste the pain in my voice
As back to me, it whispers

I sense the gentle touch of your hands
Wrapped around my own

I sleep tonight, I won’t wake up
It’s too serene, too quiet
I want to dream, let my senses rest
This night I won’t wake up.

~End~

Life: 04/05/09 | By: irukamaru | 1 comment | Original Anime and Manga | Tags: ..., amusing, angel, anima, bear, bored, boundary, breeze, burning, cold, cry, dark, death, dragoon, dreadful, dreams, embrace, end, eternal, eternally, even, friend, funny, hard, hate, helix, help, hunt, hurt, i, important, in, interesting, irukamaru, kiba, life, love, mimochi, mithos, much, musa, musashi, naruto, night, nightmares, no, okay, pale, past, poem, prey, request, sad, sasuki, screaming, serene, sewed, stalk, stealing, swear, tear, tears, teddy, that, toxic, unhappy, up, wake, wind, won't, wont, yang, yaoi, yin, you

sleeping

Sleep well into your dreams
I wont stop you...
Wake up from your nightmares
Let me help you...
Silence your dreadful screaming
It makes me cry...
Fall back to sleep tonight
So i can watch you...
Gently embrace the cover of night
So i can make sure...
that you're okay...

~End

Life: 03/22/09 | By: irukamaru | 0 comments | Original Anime and Manga | Tags: ..., amusing, angel, anima, bear, bored, boundary, burning, cold, cry, death, dragoon, dreadful, dreams, embrace, end, eternal, eternally, even, friend, funny, hard, hate, help, hunt, i, important, in, interesting, irukamaru, kiba, life, love, mimochi, much, musa, musashi, naruto, night, nightmares, no, okay, poem, prey, request, sad, sasuki, screaming, sewed, stalk, stealing, swear, tear, tears, teddy, that, unhappy, up, yang, yaoi, yin, you