Fail Anime Staff

epic fail man. Really. ugh.

Life and its obstacles

So, where to start. Procrastinating a little bit because that is what otaku's do.

I want to say some observations in life that i have made awhile ago but it came up again.

People want money. Will do stupid things for money. Will beg any and everyone for money. etc etc etc money.

So I'm part of student council cuz you know, i'm awesome and all that. Well, let me get further in depth with my council. I'm in university if you havn't guessed. Definitely a grandpa around the internets. I was around when Internet was 56kbps and that was the latest tech at the time. You guys just don't know how good you have it now. We kids used to wait forever for one page of porn to be loaded! Anyways, as i was my university has the college student councils which i'm a part of. These colleges are affiliated with either a certain residence or departments and they have their own seperate colleges and students will be registered with these colleges at the time of induction. Colleges are responsible for events and frosh week for the students coming under their jurisdiction. They are not THE university council but something like it. Anyways, I got elected blah blah blah if you read my earlier post.

So, back to my point. This kid is part of this club well more like an organization that wants to give a prof and T.A. recognition for their work and wants my college to pony up some funds to get it done. Pretty much pay part of the sum to give the teacher for recognition of their work using our colleges money. His selling point is that it will be unique because its from students. Well, all i can say to that is N O. Straight up. First of all i think its ridiculous that we're paying such astronomical student fee's already to pay my overpaid profs. Secondly, our money are for the student of our colleges, not meant to be spent on teachers. Third, teachers already get recognition from their peers and have awards and accolades for them. Fourth, due to a decrease in funding for colleges, the budget is tight and there should be no need to spend the little money that is still available for clubs to something extraneous such as this award.

Yes. I'm a prick with money but its necessary in order to spend money where it's necessary instead of giving it to whoever wants it. People expect handouts from every god damn avenue of the world.

And another rant from today. The Law and Society Club, nice people i can imagine but absolutely horrendous with money apparently asked for 1000$. The colleges small budget is... 2000$. Also have 30 clubs. Yea do the math. And their math is even worse. They plan to spend like what, 1000$ for an audience of 100 people. then another 950 for an audience of 50 people. Agh, these kids are so god damn mindboggling. How the fuck do you get such ridiculous numbers. I helped plan the same event last year and it didn't even cost 450$ total to get 200 people in for the same event. Blah, I feel like opposing them at the next meeting now and giving them way less then they asked... maybe 100$ instead of the 250$ that i was originally intending.

K back to work and rl. Peace out.

well its an update.. right?

Well since i've been neglecting this for awhile i'm gonna post w.e is on my mind

So today you get a glimpse in my life as poor ass student who needs money.

So this week was reading week. Literally translates to week a university student can fuck around and sleep in and do jack all and "read" lol

So yes, as i'm typing this right now i'm in the middle of my hw at 4am. My "ideal hour" As my mind likes to remind me. this is mainly why i've been unable to post cuz A: Out of house or B: Using my free time in a way that either allows me to have fun or I'm in one of my studying hours.

So I "planned" to visit my friend in Kingston this week cuz it costs 1 dollar to go to his university pad BUT for some god damn reason we couldn't get there for a dollar and instead the tab kept on becoming something insane like 40$ for a freakin 5 hour bus ride so yea. Was like fuck that and had to rearrange plans for the 100th or so time with him. O well, next something. March perhaps. But w.e, stupidity. So one of my main concerns with my friends has been the constant lack of planning. Before in my life it has never been a concern cuz man, when your a highschooler, you do jack all but now i got stuff planned up the ying yang and it's like "its nice that you called me out but dude i'm already out doing something i had planned for weeks. Yes, it's first come first serve with me, you know that." Lets see, in the past week I've travelled to Hamilton, Downtown Toronto twice already worked 3 times this week and I can't imagine what it'd be like if i had to add Kingston to that list. Yay for club socials and general meetings that i have to attend to.

Which also brings me to my next point, farewell Anime club that i wanted to join, i hardly knew ye but i have other more important club duties to attend to. Maybe i shall contact them again once AN hit but w.e, whats done is done I need to work on pimping out my ginourmous resume again and increase my community service... which makes me wonder if i should hit up a church or a food bank sometime soon to offer my services aka. sell myself for free.

alright. Thats enough for useless rambling.

This is my political blurb of the day i had to write down quickly.
(This is all Canada btw. If you want my opinion on the healthcare let me just begin by laughing in your face thinking that you guys still have to pay for your healthcare. Seriously. I am still enjoying Bill O'Reily and Rush Limbaugh shows for the Lulz that they can produce per day. It just adds to the combo of Colbert and Stewart.)

I think we all need to look at what his tax cuts has done for the economy. At the moment i don't see anymore big corporate investors coming into the country to invest and our employment numbers although apparently not staggering enough to some, since people will argue that its dropping. The problem is what types of jobs have been created in the new environment, which are generally part time jobs and a consistent loss of full time positions in the country. I would say a job is better then no job but the issue comes when the part time jobs are of the poor variety where the people earning a wage do not have pensions or anything saved up to retire and we will suffer an even greater crisis then the greater one with companies defaulting on their pension payments. The current lack of full time jobs would cut into the lack of pensions and saving that the current workforce would have compared to the past generation. This will cause a situation where the government will have to spend excessively in order to accommodate for the aging population without jobs or pensions and push further into debt putting more pressure on our future generations.

hmm.. anime. To be watchin Umineko when i wake up... need to DL last 3 Haruhi eps
Read the daily Shonen Jump and nothing interesting happened O wait cept in Black Lagoon. KILLING PEOPLE WITH A MUSKET!!! SO BAD ASS!!! :D

To the fathers, make sure your daughters are safe while i prowl the streets.

Stupid Lyrical Attempt A

I was hittin strings

I lay down facing the sunlight
my fist full of rays
telling me whats on my mind
what was it I was looking for
As i ponder around skies

I stray closer to the sun
knowing that if i find the one
I'll burn back into the ground
where only nothing can be found
back to hoping and praying out loud

In his hands i fell from grace
losing my way to the valley of fright
gone were the days i saw the light
losing the passionate feelings
flowing throughout me euphorically

Staring the autumn stars
I see the tree leaves fall,
reminding me of the days afar
when cicadas call,
where the sun had a place
within the strings

Notes: Making lyrics for a song for my friend.
I convinced him to make a song using my lyrics mwhaha.

-_- now just can't decide what other themes i should do next.
Guess i should be cheesy with a love song then do a hate song or a emo song hrm. maybe teenage angst would do it too.
I gotta think of a theme. And if your wondering whats the theme of these lyrics, total secret >=) other then for one person. If that person asks.

Don't we all need a little time to ourselves?

I lay here pondering of the everyday goings in my life and my high paced busy schedule that i can barely keep up with nay, maintain -_-

Like most otaku's, I am quite introverted, so its quite unexpected when one says I have "too many" friends and commitments. I do not mean to brag to anyone that might read this, hopefully no one, but yes I need more fucking time to hang out with all my friends while studying for school to get high grades in order to get into grad school and also maintaining numerous club activities in order to pimp up my resume and networking for my job of the future. I won't say what it is, because it really is private to me what my ideal and my ideal goal is. I will of course like anyone with a good head on their shoulders try to do all that they can in order to achieve said goals. I liken my attempts futile at the moment due to the time stress put upon me. I don't have time to watch anime, barely enough to read manga or even play a freakin video game. It just makes my otaku side in me go completely ARGH!!! -_- I just can't wait till winter break so that i can hopefully I can just watch a few series and finish a game or two while also watching a movie i meant to watch like 3 god damn years ago. I barely have enough god damn time to read a large novel like ffs, i've been trying to read 1984 since Uni started but nooooo i have to read my god damn text books the size of the CN tower.

I like my topics, i really honestly and earnestly do, i read through them with interest and absorb the knowledge like a sponge, totally participate in class discussions and the like and try to be a leader when needed but god damnit, I need a lesson on time management because it is so god damn poor. I try to be a semi-model student, enough that people would respect and one that people find easy to be friends with while feeling comfortable around me. I hope that I can raise my grades though. My peers think they are good, i think of the grades as total trash. I know i can do better and i am horribly angry at myself whenever i am sub standard. Which is right now starting to boil in me and lead to sleepless night where i will be working my butt off doing 2 language studies and then my normal course loads. I'm gonna hate this wednesday. I need to study a serious crap load but i lack the time for it -_-. This Saturday Night I know I could be out having hot pot with friends or watching the Hockey Game on TV with friends but instead, I will be locked up in my room studying. Maybe i should go pray to God and ask for more time, not on earth of course, not to be with another person either but for more time in a god damn day to do things. 36 hour days please?

I wonder if anybody that reads this blog needs more time and why. I'm expecting the response to be "TO WATCH MORE ANIME OF COURSE"

~In Soviet Russia, Anime watches you~

PS. Manga related ~ Read Claymore and was meh, setup a story/big battle and more info on the secret org. Btw two of the north died which is sad, i have a thing for blondies with blue eyes also nice to know that the whiny bitch of a boy grew up and is finally being used to further the plot.

Hajime No Ippo ~ was awesomeee!!! PRESSURE VS SPEED AHHH~~~ I think Ippo will win of course, but Woli is like a Hawk+Miyata styled fighter which seems so exciting to read. I want moreee from dynamite one. gotta love the job that they do.

awaiting further developments on One Piece, Bleach and Naruto to bitch about.

I read more manga -_- but i need to go back to work. Yay for insomnia.