Don't we all need a little time to ourselves?

I lay here pondering of the everyday goings in my life and my high paced busy schedule that i can barely keep up with nay, maintain -_-

Like most otaku's, I am quite introverted, so its quite unexpected when one says I have "too many" friends and commitments. I do not mean to brag to anyone that might read this, hopefully no one, but yes I need more fucking time to hang out with all my friends while studying for school to get high grades in order to get into grad school and also maintaining numerous club activities in order to pimp up my resume and networking for my job of the future. I won't say what it is, because it really is private to me what my ideal and my ideal goal is. I will of course like anyone with a good head on their shoulders try to do all that they can in order to achieve said goals. I liken my attempts futile at the moment due to the time stress put upon me. I don't have time to watch anime, barely enough to read manga or even play a freakin video game. It just makes my otaku side in me go completely ARGH!!! -_- I just can't wait till winter break so that i can hopefully I can just watch a few series and finish a game or two while also watching a movie i meant to watch like 3 god damn years ago. I barely have enough god damn time to read a large novel like ffs, i've been trying to read 1984 since Uni started but nooooo i have to read my god damn text books the size of the CN tower.

I like my topics, i really honestly and earnestly do, i read through them with interest and absorb the knowledge like a sponge, totally participate in class discussions and the like and try to be a leader when needed but god damnit, I need a lesson on time management because it is so god damn poor. I try to be a semi-model student, enough that people would respect and one that people find easy to be friends with while feeling comfortable around me. I hope that I can raise my grades though. My peers think they are good, i think of the grades as total trash. I know i can do better and i am horribly angry at myself whenever i am sub standard. Which is right now starting to boil in me and lead to sleepless night where i will be working my butt off doing 2 language studies and then my normal course loads. I'm gonna hate this wednesday. I need to study a serious crap load but i lack the time for it -_-. This Saturday Night I know I could be out having hot pot with friends or watching the Hockey Game on TV with friends but instead, I will be locked up in my room studying. Maybe i should go pray to God and ask for more time, not on earth of course, not to be with another person either but for more time in a god damn day to do things. 36 hour days please?

I wonder if anybody that reads this blog needs more time and why. I'm expecting the response to be "TO WATCH MORE ANIME OF COURSE"

~In Soviet Russia, Anime watches you~

PS. Manga related ~ Read Claymore and was meh, setup a story/big battle and more info on the secret org. Btw two of the north died which is sad, i have a thing for blondies with blue eyes also nice to know that the whiny bitch of a boy grew up and is finally being used to further the plot.

Hajime No Ippo ~ was awesomeee!!! PRESSURE VS SPEED AHHH~~~ I think Ippo will win of course, but Woli is like a Hawk+Miyata styled fighter which seems so exciting to read. I want moreee from dynamite one. gotta love the job that they do.

awaiting further developments on One Piece, Bleach and Naruto to bitch about.

I read more manga -_- but i need to go back to work. Yay for insomnia.