I had heard the knock on the door...and the sound of Pashnirix's voice drawing Minx out of her room. I waited until the door shut. Xerebus probably needed her again...to do some horribly strenuous task... Though she was extremely possessive...and somewhat demented...I really didn't hate her at all. I knew full well that she was only lonely...and deep down...she was truly a kind girl. I mean...she'd taken the time to mend my wounds...not once, but twice now. When Xerebus had left me at the foot of the stairs...riddled with pain...it was Minx who had taken me to a bed...and helped me regain my composure. And now, she'd stitched yet another wound inflicted by Xerebus.
I thought about how I received it. Xerebus hated the fact that I was so strong willed. Yet he needed my strength...so he refused to let me go. Therefore...he could neither kill me...nor free me. All he could do was wound me to a certain point...and no more. Always leaving Minx to pick up the pieces. Minx...his pawn...which he kept satisfied with false words and promises. That poor lonely child...
I stood up slowly...my wound hurt...but I was already used to pain. It no longer phased me...not in the slightest. Minx had to know I'd be gone before she got back. I formed a portal and appeared in my quarters. I approached my own bed...but just as I was about to lay down I felt someone coming. Soon after, another portal formed. Domix stepped out...he seemed rushed and in a panic.
"Verex!" He shouted grabbing me by my shoulders. "Please...I need your help..."
Brushing his hands off, I took a seat on the side of the bed gingerly. I didn't want to show any sign of pain from my wound...yet it was fresh still. I smiled. "My, Domix...I don't think I've ever seen you so panicked. Not in all my time as your partner...not once. So tell me, what has got you in this condition?"
He looked at me seriously. Like he was almost ashamed to admit it...or perhaps frightened. "My brother...he's been poisoned with this..." He pulled out a small vial. I recognized it immediately. Le Suxube's concoction.
"I see." My smile vanishing instantly. I stood up. "Give it to me. I have to work quickly."
"So you WILL help?" He asked...looked at me surprised. "But you know we'll be aiding the other Organization...against Xerebus's will..."
"Isn't that why you came to me?" I smiled. "Come now Domix...you know me by now...you KNEW that even though I may be chained to Xerebus...he cannot control me..."
"I'm sorry Verex...I'm sure you'll pay for this later...but I don't know who else can do anything..."
"Hey. That's my problem." I smiled again. "Now just let me get to work...if you see Minx looking for me...try and divert her attention for a bit. I don't have time to play now. I'll need all my concentration...there isn't much time."
My body was screaming for me to lay back down and sleep...but my being was telling me to do all in my power to help. Domix's whole being was devoted to his brother...I knew all about them. Domix had often rambled on and on about their past. He idolized Magni...but in the end...somehow they'd killed each other. He never told me the reason behind that...I got the impression it was something he was ashamed of.
Appearing in the lab, I got straight to work. Taking a sample of Le Suxube's potion, I quickly separated and determined all the ingredients. Trying to decipher just what she used that could actually "poison" a God. Though...perhaps Ximh was a rare case. I really needed more information on him if I was going to figure out that. But that wasn't my task...all I needed was a rival potion to neutralize and counteract Le Suxube's.
It took me several hours...that woman wasn't some hack when it came to coding her potions. It was extremely difficult. It was lucky for Domix that I loved the challenge. Finally...I had one prepared. It would have to be injected directly into Ximh's bloodstream. I appeared before Domix.
"Here it is." I smiled holding up a syringe filled with my antidote. "Right into his bloodstream...and he should perk straight up. I've also added something...an immunity of sorts. He won't be affected by anything similar in the future after taking this." I was so proud of my work.
"His bloodstream?" Domix stated solemnly...he had a worried expression.
"Domix? What's the problem...I thought you'd be ecstatic."
"There's a shield...when something is in Magni's system...he instinctively puts up a protective barrier...until it's expelled." He explained.
IDIOT! WHY DIDN'T YOU MENTION THAT SOONER?! I thought loudly. "Well then...it can't be helped. You have to take me with you to inject it. Let's just hope Xerebus is busy...or still dwelling on his recent battle. As soon as I leave...he'll be rampant with rage."
Domix was weighing the odds in his mind. Incurring Xerebus's wrath in order to save his dying brother? It didn't take him long to reach a conclusion. He opened a portal immediately...smiling at me as he committed HIS defiant act.
When we walked through, I found 'the barrier', Ximh inside face-down on the ground. A girl was standing in front of it. It was the girl from inside Citadel Abyss...the one who RaXi had been with.
"It's you..." She mumbled, looking straight at me. "Wait...don't go any closer!" She shouted as I approached the barrier.
Raising an eyebrow I looked at Domix. "Stand aside Woman! Let him through..." He said forcefully. The girl looked at him angrily for a moment...but reluctantly stepped to the side.
Moving forward, I engulfed my hand with protective flames and slowly felt the rim of the barrier. I closed my eyes...I could see the network. Every barrier had a weak point...but this one...was incredible. It was proof of Ximh's godly descent. The weak point moved continually...every 5...no....3 seconds. It was never in the same spot...and it wasn't following any sort of rhythm. At least...it only seemed that way. The movements WERE sporadic...but not UNPLANNED. I smiled and pulled my hand away.
"Domix...fetch me a piece of that chair there." I stated pointed at the crushed pieces in the corner. I only needed something small. He got it for me...giving me a questionable glare. "Just...stay back the two of you..." I explained. Placing my hand again on the shield I waited...then....cast the piece onto the weak point. There was a huge burst of electricity. We were all thrown back a bit...but suddenly the blinding light stopped, and Ximh lay unguarded...smoking.
"OH MY GOD!" The girl exclaimed. "XIMH!!"
Domix grabbed me by the front of my cloak. "What the hell did you do Verex?!" He growled.
I pulled his hands off. "Do you mind? I don't have much time..." I stated nonchalantly. "Unless you want him to die..."
They both backed off and let me approach. The static in the air poked and prodded at my wound...but I ignored the pain. I bent down, and injected the antidote into Ximh's arm. Then stepped away.
"A few minutes time...he should be fine." I reassured them. "Now then, I'll be off now."
I formed a portal before they could say anything...but it didn't lead me back to the Citadel. I appeared outside of a door I was sure I felt RaXi within. My hand reached for the knob...yet lingered but an inch before it...Suppressing the deep desire to see her with all my might, I formed another portal behind me.
"Please take care of yourself..." I mumbled and walked through.
Back to my room. I fell onto my bed....my wound was bleeding a little...but I ignored it and fell asleep.
-Verex-
It was raining. It pounded down in ceaseless streams. As I sat against the huge brick wall...I didn't care. It could hammer down on me all it wanted, I wasn't going to run from it. As the rain hit my face, it actually made it look as though I were conveying what I felt. The rain streaming down my face like tears. For I...who could not cry. I don't remember how long I sat there...days? Weeks? Who could tell? No one paid me any mind...even heartless ignored me, for I had nothing to give them. I just sat there...my purpose for even existing dwindling away before my eyes. Suddenly, a figure appeared before me. I ignored it...thinking it would vanish soon enough.
"Hey. You gonna sit there forever?" He said, trying to get my attention. "You'll get sick if you stay in this rain."
I didn't move or speak...I didn't even acknowledge him. I felt myself fading away....
"HEY!" He said again. This time he knelt down and grabbed my shoulders. The umbrella he was carrying dropped to the ground with a splash and rolled away slightly. "Are you alright?!" He shook me gently.
Slowly my eyes met his. I sat there a moment just trying to figure out what he wanted.
"So you are alive." He smiled. "Good...I thought for sure you'd of caught your death out here."
I shook my head. "Not possible but, heh...I almost welcome that..."
"You shouldn't talk that way." He suddenly said seriously. "I don't know what happened to you...but you should never discard life so easily. No matter what."
"Life?!" This comment had made me slightly angry. "Do you call what I have LIFE?! No...all I see is Death and more Death! And then, all of my dreams fade before me...because I DON'T EXIST! How can someone like me dream, or love, or laugh, or feel!!! I CAN'T!! I can't even find the tears to shed for those I've lost! Is that life?! WELL IS IT?!!"
He looked shocked for a moment. But then smiled once again, calmly and kindly. "You're sitting there before me aren't you? You hear me speaking, and feel my grasp right? You can feel the rain on your skin, can't you?" He asked. "Can you smell it's scent? Taste it in your mouth?? I hate to break it to you...but you're alive. And anyone with that much of an opinion...that much emotion...doesn't NOT EXIST. Trust me...you're here and you DO exist."
I didn't know how to respond to that...
"And as far as tears go...I really thought you were crying here in the rain...with the drops streaming down your cheeks like that...no one would ever know any different." He stated wiping the rain off my cheeks...as though they actually WERE tears.
"Who are you?" I asked curiously. "Why in the world do you care? I mean...no one else does...I've been sitting here for days..."
He smiled. "Yeah...I'm really sorry I didn't come up earlier. But I didn't actually think you'd stay there in the rain. I saw you yesterday. I couldn't help but say something today, you seem so sad. It's wrong to leave a girl sad and lonely."
"Well I'm fine...just go on your way now and mind your own business." I stated coldly. "Your kindness would only be wasted on me anyway...I haven't the heart to ever sincerely return your display."
He laughed. I didn't know how to respond to that.
"No way!" He denied. "I'm not just gonna leave you here now. Besides...I hate getting wet, but look at me! I'm soaked through because you made me drop my umbrella. The least you can do in return is come with me and have something to eat. I'm only going to be in this world for awhile, and I'm all alone here. So what do you say? Wanna keep me company for a bit?"
"This world?" I asked. "You know of the other worlds...and travel to them?"
"Yeah. But my ship is getting repaired right now. I really hate traveling that way, you know, since the Gummi Roads are clogged up with heartless these days...but I do what I must." He answered rubbing the back of his head. "Well, let's go."
I don't know why I did it. I had absolutely no will or desire to follow anyone ever again...yet when he extended his hand...I took it. And after that...I accompanied him to other worlds. Allowing him the use of my portal in exchange for his companionship...I slowly started to live again. Yet...more than that...something more formed between us than simple friendship. Something I could never even begin to describe...But was something such as that even possible for one such as I? One without the fundamental item, a heart?
~RaXi
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This is a bit of RaXi's past ^.^ Since she's sleeping, I thought it appropriate to post now! XD
The man here is her dear Vincent...T.T And this takes place after she watched the Organization tumble down. After the deaths of all the remaining members...most important to her....Saix. That's why she felt like dying...uh...fading away.
The world is Radiant Garden. It's amazing no one tried to kill her... o.o Guess they all had things to do...like bask in their victory! XD
~Kira
