Death

Darkness all around

Hatred fills the room

Tears fall down the heart

Pain iunside and out

No way to escape

No place to be free

Always locked up

Stay here forever

Enjoy this peaceful pain

This painful bliss everywhere

The blood that fills the air

Drown softly in this sweet oasis

Die slowly in this painful dream

This life flows downward

Down into a dark dark heart

Live no longer in this light

Join the darkest night

And call it Death

Where...?

I'm just a wandering soul...looking for redemption...and salvation.....and I am still lost....searching to find what is most presious to me.....will you help me? A fallen angel who can see no more..... A banished demon blinded by the light...... Where will i go...to find you?

How do you...?

What do I have to do...to prove that I'm good enough? How much pain must I suffer? How much anger has to grow? How much do I have to fall?
You know all I can see is this darkness...engulfing me....How numb will I get before you even see me? How Heartess and souless must I become? A piece of me dies everyday....and I cannot care anymore.....A mask hides that tearful face....full of misrey....I am locked in a shell...that hides all I am...Because I was never any good to you...I will never be good enough for you....I'm gonna give up now....To those expectations raised too high....I'll fall till I hit the ground...till I feel no more.......

Life...?

Life is but a moment that flies by in an instant...and if you are not careful it will pass you by....Life itself is not remebered, but the memories left behind are.....hold on to your memories and let them carry you through life....dont ever forget who you are or you will lose yourself forever....Stay in my heart and never fade....to all the ones i love....and all the ones who i dont know yet, i most likely will end up loving you if and when i ever get to know you...

Why...?

Ignorance is Bliss...at least thats what they always say. But how can it be Bliss if it always hurts? Whether it you doing the ignoring or you being ignored...it always ends up hurting someone...mainly...YOU. But what do people care now-a-days about? People much prefer that life of ignorance. I guess pain is the latest mask people want....poor me to get stuck in the middle........