I'm more or less interested in anything dealing with Itachi but I get interested easily with any manga/anime
I'm not much to talk about an amateur artist trying to put up art for people to see as well as fan art. I hope you like this world I'm probably just do journal entries and compare things in life with some in anime/manga

Good-Bye

Time and time again....
You laughed at me...
you used me....
and I let it happen
You said you were my friend.
You said I meant a lot to you.
You even said, that I am your strength.
You said I am your sheild
You said a lot of things.
You said a lot of nice things
Now all I can do is smile down on you at your weakest
I want you to suffer as I did
I want you to see what you have done to me
I am your "strength" and "shield" and as them... I can be used against you
I smile down on you and say.... "Good-Bye"

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Meanings

what does that mean?
To Grow up?
No hanging with friends?
No going out to have fun?
No being with those who invite you out to eat or play?
Growing up....what does it really mean?
I am someone who never wants to grow up but I have to.
I am someone who wants to live life...in the best way I can.
I am someone who wants to live life as an adult...but I do not wish to give up the life that is fun.
If growing up means leaving behind the things you like to do or find fun then what was the point of living life with fun at all if it were to be taken.
Be taken because of age...because of thoughts....because of people.
To leave behind those who give me joy...give me life and give me the chance to be a kid...I don't think I can.
I am someone who wants to live life....with joy.
Yes....I have to grow up...but no I will not leave my life of fun. my life as a child...I will have a small part in me...that will have the child of me...
I will not act as though I was not a child before.....
If i am to grow up I am leaving a piece of me that will hold the inner child of me.
What does it mean?
what does growing up really mean?
I have no say to who does what...for I am a child at heart....I am a 17 year old who has the heart of a 7 year old.
Growing up...means greowing up, but the term....does not make me want to grow up.
If I am stupid so be it. If I am being a child then what can I say but "yes....I am"
what does it really mean to grow up?
maybe I am stupid...for not wanting to grow up...but even I know it doesn't mean to stop having fun even my teachers have the heart of a child....and I find it cool to see no matter the age...some people aren't really grown up completely....

~Zuzu

Past Love

Now...I'm going to graduate soon. Wow and it feels great. Yet...to have a guy as a bf...I do not have...is it sad to me? Not really. More like funny...Even if I were asked to be someones girl...I would of said no. Why a "No"?
Well... stupid as it may sound... I'm thinking of one guy...I mean I can say I havea crush or this and that, but even so...this one guy pops up in my mind...even if these guys ask me and all...would I have really said yes? Maybe....but still this dude would probably never leave my mind...The guy I can actually say I fell in love with...the guy I can actually say I had that "love at first sight"
He was my best friend...laughed together, cried together hell we even competed against each other. We even made a promise..silly as we could of been but..this was serious...No matter what...if we ever lost contact to try and find each other again to be able to try and keep that friendship from dying. Me and that dork...my dork and I was his dork. Still a lost friend to me...and yet here I am..thinking of him....his name, his laugh, his smile, all that was him...to forget...I think is hard. He still lives in my mind and in my heart. I find it funny that we admitted to each other at the same time...and yet...I was moving...he made me do that promise...and yet, I believe he probably forgot, hell even moved on to a new girl and if he did it ok to me. Nothing big...more to a congrats and wish him happiness with the girl. Til we meet though...who knows if we will. How is it...I can forget friends...but this guy...I can always remember...I haven't forgotten. My past love...now it like...I want to be alone. On my own. Weird that guys have asked but I say no...I tell them the lies I think up...some I tell the truth. The lies? well...."I'm not the right girl there is better" or "I'm not the one you want, you can find many girls in this sea" but main thing I say...I just say how ugly I am. Up to this point...I'm waiting...for someone to say the right things...I mean it the right things. That and all Im thinking on is my art...my drawings...and my animations. I'm a wait...to find the one who can make me actually go on, and leave behind a past love I once had.

Different

some how its been calm and great
The day is like nothing to me anymore
The people who say the mean things to me...
I ignore
the ones who treat me badly
I smile to
the ones who always leave me on my own
I just walk away from
Those who gave me hard times...are nothing to me anymore
Life continues
it is the same
just one thing is different
my reaction to things
Is it a good thing or not
I don't know
One thing for sure...
I will not hurt me no more.