fanfic 38 + 38 omake

ren: this one resonates. the single person who ever showed even a tiny amount of kindness, but died soon after... the dog was a stray i took care of it til it was hit by a car -cries-
Hitsugi-san: -cries too overcome with loss- -a strong sense of a unraveled mind damaged soul loomed-
ren:

ren: do you want to leave now?
Hitsugi-san: not yet...

ren: last door everything while i was hunted all at the same time
Hitsugi-san: ...............

Hitsugi-san: -intense fear ....felt hatred..... freezing cold rain.....paranoia....starving ...blood.... sleepless nights

~visuals~
ren hiding in a dark niche........ren punches a wall repeatedly.....assassins approach deadly encounter..... vicious fight skulls shattered on the wall assassins dead....... injured ren the cold rain falls..... scent of blood taste of blood.....hunger looms death draws near it hurts.....if i fall asleep it may end up eternal....

ren:................
Hitsugi-san: their skulls were smashed on the wall you were strong even then, eeeahh!! is THAT what blood tastes like?! horrible!
ren: my liking was born from the battlefield after a while i was used to it.

Hitsugi-san: you walked somewhere injured in cold rain?
ren: in order to kill those assassins i used so much force my shoulder was thrown out i was also cut up battered and sore.

Hitsugi-san: so your ability to be injured and still can move....?
ren: i'd be dead if not for it.

Hitsugi-san: that last one seriously hurt it felt like....
ren: ...your stomach was bing ripped out of your body? yes.

ren: we're done.
Hitsugi-san: ..................................

~finally leaving the realm of memories~

Bonez: ren? Hitsugi-san?

ren: -exhausted-
Hitsugi-san: oh ren...... -tears well up- i had no idea.... -pulls her into a warm embrace- ..... you suffered so much -cries-