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geh
today was rather stressful! gah i hate it
First i whent to speel urly but not to urly because i know it can result in revers clock work on your body [intead you feel like you didnt sleep at all!} so i wake up and im still tyered as hell! gah! and i was like that the WHOLE DAY i would fall asleep in clas except if it werent for the fact that the desks are uncomfortable
then i had work to do that i pland on doing durning my teachers asistance class...and i couldint find the asighned pages or numbers! so i brought the book for that subject to school that day instead of briging the one i actualy needed!
T.T
other than that i was stressed for reasons unexplained....
me today;stresed,bored, sleepy,depressed!
have you guys ever tryed talking about your feelings to some one and have them compleatly not take anything you were saying as a consideration? like their like "i know you and your nothing like that"or say something like "your not sad !" mabe they didnt think i was serious. but how dare they you know?! first of all they tell me that their here for me to talk to [not here as in theo here]and then when i try to talk to them and i try to explain to them what is on my mind, and im a very intreverted person so talking about thous things is VERY hard and akward to me !they through my imperfections back at me and dismis anything i said !!!!
i was like wtf..... but i didnt say anything because then i know what would happen they would some how make it my fould or make me forgive them witch is totaly unfair because they never take and "im sory" and forgive!
i wonder if they realise when their smiling am i their to smile with them....
im often faded in to the back ground and id rather not be so i just leave...
mabe im better off being alone like always....

heday:one of the leading mails[well a spacificly clasified as one] in Soulryuki
[one of my mangas on theo]

halloween

yesterday...
im so soar!!!
my right arm hurts and my left leg hurts!!
and i have to go to work today !!!!
damn you hevy tenis rackit!!!{shakes fist at it even tho they are at my locker at school]
my right arm is my diping arm for ice cream too
waaaaa
....................
so yesterday was so fun
we were all in the back of my freinds truck as her parents drove us around
the anoying part was having to go back in the back of the truck and getting off
[sence i had a skirt and boots on -.-]
i was a gaishia for halloween ^^
well my sisters version of one anyway
[she made my costume]
iv never felt so old in my life
so now idisided that if i ever go trick or treating again i am soooooo dressing up like a littel kidd woould [this is where my friend tifany would tell me that their no escapin phisical parportions T.T ]
* sulks in corner*
i dont wana grow up waaaaaa!!! and i hate seeing my littel brother grow up too!!!
it ends now i tells you!!! iz will stay at 17 fore ever!!!

well anyway a cuple of weard things happend yesterday
like we were driving then sudenly we get on the street and out of nowhere the temputer drops like 10 fricken degrees! my freind that was sleeping even woke up!
it was like woah! that street is totaly honted!
....
then lattter we were sining in the back of their truck [we were doing it alot and freacking out onging trick or treaters XD yes we were those crasy ppl that you randomly see !]
one of the songs we sung was the "he has the whole world in his hands" song
and thats all we know to the song
then i disided that when ever it says "in his hands" we all point in unison at my friends sister wich was hilarious cause his sister tranaja was all "no"
lol!
but other than that we didnt get much candy [i gave up quick cause it was akward geting off the back of the car....] and i only got like a hand full
not to mention while we were on the free way my wig that i was whereing was histing my face with its hair realy hard
[i even held it up to my freind to show him how it felt XD]
the wether was awesome though !
yep and we whent to this old victorian house that was restored and met the pepole who lived their !
they had such a beutifull house!!!and so many ppl too @.@
well i guess ill stop boring you guys now lol

see yah
oh and i will try to post some picks latter when ever my friend uploads them

yay^.^

i just thought id post to day sence it is my birthday i dont realy have much to say right now
but i will try to post latter cause i dont have much time to get on right now
[is at school ]
im having a good time though ! ^^

NNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOO!!!!

MOOD...MAD?
eating...starving
musick ..none
.....................................
its happend again
i lost my binder ...*sigh* again !
thows of you who have known me for a while know that i have lost my binder time and time again....
but its no ordianiry binder no,,,it has to be the binder that i keep all my drawings that took months and blood to make [for one of them litteraly XD[]!!!
so very mad....
considering the fact that it was in the living room two days ago!!!
i seriously think some one is playing a joke cause its geting old....
adn just when i was geting in a mod to continue my manga i tells you!!!
*sigh*
so sad but oddly inspired
fortunately for me i had already uploaded all my manga on the the computer so nothing was realy lost [except for my art works and my drafts of an awesome sword...]

yesterday i got sent home urly from work [because i could ...]and when to sleep urly [like 940 posibly]
[and whent to sleep around 11*stayed up looking for binder*]
well thats urly for me
and now i feal refreshed!!!
omg i havent felt this way for a long time!!! im always so sleepy at school it is a blessing to be able to sleep in!{bliss}

and i got haloween off!!
oh yah this week i got acused of runing off alot of flyers for a halloween party in the ofice i was like 0.0!
first of all i was set up to the t!
mybirthday is soon
im a teachers asistant for that period
im [what they say] the onlyone who makes copys!
latter on that day the teacher say me making copys [for another teacher which she didnt know]
and my teacher told me before that the principal was going to call me up for it so i could clear my name [she new im inocent im not the kind of person to do thows things^.^]

well when the principal called me up [6period 4periods latter]
he made me wait in his office for a long time![man i was misssing alot on a class i dont do my work on xD[sence i dont need it][
and he calles me in to his office and he pulls out the flyer
"does this look familiar?"he says
me:" i didnt do it!"[almost yelling]
ofcores i'v never seen it before but i know what it is so if i say i dont it be a lie....and i dont lie
so he stares at me humore off his face
me:"im serious"

so yah this week was fun other than that and i got to laff about it latter when the next class came he just sent me to class and didnt here from it again*shrugs*

lost as ever....

nooo i finished most of sugo chara i have to wait till the rest comes out T.T
well then
progrres on story ....0 wrighters blocks much ? i feel like i ramed it in to a wall!!!0.0
i just thought id post because i havent done so in a while
waoh absolutely nothing has happend lately except im going to play paint ball tomorow !!! in science clube!!!!
i aslo asked my mom is she would let me go over with my friends 0on haloween
and she let me weeee....
i saw this guy that i liked today i dont get to see him very often because i am an uper clasmen and he is a lover...clas...men...
makes me kinda feal bad because im 16 [when did that become such a large gap?}and hes 15
i dont like him that much though...wich makes me feal even worse !!!
i feal like im leading him on too much!!!because what i feal for him si so dull to what iv felt before...
well anyway he was coming back on school campuse from the store and then his freinds saw me and trired to block him from me XD[more like me from him ]and it ws just funy cause i was huging him and his friend had his hand on his back and i was hughing his hand along with the guy i like right
and he was like
"i dont even know you " [not the guy i like]
XD
it was fun ^^ seeing him then my freind tifany wansent in the science lab or out sie aftere school so i left her mp3 player with my other friend and i was so lonly when i was walking home with out it T.t[my mp3 got washed!!!}!

well today while i was beeing inhouse[detenshion] asistant i finaly got some work don!![laaaaaaa]
and i got to yell at my work buddy / guy that goes to my school for working for my brother
gave me less time on the comp T.T
i was liek "crasy kidd get off my lawn " and he was like * hides face *"i dont know you"
jk!
well i guess thats all i have to say right now ^^
see you guys