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It's when the harshness of reality begins to quiet and your heart sings.
It's that look when you see yourself in the mirror and smile, knowing who you really are.
Dreams is the one thing that drives me, soothes me and keeps me alive.
It's the world I live in, the world of dreams... This wonderful, wonderful world.
This fulfilling world...
This world that is in my heart and thankful soul.

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Another update

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I figured that I post something since its been a while. Well nothing too interesting happened excecpt BS, so get your bread kiddies so I slap it on ya! 8D

The BS list (mmmmm I can smell it from here )

I stayed home all last week because I didn't have no transpass. Like I mentioned before school is two hours away and there no way in hell that I can get there with out a transpass ( AND have to pay a zone fare which is $1.50 coming and back, even though I pay a dollar because SOME bus drivers are cool like that :P).
Also I have my internship a NBC 10 which takes two buses to get there (with no zone fare thank god) so I couldn't go there too.

My dad was suppost to get me and my sister transpasses but kept leading us on till it was to late to get them (thanks pop)

He was also suppost to take me and my sis to church (which I hate but like to spend time with my dad and hoping to get the transpasses which he kept making excuses not able to get them). But when sunday moring came he said he woke up late so he's not coming (thus meaning no transpasses)... WTF... Late for fucking what? Church? We all was late last week and god didn't come down on his cloud to throw lighting at us and the people in the church sure didn't give a damn. STOP MAKING FUCKING EXCUSES!!!

And let me tell you my dad is like a damn star in that church, everyone loves him, and boy they don't know a thing about him! So when we went two weeks ago and everyone found out that we were (lets call my dad Mr.x) Mr.x kids they went nuts! Telling how much they wanted to see us and how Mr.x was this fucking godsend! I was happy that he found a church and all that but the shit he's doing to me and my sis isn't right by any ones standards...

In fact after calling him all weekend and telling him that me and my sis needs the traspasses this week he comes on sunday with fucking one... One... Damn dad your a epic fail of the worst kind. And he's assholerly isn't new he was always like this. Helps when HE wanted too but when we REALLY need he is either gone or do shit like this which pisses me off to the highest...>:|

He can give his whole life to the church (which was living room size in a apartment, no joke) but when your kids need you its like fuck the kids that I brought into the fucking world.

God has plently of churches to chose from to hear his damn followers, I don't think he minds you helping your family out... WHICH THE BIBLE SAYS TO DO!!! >:[

Sooooooo that one transpass and oh I forgot that he gave 5 dollars with it is the only reason that I'm at school this week.

And I have no clue whats going to happend next week ( my mom suck ass pay 300$ ( every two weeks) is gone which is the only income we have now, which makes things hella stressful)

And my dad don't give a shit... But what us to go to church... WTF again... But I'll make is it the best damn church day I would every have confussing how your beloved Mr.X is an ass hat behind close doors.

I have class know so I can go on how my life bites really hard right now. I have more pictures to post and I'm glad obama won.

Take care and have a good one

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