Hey all.
How’s it been going with you guys? Me? I've been chilling as always. I posted a new picture of a new fan mew. Which has me thinking about my habits of drawing and how much it went to hell.![](http://www.theotaku.com/global/images/icons/female-shocked.gif)
I've been looking through my gallery and see all the fan mews I made and how I use to make them all the time and wondered "what the hell"? Then I think "damn, what happened to my drawing in general?”. I use to draw every night no matter how tried or how little the picture was I still drew something. But ever since I been going to bed early for school I’ve been too lazy to draw.
I use I start drawing at 8:00PM and to go bed at 12:00AM so that’s plenty of time to draw whatever. Yet, I would be so tired when I get up for school and I’m talking about 5:00-5:30 AM and I hate waking up like that every time I have school (3 days a week). I didn’t want to pull back my bed time real early because I wouldn’t have a lot a time to draw, also that my body would rebel big time and I didn’t feel like having even more crappy sleep. Sooooooo I start going to bed at 11:00pm I still had time to draw everything was good in the land of OZ but still I was waking up tired! I’m stubborn so I went with it for a while but I need my sleep. I need my sleep so I won’t get hit by a car while lusting over my coffee in the morning when I can try to dodge the car, get hit and lust over my coffee spilling all over the ground :D.
So then I was fed up and decided to pull back my time to like 10:00PM which failed like the no child left behind act, so then I pulled it down to 9:00 finally. My body wasn’t trying to hear that at all! I knew I had to get use to this and suffer the “mind won’t shut up /body want to wake up at strange hours at night”, like 47:55 PK or even 3:00AM… 3:00AM PEOPLE!! What madness has befallen me DX??!!! Did the universe decide to play the butt hole card too?! So anyway when I finally was going to bed 9:00PM and was sleeping by 9:30PM instead of 1:30AM, and what would you know I would wake up not so dead!
And that’s a great thing no doubt, but then I get tried around 7:00/8:00pm and my laziness would take over. So I would tell myself “I would do it tomorrow”, yes the dreaded trap of procrastination! (Echo echo)…. I would do that over and over till I would draw rarely and that scares the pink crap out of me because I don’t want my skills to decay. So then everything else seems to cave in because of it (comics, projects, trades, etc) and I just got lazier with everything but school work.
Yeah, I back tracked all the way to the source. And because I’m such a good investigator I looked in my gallery to see when I start lacking and it was around January. So now my point of this fantastic fairy tale is that I want to draw more I want to get in the O more …again… sign guest books, comment on people’s pictures and the like. I’ve been going to sleep at 11:00PM more and not waking up like a zombie so that gives me more time to draw and to put my life back in place. I love to draw so much and to let myself get like this is unacceptable!
And drawing that fan mew REALLY showed me that and I couldn’t be happier! So now I can say I’m really back on track because I have nothing that’s hindering my drawings but me. (yay for resolutions :)
I would continue with what I want to start doing but this post is wayyyy tooo llloooonnggg and one resolution is enough.
Thanks for reading who ever read this long ass post, here’s a cookie. :3
So I will update again before this week is over to see how people like my ideas on what I want to do to jump start my no non-sense draw everyday life again!
Anybody what some hinties? X3