Man what a week.
I had to go to the animal hospital on Tuesday because my guinea pig Caramel sneezed blood that night before. I don’t have to say how emotionally f**ked I was about the whole thing, Luckily the next day I went to the animal hospital to see if anything was wrong with her and she came out fine thank god. The vet said she was a healthy guinea pig but said I can get her an appointment to run tests on her. I still have to make that appointment. Caramel is eating, moving, peeing, pooping just fine even at the night of so I don’t know if it’s something serious or not. I was and still am worried about her and vets are crazy expensive. That ONE visit cost $114 dollars. Another appointment will be that and the tests will be on top of the base $114. I’m stuck on the whole thing. I want to get her another appointment since my dad will help me pay but if I find out that she’s fine that’s money down the drain. Caramel been coughing and sneezing for a few months now but I’m not sure if that has anything to do with anything. Animals are so damn complicated. I really do hate that s**t.
I haven’t been on the computer much thus I’m not active here this pass week or so. Sorry I’ve haven’t been commenting and replying like I usually do. It’s been a crazy HOT week and on top of my pet situation I’ve been doing a total clean up of my house. I also felt like I should spend more time off the computer and doing other things like planning for my business. I wanted to spend some time drawing, coloring, designing, and thinking about how I’m going to market myself and my business. I barely did ANYTHING IN THAT DEPARTMENT. Really, I wrote a few things that I should focus on like strictly making clay cakes and sticking them on s**t. I mean, I know it was a hot week and I don’t do much in weather like that but I’m so frustrated with everything at this moment. I feel like I got nothing done. I haven’t did anything thing with my heart girl picture or my business logo either. At the same time this has been an insane week and I should be much easier on myself. I had to go somewhere and do something almost every day that involves being outside burning the hell up. Or cleaning walls, dusting, straitening things up in the house. So it’s not like I sat on my ass all week. I was up doing something for the house, pet, and family.
(Just put caramel on my lap)
She’s acting just fine trying to eat the desk hehe. I don’t know what it is with guinea pigs but when I’m upset and hold caramel a lot of the negative emotions go away. It was the same thing with my first guinea pig Road Kill. He was amazing, if I was upset and held him all the negative emotions in me would melt away like they never existed. God I miss him…
I also been realizing (okay not really but you get the point) that I want to find another male companion. >A< It’s hard to say that… I thought I was going to be happy being single again. I’m not depressed or anything but I want that companionship again. I want some one to appreciate me, take me out, spoil me and share their interests with. I want to do the same with someone else but I feel like I’m setting myself up again. Guys are just soo… UGH. (rips hair out)
Anyway, I don’t mean to make such a stress filled post, I think everything kind of bottled up inside me at once a few hours ago.
LAST CALL FOR THE OC SLEEP OVER! Throw down your OC’s in comments and I’ll draw them at a sleep over other people’s OC’ss. I should have that done during the week.
One more thing…
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