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Dreams...
Dreams is that wonderful feeling when you know you're doing something right.
It's when the harshness of reality begins to quiet and your heart sings.
It's that look when you see yourself in the mirror and smile, knowing who you really are.
Dreams is the one thing that drives me, soothes me and keeps me alive.
It's the world I live in, the world of dreams... This wonderful, wonderful world.
This fulfilling world...
This world that is in my heart and thankful soul.

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MEME TIME AND SHORT ANNOUNCEMENT

Before I get to the meme I just really wanted to thank EVERYONE for joining and faving my Otaku battle royal contest. I’m so happy that it’s going as well as it is and I appreciate everything people have done so far. I love the entries I’m getting and want to comment on them all really soon! I just have to warp my head around my current situation and get my feet on the ground. Once again THANK YOU ALL I LOVE YOU.

MEME TIME

RULES
-You must fill out EVERY question! No skipping!
-Tag five people after wards.
-Leave a message on their page telling them they're tagged.

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ARE YOU?
1. Perfect?: Of course why wouldn’t I? ;D
2. Tall?: I’m cute and tiny 5’4’
3. In your pajamas?: Nah dude I’m in my fur suit because I’m a furry remember? (high school shirt and pajama pants)
4. Left handed?: No, but my sister is. :3
LAST:
1. Friend you saw: Brandon
2. Talked to on the phone: My mom’s friend
3. Person to text you: Obama, we where talking about the show “The Hills” last night.
4. Was today better than yesterday?: This whole week has been one big fuck up so yeah I don’t know.

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FAVORITES:
1. Number: 7, 9, 1,
2. Color(s): PINK, black, white, ANY NEON COLOR, PATTERN AND PLAID.
3. Fruit: Chinese apples, mangoes, red Mario mushrooms… some other stuff. D
4. Place: Yaoi land. I went there last night in a dream. There were hot guys making out and everything was pink toned. I shall claim it as my kingdom. 030

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EIGHT EMOTIONS:
1. Are you missing someone right now? I WAS TILL I FOUND OUT THE JERK WAS OKAY. NOW I’M COOPING BY DOING MINDLESS SHIZ.
2. Are you happy? On the outside. (I’m so stinking emo right now)
3. Are you sad? Like hell is hot baby. (weeps)
4. Are you bored? MORE UNSURE OF WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF NOW.
6. Are you nervous? A bit, if jerk off calls I’m not sure how I’m going to take it.
8. Are you tired? Since high school. I think it was the amount of BS I have to deal with everyday.

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CURRENTLY:
1. Eating? No, in fact I’m starving but I don’t feel like getting up.
2. Drinking? Depression with a side of anger.
3. I'm about to: probably find more memes/go eat and make coffee.
4. Listening to? The computer’s fan dying.
5. Plans for today? PLAY FF13, NOT THINK ABOUT DEPRESSION SHIZ, DRAW SOMETHING CUTE/SOMETHING THAT EXPRESSES MY HURT INSIDE.

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HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Drank bubbles? Uh, if you mean soap bubbles then yeah when I was little. I would eat them and love it…. DON’T JUDGE ME
2. Lost glasses/contacts? Yeah, the first few years of having them (since birth pretty much) >:C
3. Ran away from home? Does in the mind count? *3*
4. Broken someone's heart? Yeah and I felt like shit about it but I just didn’t like him like that. BUT HE IS ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS EVER.
5. Been arrested? Hellllll no.

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DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
1. Miracles? Yeah, I fart them out you know.
2. Yourself? ALL TIMES OF THE DAY. Sometimes…
3. Heaven? ONLY if they have yaoi.
4. Santa Claus? Yeah, that’s my uncle. :3
4. Love? The only one I had since 1989.
5. Do you like someone? Uhhhh, I like my guinea pig? D: I’m so confused!
6. Do you believe in God? That he/she/it is an ass, yes…
7. Answered the truth on all questions? Mayyyybe. ^3^

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Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
A: Curse the day I was born and the god that sent me here. >:C
Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
A: TONS, repaying loans, breaking up process, being active on the net, etc, etc, I want to cry now can I stop? ;3;
Q: What's the last movie you saw?
A: “THE FOG” OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT. It was an awful horror movie. I WANT CABLE.
Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: Insane, they got good visuals.
Q: Do you smile a lot?
A: YES! 8D
Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: Nah dude, the cool kids wish upon bums on the street.
Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: Yes, very much but I’m crazy shy. X3
Q: Where did you sleep last night?
A: On top of snoopy’s dog house. Very uncomfortable by the way. :|
Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: Monday morning on the bleachers of some school. OH LIFE YOU’RE SO CRUEL. CB
Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
A: HOW MUCH I WANTED TO CHOKE CHILDEN.
Q: Rate life as of right now one being bad ten being great?
A: How it’s going right in this moment… A f’ed up 6… It will rise as my mood picks up.
Q: What do you hear right now?
A: The Jerry Springer sound off.
Q: Does anything hurt right now?
A: My heart and shoulders,
Q: What's your favorite month?
A: “May” because that’s the month I was born, and its great weather in that month! :D
Q: What did you do last night?
A: Stayed up all night and chatted with friends on the internet.

The friends I tag are:
Anyone who laughed ONCE while reading this. >:| GO DO IT NOW!

Yeah, I'm still in the "getting over it" process of my situation. My sister just went through some BS with her BF too so we talked about it all morning. It really helped. I feel a lot better and I don't feel as blue. :3 I also want to thank everyone who commented on my last post. It was because of that I gather the balls to come to his house and that lead to things I needed to know. I don't know about the dating scene but I know I will be forever open to friendships because I know there are still good people in the world. :3

So thanks 8D

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