I can’t stand it when a really popular artist goes on every damn art site out there and get rave reviews. But never comment, follow, or even be active on site itself BUT post art.
This never surprises me since I’ve seen it for years; I get it and all that.
But it’s like a wtf to me.
I mean yeah, they can do what they want but if you’re joining a site, generally you want to be a part of it, mingle with other artists, and be somewhat active in the community. So why JUST post art and that’s it? I could easily say that they are just fishing for MORE popularity then just the one site that they are on, but I don’t want to be so judgmental. I know there are two sides of every story.
But seriously, seeing one artist on three art sites with monster popularity that barely does anything but post art really annoys me at best. But hey if my art had tons of mass appeal for no goddamn reason I would want to spread the disease too. At least I would want to do something with that power besides getting praise, free subs, and digital panties bringing thrown at me.
Then on this site there’s an artist that I freak’n LOVE like a lot. I took a look at the artist’s profile and to my surprise there were less then 200 comments, less then 200 art posted with over 10,000 hugs, over 400 subscribers and the artist been here since 2005. Then my stomach turned when the artist only had watched 7 other POPULAR artists that do the same thing. After that their art was good but I felt somewhat taken like a damn sheep.
It was like someone hit me upside the head with a baseball bat. Then I saw that the artist was on deviant art and was the cats meow there too… I TOTALLY DIDN’T SEE THAT COMING.
Pro tip: Don’t take the internets seriously, because the things you’ll see you will have to laugh at.
One last thing, this feature fandom crud makes me puke. There is yet another fan art that was on the front page THE DAY BEFORE…
Just for shiz and giggles what would YOU want to add to theO?
I would want something so level the playing field here or something. I don’t know, I been accepted the way things are on the internet so yeahhhhhh.
Before I get to the meme I just really wanted to thank EVERYONE for joining and faving my Otaku battle royal contest. I’m so happy that it’s going as well as it is and I appreciate everything people have done so far. I love the entries I’m getting and want to comment on them all really soon! I just have to warp my head around my current situation and get my feet on the ground. Once again THANK YOU ALL I LOVE YOU.
MEME TIME
RULES
-You must fill out EVERY question! No skipping!
-Tag five people after wards.
-Leave a message on their page telling them they're tagged.
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ARE YOU?
1. Perfect?: Of course why wouldn’t I? ;D
2. Tall?: I’m cute and tiny 5’4’
3. In your pajamas?: Nah dude I’m in my fur suit because I’m a furry remember? (high school shirt and pajama pants)
4. Left handed?: No, but my sister is. :3
LAST:
1. Friend you saw: Brandon
2. Talked to on the phone: My mom’s friend
3. Person to text you: Obama, we where talking about the show “The Hills” last night.
4. Was today better than yesterday?: This whole week has been one big fuck up so yeah I don’t know.
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FAVORITES:
1. Number: 7, 9, 1,
2. Color(s): PINK, black, white, ANY NEON COLOR, PATTERN AND PLAID.
3. Fruit: Chinese apples, mangoes, red Mario mushrooms… some other stuff. D
4. Place: Yaoi land. I went there last night in a dream. There were hot guys making out and everything was pink toned. I shall claim it as my kingdom. 030
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EIGHT EMOTIONS:
1. Are you missing someone right now? I WAS TILL I FOUND OUT THE JERK WAS OKAY. NOW I’M COOPING BY DOING MINDLESS SHIZ.
2. Are you happy? On the outside. (I’m so stinking emo right now)
3. Are you sad? Like hell is hot baby. (weeps)
4. Are you bored? MORE UNSURE OF WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF NOW.
6. Are you nervous? A bit, if jerk off calls I’m not sure how I’m going to take it.
8. Are you tired? Since high school. I think it was the amount of BS I have to deal with everyday.
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CURRENTLY:
1. Eating? No, in fact I’m starving but I don’t feel like getting up.
2. Drinking? Depression with a side of anger.
3. I'm about to: probably find more memes/go eat and make coffee.
4. Listening to? The computer’s fan dying.
5. Plans for today? PLAY FF13, NOT THINK ABOUT DEPRESSION SHIZ, DRAW SOMETHING CUTE/SOMETHING THAT EXPRESSES MY HURT INSIDE.
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HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Drank bubbles? Uh, if you mean soap bubbles then yeah when I was little. I would eat them and love it…. DON’T JUDGE ME
2. Lost glasses/contacts? Yeah, the first few years of having them (since birth pretty much) >:C
3. Ran away from home? Does in the mind count? *3*
4. Broken someone's heart? Yeah and I felt like shit about it but I just didn’t like him like that. BUT HE IS ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS EVER.
5. Been arrested? Hellllll no.
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DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
1. Miracles? Yeah, I fart them out you know.
2. Yourself? ALL TIMES OF THE DAY. Sometimes…
3. Heaven? ONLY if they have yaoi.
4. Santa Claus? Yeah, that’s my uncle. :3
4. Love? The only one I had since 1989.
5. Do you like someone? Uhhhh, I like my guinea pig? D: I’m so confused!
6. Do you believe in God? That he/she/it is an ass, yes…
7. Answered the truth on all questions? Mayyyybe. ^3^
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Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
A: Curse the day I was born and the god that sent me here. >:C
Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
A: TONS, repaying loans, breaking up process, being active on the net, etc, etc, I want to cry now can I stop? ;3;
Q: What's the last movie you saw?
A: “THE FOG” OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT. It was an awful horror movie. I WANT CABLE.
Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: Insane, they got good visuals.
Q: Do you smile a lot?
A: YES! 8D
Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: Nah dude, the cool kids wish upon bums on the street.
Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: Yes, very much but I’m crazy shy. X3
Q: Where did you sleep last night?
A: On top of snoopy’s dog house. Very uncomfortable by the way. :|
Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: Monday morning on the bleachers of some school. OH LIFE YOU’RE SO CRUEL. CB
Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
A: HOW MUCH I WANTED TO CHOKE CHILDEN.
Q: Rate life as of right now one being bad ten being great?
A: How it’s going right in this moment… A f’ed up 6… It will rise as my mood picks up.
Q: What do you hear right now?
A: The Jerry Springer sound off.
Q: Does anything hurt right now?
A: My heart and shoulders,
Q: What's your favorite month?
A: “May” because that’s the month I was born, and its great weather in that month! :D
Q: What did you do last night?
A: Stayed up all night and chatted with friends on the internet.
The friends I tag are:
Anyone who laughed ONCE while reading this. >:| GO DO IT NOW!
Yeah, I'm still in the "getting over it" process of my situation. My sister just went through some BS with her BF too so we talked about it all morning. It really helped. I feel a lot better and I don't feel as blue. :3 I also want to thank everyone who commented on my last post. It was because of that I gather the balls to come to his house and that lead to things I needed to know. I don't know about the dating scene but I know I will be forever open to friendships because I know there are still good people in the world. :3
So thanks 8D
Warning SUPER LONG POST
Before you read I just posted a new picture in realtion to this. It has gammer and spelling problems so I'll say sorry now. 
Finally it’s over… Goddamn it’s over and I’m finally free… 
Damn I don't even know when to start. Well I broke off the friendship I had with my best friend yesterday. We were friends for three years. It was hard and I wished it could have lasted longer (not really) but I had to do what I needed to do.
Friends, a lot of them are here to teach us more then anything, and I learned a lot from this relationship. How crazy people can be, what's a true friend, how I'm stronger then I thought I could be, and how a true relationship work.
The reason why I decided to end the friendship was because she wanted a slave. And lately she’s been a real bitch (god that feels good to say) a spoiled, needy, hypocrite bitch (I’m sorry younger otaku’s but god does that feel good to say). She wanted somebody that would do whatever she wanted and nothing less. She thought I was going to break my back backwards to make her happy the way she wanted it and when I tried to she still wasn’t happy. What the fuck do you expect me to do? Simply what the fuck?
Her view on how a friendship work is warped. She wanted me to give her 100% of me all the time.
Here’s a little back story of our relationship in a nut shell.
I was in 11th grade and she was in the 9th, she would walk pass and stare at me. She did it about three times before she finally came up to talk to me. When she did we hit it off. She gave me her number then I gave her mines. She wanted me to come over her house. She wanted me to be her friend and I rolled with it. Hell, I thought she was cool and we had a lot in common. We had the same inuyasha shirt, Same Kurama poster. It was like we were lost sisters or something. It was crazy. And I was happy that I knew a person that liked the same stuff,we both draw, had the same ideas, beliefs as me. We start house hoping (spending the night at each others house in the same weekend) Hanging out every weekend, even started a comic together, and even cutting classes together (and I didn’t before I met her). Things were great back then.
Then after I graduated and start going to ITT Tech things got a whole lot complicated. We wasn’t in the same school and ITT is like a bazillion miles away from my house (two hours just to travel there each way) and after coming home I didn’t feel like hanging out (writing the comic dialogue, that’s what we did every time we got together 80% of the time no kidding). Then my mom got laid off from work and money got super tight. The house was on the line and I was super depressed and to make it worst my dad totally bailed on my family. By the time my three day school week was done I just wanted to chill out at home by myself.
She came over almost every weekend and I almost never wanted to be bothered but I never told her. I always had open arms rather I felt like the company or not. I was thinking of her all those times and not me. I knew she was lonely at home or wanted something to do so I let her come over. And most of the time she would never call just show up. She used to call before she came over; I have no clue why she stopped. Even never treated her like a second rate person.
I stopped saying yes to her and she always would have mood swings when I wouldn’t do anything to her. That’s a real pain in the ass. Then I am wondering if I did something wrong when I know I didn’t. That’s how it was. We would hang out and have the best of time then she’s pissed the next time for something thatisn’t worth getting pissed over. Like if I don’t call. I’m not a phone person deal with it. If you call sure, we’ll talk all night but I don’t call you because I have nothing to say. Nothing important. Then you come over my house all the time what’s the problem?!
She always felt that I was ignoring her when I wasn't.
Then she thought she knew everything even about me and how I ticked. She didn't like it when I would disagree with her. When I did she would try her best to make it like shes right. And shes so damn closed minded that she would never saw my end of the story. Everytime I would make a point she would counter it.
But the straw that broke the camels back when about a month ago when she said she got the connects to get the comic publish (its no where near done) and I came over the next day to ask her a question and to say that it seems like she doesn’t listen to me and that she thinks she’s right about everything.
She picked my personality apart saying "your too quiet" "I never worked hard on anything" (yet I'm an honor student at school with perfect attendance… the fucking comic we was working on for three years) “you’ll never make it” blah blah blah false assumptions of my life and how I tick.
I let it slide and we hung out as all ways. Then my mom did her hair she said that it was super damage ( my friend was telling me how scewed up her hair was for months because she was being lazy with it and that it broke off). My mom needed to cut off all the split ends but my friend freaked and said no. So my mom just trimed the ends.
A few days later she called ranting and raving on how short her hair was and tried to blame it on my mom. I was trying to talk to her and tell her it wasn't my moms fault. My mom tried to tell her that it gotten that short because her hair was damage but my friend said that she couldn't talk and hung up.
A few days passed and I called her to see if she had my CD. she said no and said "I that all that you called me for?" in a cold tone. I said yeah and she said well I don't have it you got to look for it. I said alright and hung up. Once again she's pissed off for unknown reasons. The hair thing was not my doing and it was no ones falut but your own.
So on tuesday I left school early and called over to see if I could come over since weeks before she was bitching at me I needed to visit her more. She said it was fine.
I came over and she compeltely gave me the cold shoulder the whole time. WTF... I came to see your needy ass because YOU was bitching about me not coming over. Then she was talking about her new friends and stuff. So I'm thinking she want me to be glued to her 24/7 and when I fianlly try to see her she wants to be an asshole.
I went home knowing the friendship was over and couldn't be happier.
The next day I called her to tell her and her mom picked up and was going on how I wasn't nice to her. How you have to do things you wouldn't normally do to please your friends because they expect things from you.
WTF lady...
To be MY friend all you do is have to be A FRIEND. I don't expect no one to change their personaity to be my friend or do any thing speacil. Its easy to please me... Just be a friend and treat me with repesct! That's it! Its that simple!
Then she goes on telling me that I don't talk and I she knows that I be having things to say. How I don't hug her unless she hugs me blah blah blah
I'm not like you, my belifes are different, my view on friendship is totally different, I'm fine the way I was born and no one had a problem till I start saying no to your dauther.
She wanted me to lay down everything I had to make her dauther happy. I don't do that. I'm no rug to step on. I'm no slave to your dauthers desires. I won't change my personaity to please her when SHE wanted to be MY friend.
I'm a loner and don't really seek out friends, or a least try to make people my friends. I don't need anyone to make me happy, I'm fine by myself. I'm my own best friend. So don't think once that I will supply that to someone else.
Really long story short they wanted me to give up 100% of me. But I'm willing to only give up 50%. And yes she did things for me and I did things for her but that wasn't enough. And when I told her how see made me feel like crap she picked my flaws out again, she didn't care. I would try to make my point and She counter it like she would always do and not think for a second think what I was trying to say.
For all the bull shit I went throught with you ( and this is only 25% of it if not less)
You can't even see how YOU made ME feel?
Fuck this, gimmie my shit back, please burn in hell, I'm glad your hair is total shit, your a real bitch.
Yeah, thats how it happened (the bare bit of it). I know I'm super harsh ( with all the cussing and stuff) but thats how I feel. She's no friend of mine anymore.
Now to close this chapter of my life for good I need to get my stuff back. And she want to be an ass about that too.
I want this to end NOW. Why try to hold my shit hostage. I'll get it, leave and jump for joy how your some elses problem.
And if you read the whole thing you can get a super cookie from me and a free pencil drawing from me :).
