Before I start I just want to thank everyone for their support of my latest picture “crack chorus” sorry I haven’t been able to reply to comments, it was too hot to do anything lately. Also I want to give a very happy belated Birthday to Noir! I hope you had a great birthday!
Thank god for friends, like really…
I just let out a huge rant session to my best friend Brandon so I don’t have to drag most of that that into the post. I’m so glad that I have friends like you guys and him. Things haven’t gotten better in essence except my sister put up her AC. She opened the door between our rooms so some cool air can come into my room. I also put caramel up in my room too since she was sneezing blood again. She’s fine now and just lying in her hut upstairs in my room.
Since my last post things haven’t changed much (well got worst but I’m not going to go there) except above and how me as well as my sister are even more upset with things. My mom is resistant with the changes we want and its taking its toll on the family. My mom bitches that she wants changes but when it comes time for them she doesn’t do anything toward them. So yeah the last week or two have been increasingly hard and difficult.
This week has been the hottest in years so with no AC half of Tuesday (before my sister got fed up and hooked hers up) was a mean bitch. My mom didn’t want the AC up but it was the first room she went to after work. She even spends the night in my sister’s room while me and my dad was sleeping in the heat. Oh yeah, my mom have an AC in her room (haven’t been hooked up for years) and my dad said he will help with the bill. Today, right now me and my sister are sharing her AC. And my mom is still acting like the heat doesn’t affect her.
With this really hot weather I’ve been attentive to caramel. I give her fresh cold water every few hours and give her a cold moist towel to lay on every few hours. I was really concerned because guinea pigs (or any living thing in the house) are not supposed to be in this kind of heat and humidity. Then this afternoon when I went to give her new water I saw blood in the cage. I go and try to clean her up and she sneezes more blood. I didn’t freak out this time but I was still concerned that the heat could be causing this. Though, when my dad came in I couldn’t’ help but bite his head off about the AC problem. This in turn had him blame it all on my mom (which is mostly true).
One of the best things that happened through all this was friend Brandon came over on Tuesday which was great because an issue with the neighbor that morning really upset me. I completely dumped these last few days on him when he has his own problems. I admit and say I really felt like a burden on him (and on here) since these are really big problems. I don’t want to dump any more problems on anyone and seem like total 12 year old emo child. I just don’t want to feel like a problem on anyone. He was really awesome about it and didn’t give a shit if I was venting more then I ever did to him about anything.
So that really REALLY made me happy. That and just the general support I get from here. I wouldn’t know what I do if it wasn’t for all you guys to lean a listening ear. I don’t care if you don’t know how to solve the problem, which is not even an issue. The fact I know someone is simply there is all I need. I would never give that up for anything in this world. :3
I guess that’s the light of this situation(s) or what I can get from it because I everything went to hell for me in a few days. All I can do is to try to keep a positive attitude and hope everything works itself out.
Thanks for listening guys you’re the best. :3
Oh, and unknown I got your ATC and its soo cute and now I’m hesitant if I wan to ink it. I don’t want to mess it up! ;A; I’m still waiting for my damn gift bags and a day where I can go to the post office and not risk my life in the sun. /life fails
