Hey guys! I hope you guys are doing okay.
Its funny, last Sunday I wrote a post that was just full of ranting about how much my life and family blows. Obviously I had a lot of anger so I just decided to not post it and just write out all my emotions. I planned on doing a more positive post since I got the bad stuff out the way but I never did till now haha.
I just came from Brandon's house, I was over there all weekend. I loved my time there since I haven't been over his house in a while. The only thing about my vacation is that "Angry Ovary day" (my personal word for that time of the month XD) decided to strike. Its funny because I had a dream about it the night before and I already packed my survival kit so I was fine. Brandon is so sweet and got everything that I wanted for me, chinese food, medicine, and bowls and bowls of cookies and cream ice cream. Oh my god, I was craving sweets ALL THAT DAY, I took out 3 bowls of ice cream and it was so damn satisfying. I wanted to go to Cold Stone for ice cream but I didn't have it in me so I just devoured theirs that they wasn't eating anyway. XD
I also took over his cable for 80% of the weekend to watch all my food and reality shows (since I don't have cable myself). While in the last 20% I watch him play Call of Duty: Black Ops online which was hysterical at times. The whole weekend is something that I truly needed since that Thursday I was extremely angry at my mom because she was playing her god awful music too loud. Which lead me to tell her that next day that I wanted to move to Canada to live in my own space. She was fine with it but wanted me to be safe and all that.
So yeah I'll probably go when my brother leaves to go back. Which means I have about a year to save up to go or something because I'm not sure how its going to work haha. I'm just glad I told my mom, I swore between the drama between my parents, my mom drinking, being ass hole half the time, and 1000 of other things I just want to run out of here.
Oh yeah, I forgot to mention that my parents made up so now my dad is living with us again and not acting like a tard anymore. My brother is still living with his friend but he may come back at some point. So yeah, things are back to normal and my family are not stressed like hell so I'm happy about that. And for taking good care of the house cat during the BS my dad is going to get me a puppy! I'm pretty excited about that and I really really want a Doberman Pincer! I fell in love with the one my dad's old landlord had. He was so sweet, strong and protective that I really wanted one myself! It was also a big dog something that I really adored about the breed! So yeah I'm hoping we find a Doberman Pincer puppy that I can have and take care of.
On the art end, I'm starting to draw again, mostly on the computer. I'm getting my major picture done while working and sketching others. I think that not being stuck on working on one picture really helped me love sketching and having fun again. Now that I'm not bonding myself to one picture, I can expand and try all kinds of things without pressuring myself. Even though I love showing my works online, it can really take the meaning of fun away since I'm concerned on the way it looks and such.
last thing before I go is that my readings is getting more attention and a bigger audience, which I'm excited about. I also just got an order from Brandon's friend which I was really happy about! It's my first order since July I think? I done a lot of free raffles and livestreams so my name is spreading and getting known! I really want this to be huge and each day I know its getting bigger! :) I can't sweat the small stuff and got focus on the bigger picture.
Okay, guys I just gave you the low down on my life. Hopefully I'll post something for you guys soon. Thanks for reading and all the support I've been getting, I love you all! Bye!
