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Update of P-man's

Hi everyone,

I am rarely on here but when i am... I rarely do what I normally do which is commenting and posting stuff ;A;

I wanna post something on here but don't know what...so I'm just gonna do an update.

Okay so after I graduated in June of 2015 I spent my time helping out with my family, such as errands/paperwork and helped my friends with their relationships....It is weird cuz I never date before and so when I helped my friends with their issues, I pulled some tips from online and k dramas...yes kdramas :) . Also a lot of it was mostly common sense. LOVE DO MAKE US BLIND....

Any way, I also cat-sit, dropped my cousin to school and picked her up. My sis and I cleaned everything in the house...I mean everything. Like a deep clean. Even the junk drawers. We are the main ones who do the house chores but we only do enough to keep our sanity and since we have lots of time we made use of it and cleaned the house.

Another thing I did was that I wrote my resume and looked at internships and jobs. This was when I realized I don't wanna do writing as a study for my masters. I want to do business! Since my sis and I have always plan to open a bakery, I could apply my MA in business for our bakery and when we have money I could use that to write my children's book and apply my Anthro BA in that. PERFECT :)

At the end of Dec my sis and I made a down payment on a prius with our parents. I have my name on the car so Im building credit. I am also paying off my student's loans :D

Then in Jan my sis and I enrolled in our community school's culinary programs. They have a really good culinary program :) We are also both taking a photoshop class. I am planning to get a baking certificate and a business certificate before going to grad school since during grad school and after...I might not have time.
In OCt I am applying for grad schools. So hopefully I could start next fall.

At the moment, it is school and family responsibility for me. I am also a part time receptionist at a spa place. So life is good....

Dude after college sucks...well...for awhile...Like....I don't know what I want to do with my life. It is true that the first year after college is another time where you have to rediscover yourself and find out what you want. I was depress for a while but it was because I was not doing much...so after doing stuff I feel sooooo much better.

Luckily, I have my sis too so we went through all of the craziness together. I would have gone cray cray without her.

Anyway...I will try to get back on here and start drawing again. I just gotta do what I love and enjoy again :D

I hope everyone's been well :)

ttyl Have a good one!!!NIGHT!

P-man ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

Wah? What happened to summer break?

Hi everyone! How is everyone doing?

Dude...summer break went by quick...(●￣(ｴ)￣●)

What have I been doing? Nothing much...and no anime too...

I just know that it's sad when the highlight of my day is when the mailman comes with the mails -_____- Oi...I'm pathetic...

But I have a few drawings that I want to share on here soon ^^

Any who...school is gonna start next week for me and that would mean that I would have to start writing essays again ;____;

I had just found this quote. It cheered me up and pretty much sums up on how I tackle my essays :D

"This is how you do it: you sit down at the keyboard and you put one word after another until its done. It's that easy, and that hard"
~Neil Gaiman

This is exactly why I procrastinate on my essays. Because it sounds so easy if you think about writing it...but man...squeezing the words out is dreadful...making the sentences coherent is painful and spell checking is tedious...So yeah...it's hard...

Good night (ó㉨ò)

Panda's Stressful/Weird first week of School

Hmmmm

wow....spring break sure ended quick. It was a dream....

So this week is the first week of my spring quarter. My classes this quarter is not gonna be as awesome like last quarter. I'd be mostly learning things like theories and serious topics like low wages.
I'm just stress out at the moment because the workload is way heavier than what I am use to.

My first class is an Anthropology class on Cultural Anthropology Theories. This class is heavy with readings and writing. So far I am already feeling lost in this class. Talking about theories is not my forte because mainly I am not interest in these type of thing. I just read an article for the class and I was like, "wait, what? I don't remember what I just read!"
Man, I really have to figure out a way on how to enjoy and care what we are learning in class if I want to pass -_____-
I also don't have a good feel about my classmates, everyone has this uncomfortable and heavy vibe :/

There maybe an energy vampire among them...

The next class is an Anthropology class on People of Africa. I never really learn anything about Africa so many of the things we'd be learning would all be new materials. So no review ^^ Yay!
If anyone ever taken some Anthropology classes, many of them always overlap with one another in concepts and it's always a review when the professor wants you to understand what Anthropology is.

The last class is a Sociology class on Work and Low wages.

Okay, so there was a mistake in the catalog when I went and read about the description of the class before I signed up for it. Then it was called Work and Society. Now it is changed to Work and Low Wages. This makes a difference because we would most likely focus on low wages in the class and nothing else in general. I sometime don't mind specification in a topic but if I am going to learn about one main topic for the next 10 weeks, it may become dull to me -__-

Also I was taken by surprise with this class that made me want to run out of the classroom. Apparently, my prof would like each of us (there are 40 of us)to help conduct a research for the school by getting surveys from people with low wages. He said our goal is 600! Also getting these surveys is %50 of our grade.

Luckily it wouldn't be too hard to get people to take the survey because we have gift cards as an incentive.

Getting these surveys are time consuming, I heard that a survey may take 25 mins to an hour. Thankfully our prof is gonna cut us some slack by not giving us exams ^^

I was really scared and thought that I really didn't belong in the class, but this was a challenge and I don't want run away from it. I rarely drop out of a class and I only did it once because it was too late at night and I learned that I didn't need it. Even if it meant having the most difficult test or that the prof is horrible as in mean or inept in their teaching ability, I still follow through with the class. I am a go with the flow kind of person. (I rarely complain to my friends about the difficulty in my class because I see no reason in complaining because it's a waste of time. So they always think I don't ever study or do my work but still get an A in class >_< which is frustrating because that mean that my work for my grade has no value then :/). Sorry I got a little sidetracked XD

Anyway. I just gonna hope that I would survive this quarter. Also this is the last quarter living in the dorm for me. Too bad, I'm kinda use to it now. Oh well I gotta move on.

Oh yeah the weird part. There is a strike happening in the UCs that took place yesterday and today. Which is totally messing up my schedule. Also stressing me out because one of my professors want to hold class in front of school (where the strike is at). It's gonna be messy to navigate through the campus to get there because of people marching and especially traffic. So I just emailed my professor telling him that I am not comfortable of going to the front of campus. This stressing me out because this is the second meeting for the class and I really don't want to miss class and i keep thinking "what if my prof drop me from class for not showing up?"
Ugh....This sucks. I would have to be there in 30 mins. Hopefully he got my email and understand where I am coming from. It's a hassle and also uncomfortable for me to get there :/

Dang, I wrote a lot! Sorry everyone, hopefully I didn't bore you ^^

Have a good day and enjoy this video below ^^

I feel....

..exhausted.....

Oh school...why you do this to poor old me???

Have an amazing morning, afternoon, evening and night!!!

P-man

1st day of school...so far...

well this panda does!!
today is my first day of school :)

even though my class won't start until 12pm, i still had to come to school at 8 becuz my sis works at that time and i have to follow her cuz we share the same car :/
but it's all good cuz i like to spend time at the library...
and no, i'm not a book nerd, which i think would be a compliment if you call me one ^^
i'm not much of an avid reader like i use to be, it's weird how the desire to read died down on me. Yes, this include manga!! DX
i just stay in the library to use the computer and "do homework" :)
anyway...
my class won't start for another 2 1/2 hours....
i don't know what to do.
i don't want to talk to anyone or interact, maybe this is what i get for isolating myself over the break, so now i don't know how to interact with ppl, even my "hi" are awkward.... DX

so far... the day seems alright... but early this morning, i learned that the newbie at my workplace, is someone, i don't really like or care for. ~_~
also the school changed my art professor again, this is like the 3rd time!!
well it's someone i don't know... new professor?? I'm not sure...

well sorry, this was like a rant, huh?

anywho,

have fun everyone!! ^^