THIS IS WHERE I TALK ABOUT THINGS THAT ARE AVERAGE IN MY LIFE. OR RANDOM THINGS IN MY LIFE THAT I THINK SHOULD BE HERE. ENJOY YOUR STAY.

HURTING AGAIN

*sigh* okay, so like always, Tsumi is in deep pain. She is falling for a guy who texts her a lot when she texts him first, but he keeps strutting around with this one girl who, I don't hate, but am jealous of. I can't stand to see it, to be quite honest. It hurts. Tsumi is only just now coming to terms with the fact that life is reality, and reality is life. She doesn't like that fact very much right now. It makes her go through pain. She is losing everything she loves, including pets and people. A girl recently commited suicide over break. I didn't talk to her, but I knew who she was, and the loss weighs heavily on my heart. The very next day, after this girl's viewing, one of my pets died. And I continuously forget that he will not be in his little cage when I look for him. I look into the cage, thinking he will be there, making the same annoying squeaking sound he always used to make, and then when I do look for him, he isn't there. He never will be there again. Everything is dying as of late. I don't understand why it happens anymore. And now I want to die, too. It seems so pleasant in so many ways right now...to be at peace. But don't worry. I made a promise to someone, and I intend to keep that promise to him. But until next time, farewell.
~Tsumi