THIS IS WHERE I TALK ABOUT THINGS THAT ARE AVERAGE IN MY LIFE. OR RANDOM THINGS IN MY LIFE THAT I THINK SHOULD BE HERE. ENJOY YOUR STAY.

Sorry!!

To begin with, I deeply and sincerely apologize to those who participated in my challenge; I know I haven't selected winners or done the rewards, but I promise that I will. I'm currently going through a really tough time with things, and since I'm in the process of moving to a new home that won't have internet for a little while, getting on here has been and will be difficult.
I've also been dealing with trying to get out of a bad state of mind. For those comfortable enough, I will type what happened in a spoiler text form. Be warned, it isn't the most pleasant, but I feel some explanation is in order, and I would rather people know the honest reason as to why I have been so absent.

During December, I spent some time making very important amends with people, and I had thoroughly believed things were going well, but unfortunately, on New Years Day, things took a turn for the worse. I felt very hurt and betrayed by some people, and while I now know the reason for the events...at that time, I was inconsolable. After being clean from self harm for quite a long while, I relapsed, and even considered suicide.

So, needless to say, I've still been pretty down in the dumps, and I'm slowly trying to make a recovery into positivity. Honestly, it will probably take a while before I'm completely out of this dark place, but I am trying, and while I'm trying to climb back out of it and into the light, I ask that people be as patient as possible with me. I can honestly swear that once I'm back in a stable state of mind, I will be back on track with everything and will start working on rewards for the winners of the contest.

Until then, please bear with me. And thank you all for not pressuring me. I appreciate that more than anyone can possibly know.

~A~

LAPTOP IS BAAAAACK!!!

Alright guys, I'm gonna keep this one short, but I have a laptop again, so I'll be able to post drawings again!!! :D

I'll start posting them after I get done at a costume party today. :3

Anyone Ever Do This?

Alright...

I just gotta...have any of my fellow TheO's ever fallen in love with someone without realizing it? O.o

I ask because...it occurred to me the other day...that it happened to me. <3

Life Update.

This'll be a short update, I think.

I'm sure everyone expected it. I broke up with Ryuu to get back with Yuki...which was a really stupid move. I had that little voice telling me to stay with Ryuu, and I didn't listen.

Well, now I'm alone again. And the only thing that is even remotely hurting me is the fact that I made that mistake and can't take it back. I don't even know if Ryuu could ever forgive me.

Anyway, I'm back, and I'm going to try and update often.

Peace out.

18 Years Old!!

WOW!!!

So yesterday, October 30th, I turned 18!!!! :D I'm an old lady!!! XD I want to thank the friends here that wished me a Happy Birthday, I really appreciate it. :)

I spent all of yesterday with Tyler, just enjoying my special day as an adult finally, up until around nine fourty or so when my mother finally found out about me and Ty...which is something I'm stressing about right now. See, I planned to wait a little while to tell them, you know, till I was ready...mom found out by looking through pictures on my old red phone after I had asked her to take my house key off the key chain and put it under the welcome mat for me so when I got home I could get inside the house. That's NOT how I hoped to inform her and my stepfather, but...the cat is out of the bag now, and when I get home today, I'll have to face up to it all.

Luckily for me, Tyler isn't scared of my parents anymore. He has offered to, if I get too scared and can't handle it alone, confront my parents with me. How sweet, right? :) Still....I'd rather he didn't, considering my parents HATE HIS GUTS.

I'm just a bit nervous (is actually so nervous that she has almost thrown up at the thought of dealing with her parents) about what'll be said, but I'm an adult now, and I really hope my parents will treat me as such and leave it be. Not only that, but my mother said herself, "Those are your decisions." So they shouldn't hound me about it too much...right? I hope so.

I've been drawing a lot, just so everyone knows...but I haven't had the time to post any photos. It's a long process for me now, since I have no scanner and no internet of my own on my computer, but I'll do my best to get something figured out ASAP!!! I'd very much so like to share my newer artwork with everyone here on theO! >.< When I do get art uploaded, please, feel free to comment on it and share friendly criticism!! I'd like to know what I can improve on and/or what I've done really well.

I plan to try and update on here more often, if time will allow. So please read some of my posts, okay? :)

I'm writing some songs, so, I'll post those when they're all finished!!!

Until next time!
~A~