THIS IS WHERE I TALK ABOUT THINGS THAT ARE AVERAGE IN MY LIFE. OR RANDOM THINGS IN MY LIFE THAT I THINK SHOULD BE HERE. ENJOY YOUR STAY.

Confident

So, the other day, I had been all sad in my post. But I went home that day and talked to my parents about it. And you know, they really helped me out this time. I took their advice. Mom told me to just tell him off, and I did. I haven't talked to him at all. And my mom made me write a full page of positives about myself, then had me read them out loud. Now I come to school with my face actually showing. I hold my head up high now. I feel really good. I have never been so confident about myself. But it seems like since my parents talked to me, I am able to feel good about myself. I might still be a fool, because yeah, I'm still sticking to the original plan of marriage, but if that changes, then I won't be so sad about it. I can just tell myself that I don't need a guy who will suddenly change his mind and treat me like shit. And I can believe it if that does happen.

I've been drawing a lot, too. And the art is actually REALLY GOOD now that I'm in a good state of mind. And you know, I don't feel all that bad about being single right now. It's pretty fun! I get to hang out with my girlfriends more often, just joking around and having laughs, instead of being so preoccupied with a guy who probably doesn't really care about anything other than getting in my pants. I'm enjoying myself as a single girl for the first time, and you know what? It feels great! I'm also getting my grades up a lot faster. I only have a C- and two D's to take care of now! And the percentages are going up already! ^_^

I'm getting really excited, because when I get those grades up to something that my parents are good with, which is a C or B, or ESPECIALLY an A, I can spend even MORE time with my friends. I will be having sleepovers and going to my friends' houses so much more often. And, I will also get all the freetime in the world with my music! I can play video games, talk on the phone...text...all that stuff, and it will be pretty soon! I'm really excited for it. >-<

But yeah, I just really wanted to share that, because I'm just...I feel really good right now. ^^ So yeah! Anyways!

~Arianna

Schedule Saved!!!

so okay. Remember the problem Tsumi was having with her schedule? she gained the courage to talk to the counseling office about it today, and got it fixed! She is now enrolled in beginning guitar, which she did take once before, but at least it's a class. And she knows some of the people in it, so she's happy. She feelith content. Now she just needs mr. teacher guy to sign her paper and the whole schedule will be complete! So she doesn't have to take trips to the media center anymore because she don't have a 4-A class! But, problem problem...she already has a C letter grade cause teacher forgetted to check one of her assignments! Is okies, she returned it to him for him to grade and put in her progress report thingy. ^^ See, she is being all on top of things this semester, instead of being lazy and all put off-ish! Well...I has research to do, so...bai bai nao!
~TsUmI~