The Death of Today.

Why does today have to die? Great, now my tears are building up...seriously.
Anyway, it goes without any doubt, that today, was the greatest day in my life. I know more will come like this and will be even better but Im just going to reflect on today for now. I have never in my life spent pretty much the whole day with someone who I truly care about and means everything to me and who I really love....until today. This is not one of your typical tragic teenage romances. This is something more. I seriously never said I love you to someone and really felt like I meant it. But when I say it to her, I feel so....true to myself...and to her. Its the greatest feeling in the world. By the way, Im speaking of my flawless girlfriend, Jessie, for those are a wee bit slow. :)

Anyway, Im not writing this post to explain how my day went and the things I did...Im writing this to vent some sadness. It seems like writing is somewhat a cure to me....whether others read this or not plays very little role.
Lovely, I feel like writing some poetry now.

To think the day has died now, brings much sorrow to me. Not just because of how my day went, but because now I wont see her for nearly a week. It drives me crazy and saddens me...but at least she'll be having fun. As long as shes happy, Im happy. Thats all I live for now.

I wish I was going to Otakon. I believe I said why I cant go a few posts back.
I need to find deliverance from this place. I've had enough.