Why does today have to die? Great, now my tears are building up...seriously.
Anyway, it goes without any doubt, that today, was the greatest day in my life. I know more will come like this and will be even better but Im just going to reflect on today for now. I have never in my life spent pretty much the whole day with someone who I truly care about and means everything to me and who I really love....until today. This is not one of your typical tragic teenage romances. This is something more. I seriously never said I love you to someone and really felt like I meant it. But when I say it to her, I feel so....true to myself...and to her. Its the greatest feeling in the world. By the way, Im speaking of my flawless girlfriend, Jessie, for those are a wee bit slow. :)

Anyway, Im not writing this post to explain how my day went and the things I did...Im writing this to vent some sadness. It seems like writing is somewhat a cure to me....whether others read this or not plays very little role.
Lovely, I feel like writing some poetry now.

To think the day has died now, brings much sorrow to me. Not just because of how my day went, but because now I wont see her for nearly a week. It drives me crazy and saddens me...but at least she'll be having fun. As long as shes happy, Im happy. Thats all I live for now.

I wish I was going to Otakon. I believe I said why I cant go a few posts back.
I need to find deliverance from this place. I've had enough.