I'm Sorry You Found Him in My Absence

You sit across the lunch table
> with your new boyfriend (showing him off)
But I've been gone too long
> I'm outside, I don't understand any of the jokes

And you grew more lovely
> with every second of my absence.
And because of this I lost my chance

Seeing you two together is hard;
Emotions rush up my throat
> I almost blurt out how I feel,
But I bite my tongue,
> bite my lip,
>> close my eyes,
But it's no use, the image wont leave me

I want to scream
(I love you)
I don't want to speak
(I love you, can't you see it in my eyes?)
(please make the first move)

End