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I have to rant a little to get something out of my system. As more days pass, the more I can't tolerate my boyfriend!!!! I care about him so much and what-not but I have my whole future planned out and here he is sitting around the house smoking cigarettes, playing video games, and gripes (<-- that was a replacement word) and moans about having to occasionally help around the house. While I'm over here busting my butt (<--- also a replacement word)at my job to save up for college and a car, to get amazing grades in school, and to just be flat out successful! Then he's talkin' about having a BABY with me. IM SIXTEEN! Just because he's seventeen and is going to graduate doesn't mean I am going to, too! On top of that, he wants to impregnate me and then go off into the army? OH HELL NO! I want to go through 8 years of college. I want to be a psychologist. And he wants to sit around and smoke his cigarettes and be on his MMO's and stuff (<---- another replacement word)

I WANT and I really really NEED to know how to go about this BS situation and how to tell him that things need to change and he needs to stop making excuses because if he really cares so much about me and wants to "marry me" (if it even lasts that long because I am SIXTEEN) then I'm not going to waste any of my time being with a guy who will end up JUST like my dad. Being on the computer all of the time, buying all these games systems instead of saving up money so he can see my sister and I, working at BK because he didn't go to college at all. IDEK if he finished highschool. And my boyfriend hasn't been in school for FOUR months. FOUR!!! He's gonna have to retake his senior year. If he even makes it that far! GAH!

I need some hardcore advice, guys. Is that being too hard on him? Am I just planning too far ahead (Or I should say "we")? Or am I right and I just need to kick his butt (<--- and once again, that's a replacement word) to the curb? Or should I talk to him? And if so what should I even say??? :S I need a second if not more opinions because NONE of my friends are willing to talk to me about it.

LICENSE

Today I took my second Road Test...and I was really nervous, but not AS nervous as the last time. I got in the car with her (and it was the same person) and I wasn't very nervous at all. I got 20 out of 25 and I am just so happy about it!!!! My picture sucks though. XD. WOOHOO!

Covers?

Now I don't find myself to be a fantastic singer...but I think it's fun. It's NOT something I would like to do as a career or anything else as a matter of fact. So I was thinking about making a youtube account that no one that I know personally and in real life will see. And I want to put covers up. But only for fun. Like I said, I don't think I am very good at singing, but I don't think I'm horrible, either. IDK. What do you guys think?

**If I put videos up...I will post them on here if you guys think I should do it. Im really nervous and shy and not very good with critics but I can handle it from strangers better than people I know.

Bedroom Theme

I have decided what I want my bedroom theme to be. Ever since I was really little, I have LOVED unicorns and collected them. I have quite a few little glass ones/knick knacks and a lot of unicorn stuffed animals. Now my goal is to get unicorn posters, stickers, glass figures/knick knacks, and stuffed animals. ANYTHING unicorn. It will be much easier to do now that I have a job and I am making money. Out of my 78 dollars I have 25 left and I got paid Tuesday. Hahaha. I bought horse shampoo (6 dollars), nutella (4 dollars), I got a haircut (14 dollars), and I bought some meals before work for dinner. Then I bought 2 doublestacks, a berry sweet tea, and a value fry today for like 5 dollars! XD. I am thinking maybe the rest should go into the bank, but my next paycheck will be bigger and so I'll put around 30-50 dollars in the bank. IDK. But my back sure hurts from work last night and cleaning almost all day today. My mom is making bbq and hot wings so Im about to stuff my face with those and hopefully finish my room tomorrow before work.

Anyone know some awesome websites where I can get awesome unicorn stuff for CHEAP? (Im a penny pincher)

Cleaning My Room

I've been working on my room since 11:30 and it is now 4:00. I took a half hour break and stopped at Wendy's to get a 79 cent doublestack! Yum! But anyways, I got to the part of cleaning my room where time took a stop and went backwards. I looked through old papers, birthday cards, pictures people have drawn for me. I think it's bittersweet. It's hard to look at the past when you need to move on but it's fun to reminice about the good times you've once had...and wish you could go back. *Sigh* Well I gotta get back to cleaning.