Hiya, I'm Angel! This is my most personal place on the internet.

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Watercolor Journal: Rainy Day

I bought a bunch of watercolor art supplies from 5 Below, including a new watercolor paint set, a paint pad, paint brushes, and some chameleon wc paints. I'm tryna create at least one painting per day, or when the inspiration strikes. I've starte...

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My New Favorite Game is Baldur's Gate 3

It barely runs on my ancient computer, but I spend hours playing that game! I have a Drow Cleric tryna romance Astarion, and my sister has an Elf Archer tryna get with either Gale or Halsin lmao

Fixing Up Saint Goblin

I've been updating some of the dialog and art in Saint Goblin before I progress further into the story. If you're interested in the updated version, it can be found on Global Comix or the official Saint Goblin comic site. However, I'm gonna leave the old version up on theOtaku because I didn't save those files on my computer! I didn't realize my mistake until I had overwritten the comic pages.

Discord DMs, Frieza, and Microlabels

So the other day I had some guy from theOtaku's Discord in my DMs tryna find out if I was female or not. He asked if I was a girl because I mentioned cooking dinner earlier and girls do the cooking. I refused to answer him and then sent him a gif of Frieza killing Broly's father. Sexism makes me vomit so unfortunately I didn't get to make a new theOtaku friend.

TBH, Frieza has always given me intense gender envy. When I was like 8 yrs old I used to think Frieza was female because of his voice actor. I always wanted to cosplay him. I was thinkin about all my labels and remember how much I used to hate microlabels when I was a teenager. Even though I've identified as asexual since I was 15, I was still a brainwashed religious kid at the time and thought everyone else was just trying to be quirky leftists by attaching all sorts of labels to themselves. Now that I'm 30, microlabels are the most normal thing in the world to me. I'm aromantic, asexual, agender, voidpunk, aegosexual, nonbinary fictosexual, etc. 15 year old me would be so mad at me right now lol

Decolonizing for the Acatl Year

I created a collage for my ideal self. Its covered with my motivations and inspirations, including the overarching color that spoke to me for the Acatl year, terra-cotta. To grow, I need to unlearn the things holding me back. My biggest challenges are anxiety, decolonizing, sugary drinks, and meat consumption. Fruit, vegetables, and water need to be a bigger part of my diet.

I'm establishing symbolic new beginnings with myself, and I started by deleting my old DeviantArt account. I made the account in high school, but I hadn't logged in since 2014. I was a little sad to let it go, but it was something I wanted to do for a year now. I'm minimizing my past online presence; hell, I wanna eliminate my current online presence.

Still no luck yet with Hinge. I don't really know why I keep trying to test the boundaries of my asexuality. Sometimes it feels like I can't grow as an adult unless I find a partner. I keep thinking that because I have several squishes on fictional characters, that deep down I'm potentially open to a romantic relationship. Once again I think I might just settle for that ficto life.