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HOLY EFF. HOLY EFFING KOREA MOTHER. WHEN WILL THE REAL VERSION BE RELEASED???

Also, play dress up with Jaejoong~!

EDIT: NEVERMIND, BETTER VERSION IS ALREADY OUT!!

My Friday Night.

oh my god.

Okay. So it started with my eating dinner with DHB, DHB's friend, Eccentric NYer, and another guy from my dorm. And the rest of them were all like, "Let's go out tonight!" And I was all, "Blaaaaaaaghrha" b/c I only got two of hours of sleep the previous night b/c of talking to DHB & doing last-minute work, and hadn't even taken a nap all day. But I decided to tag along with them to the glow party, which was a total bust, so we just went to the bookstore and then back to Eccentric NYer's room.

And in the midst of all this, Eccentric NYer was giving out hugs to everyone, and we found out that DHB isn't very prone to hug-giving. So Eccentric NYer was all, "GROUP HUG!" And DHB's friend immediately hugged him too and I just... stood there with my brain going ohshit & is it obvious that I like him since I'm the only one not hugging him?? (It probably was.) And finally Eccentric NYer was like GET IN HERE DAMN YOU and I joined the hug and it was awkward. ._.;

So then back at NYer's room, he put on his iPod and danced around his room for us for awhile, and eventually I decided to go to sleep. And apparently, DHB went to sleep soon after me. I kept waking up to hear snippets of NYer & DHB's friend's convo, and at one point:

DHBF: What if we just left the two of them locked in here and went to the party?
NYer: They would probably make babies.

And DHBF burst into laughter (I had the feeling that she's been wondering about the two of us too...) and I just wanted to jump up and strangle NYer on the spot, except YET AGAIN, I was pretending to be sleeping.

So DHB & I were woken up eventually and the other two dragged us back to our dorm. DHBF & I decided not to go partying anymore, but the other two still wanted to. So the three of us and a few others who wandered in just hung around my room for an hour or so, and then right before NYer and DHB were planning to leave, the three of us happened upon a discreet closet-looking space behind a narrow door in the middle of our hallway.

Now this is where things get all effed up. B/c NYer was like, "I wonder if people have sex in here? Will two people even fit?" So NYer walked into the small space and they forced me to go in there with him. And then NYer was like, "omg there's room for three!" So DHB squished himself in and shut the door.

So the three of us were cramped up in there in the dark with DHB pretty much pressed up all against my side. And I was like THIS WAS SUCH A DUMBASS MISTAKE. Especially when NYer said, "This is actually kind of erotic," and then the two of them completely lost it and started making sexual grunting noises with me just lol'ing like an idiot while sandwiched between the two of them. And then they tried to dance in there, which basically furthered the whole squishing up against each other aspect.

Then we heard some people from our hall hang around talking outside the door INCLUDING OUR HALL RA, and DHB was like, "If he finds us here, he'll think we're drunk!" so we decided to be real silent.

And then the hall got quiet again and the three of us started talking about Matilda for some reason. And all the while, DHB would put his hand or arm on my shoulder prob b/c of the lack of space. And sometimes we would feel out for each other since we couldn't see, and at one point DHB (...or was it NYer?) was basically stroking my arm. Either way IT WAS ALL FUCKED UP.

So then we eventually busted out of the room and the two of them left for the party. Moral of the Story: NYer is a conniving bitch. I bet he planned all this!!!!

One more convo snippet

B/c I have the time and I'm just so damn funny like that:

Him: Have you ever heard of that thing that some kids do where they set dog poo on fire and leave it on people's doorsteps?
Me: ......
Him: So that when the person tries to stomp the fire out, they get dog poo on their shoes. I've never done it, but some other people in my suburb have.
Me: ....No. I guess people in the city don't do that....
Him: Oh. I'm guessing you guys don't teepee houses either?
Me: Some people do on Halloween, but not really....
Him: What do kids in the city do to be bad, then?
Me: We join gangs and shoot people.

Spent another night staying up till the wee hours with DHB...

Talking, of course. What else would we be doing?

Me: ...So the bus driver snapped at me and yelled, "You people from the North are so damn slow!" Though I could tell that she regretted it immediately afterwards.
Him: ...Because you cried?
Me: Noo~~ I didn't cry! ._.
Him: xD Ok, then what?
Me: I think she just felt bad for yelling at me because I'm so... not mean-looking.
Him: You mean because you're just sooo precious.
Me: But I am!

We also spent a combined $8 on vending machine food & went on an epic 1AM search for a working soda machine on campus. And completely unrelated, but I am totally loving on Mirotic. My album arrives in two-ish weeks! I got the photobook version and I bought it with my own credit card. *o*~

EDIT: And by credit, I mean debit. LOL as if I have an income.

Previously on Bell's Crazy-Ass College Life...

So as many of you know, I have a crush on a certain boy in my dorm hall. If I were not so scared of being overly-optimistic on the matter, I would say that the two of us are on a solid path towards eventual dating... but since I'm too scared to be 100% sure of it, I'll just say that the two of us have been doing very well. To sort of quickly sum things up:

• My roommate knows. She's been very kind and hasn't said anything to me about it, but one friend of mine from the summer made a bunch of implications that I like someone in her presence, which was shortly followed by the incident I describe below, which was then followed by the incident I describe further below. :D?
• There's one guy in my dorm building who I had a feeling was suspicious of the two of us from the get-go, since he always makes insinuations about the two of us. So yesterday morning, I was woken up by a knock on the door, though I tried to ignore it and pretended to still be sleeping. My roommate opened the door and Mr Insinuator was there, saw that I was asleep, and immediately launched into, "Hey, did you know that (Bell) and (DHB) were up all last night talking?"

  And my roommate was like, "Really..."

  "Yeah. I think the two of them, like... like each other. Because they're always talking. They're probably gonna start going out soon, I can feel it."

  I was caught between severe annoyance that he was telling my roommate this "behind my back" and manic joy that someone else would think the two of us are heading down that path. Not that I could express either since I was, you know, pretending to be asleep.

• I cried a little in front of him last night. Not serious bawling or anything, but enough that he was very very gentle in talking to me. He was smiling at me most of the time, but there was one instance where he was staring at me with a more serious expression on his face, and I couldn't hold his gaze. I don't know, I guess it's little things like that that make me wonder if there was anything deeper behind it.
• He bought three fish from Wal-Mart and temporarily named them after us. He told me, "This one is named Alyssa because it looks like it swims fast and she's a swimmer. This one is named Nicolyn because it's bug-eyed and she's bug-eyed. (A joke of course.) And this one is named after you because it makes me smile."

  Funnily enough, the other two fishes died within twenty four hours and only I currently survive LOL.

EDIT: Oh, and he's very persistent on learning how to say "dong bang shin ki" properly, haha. And he once did an impression of Chinese boybands for me and it was the funniest shit ever.