Hello~
So I'll start from the first thing I can remember after I last posted: I got my midterm report.
I was really surprised. These were my marks, including the course median.
Music=
Me: 89%
CM: 94%
Geography=
Me: 89%
CM: 85%
English=
Me: 87%
CM: 80%
Science=
Me: 92%
CM: 82%
How even.
It still kinda pisses me off how the median for music is a 94%, but I'm happy.
Yesterday, me and my friends were studying our ass off for a geo test during lunch in the hallway and our geo teacher walked by pushing this cart he owns that carries a lot of stuff and my friend, K.S, was like "please don't make us to the test today, we'll give you gift cards from Tim Hortons (store in Canada)" and he was like "nahh" and when he pushed the cart past us down the hallway, I said loudly, "Oh I LOVE geography... DO YOU NOTICE MY HEAVY SARCASM?!" and he turned around and gave me this look xD but he laughed.
Now I'll give you some background info before you read the next thing that happened that day. Remember T, the guy I liked in middle school who went to a different high school? Well, in September, on Picture Day, we had to go into the gym and 3 people gave you this card and directed you to a certain line. There were about 6 lines. So I was in a line beside M.V and her friends and I just glanced towards another line in the distance and I saw a guy. Who looked almost exactly like T. I kinda freaked out, and told M.V and she agreed. He had the same style as T too; he plays hockey (I found out later on), he wears baggy sweaters and he's shorter than me by an inch, and his name starts with a T too. A few days later, 2 of my friends told me he's in one of their classes and apparently, he can be annoying, and he's the type of person who would go, "I got a C. YES." T was smart though. I called him Duplicate Dickhead to my friends xD but coincidentally, I found his Instagram account (don't ask me how) and I realized that he looks less like T than I thought. It was probably my imagination before. I'm going to call him DD on this blog even though he doesn't look a lot like T. Also, my friend keeps teasing me about DD and I'm keep telling her I don't like him, because it would be so dumb if I did. I just thought he was good-looking. And I felt awkward when I saw him.
Okay so this is what happened at the end of the day yesterday. There was this talent show in the cafeteria last period and you have to pay $2 but I didn't go or else I would have to do the geo test at lunch and I had the geo test last period. So I passed by the caf doors when the bell rang to go home with my friend and we stopped and talked about something 3 metres to the right of the doors. That's when the talent show finished and everyone who went came out of the doors. I looked over at the crowd and noticed one person the second I looked. DD. Me and my friend parted ways and I walked over to my locker. I felt like I couldn't breathe, like my lungs weren't allowing all the air in. My heart was pounding. And then a thought followed it. "Sht."
Out of all people, I don't want to like DD. I don't even know I like DD. My feelings towards him are different than my feelings when I liked T. When I saw T, I secretly smiled to myself, I felt bubbly sometimes, and I think about him even when I'm at home, his face flashed in my head before I went to sleep (which was a bad thing, because I couldn't sleep for another hour after that) and I had dreams about him. With DD, I just feel awkward around him, I never thought about him at home. To date, I never had dreams about him, never even appeared as a background person either.
So idk what's happening. But whatever it is, I don't want to fall in love again.
~Ri-chan
Oh my God. It's been a while since I've posted. Hold on, let me dock my hoverboard (trying to emphasize how long it's been).
Hey guys! How have you all been? How's your summer so far? Have you gone anywhere? Watch any new anime? Ate anything interesting? C'MON PEOPLE, DON'T SIT THERE LIKE A POTATO, GIVE ME SOME ANSWERS! xD
Believe it or not, summer's almost over. Like damn, that went by faster than I thought.
Anyway, the beginning of summer was terrible for me. I got sick with severe stomach aches, throwing up, to the point where I had to go to the hospital. And that means I couldn't fast for 2 weeks for Ramadan. 2 infections could do that to me. Wow.
I only went to the beach for Eid because my cousins' families were at work or busy or in another country.
In the beginning of August, my friend, C, came over. It was fun. ^^
I also found out something I didn't want to know and don't want to say. Really hurt me a lot and I'm sort of over it, don't worry.
Did the ALS Ice Bucket Challenge. In my balcony. Alone. Awkward.
Went to this town and their beach was seriously amazing. *O*
So yeah. My summer's been boring for the most part compared to other people who are going to other countries and not taking me with them.
I suck, you can boo me by throwing potatos, bye.
~Ri-chan
Hi~
If I sound weird while you're reading this post, sorry. I'm still in an emotional mood.
Grad was pretty good (it was on Wednesday). I was walking through the halls to find my class and everyone looked so gorgeous & the guys wearing suits; I seriously couldn't have imagined them looking actually nice. xD I sound mean.
My self-esteem and confidence went down just looking at them. When I came, this is what happened:
This guy in my class (J.G): Hey F (me)?
Me: Yeah?
J.G: You look really beautiful.
Me: *Smiles* Aw, thank you! ^///^ (No guy has ever called me that in my life, so it made my day)
J.G: If my mom saw you, she would like you instantly.
Me: Whoa xD
J.G: Are you wearing a sari?
Me: No, this is another type of Indian dress.
J.G: Ohh, you're not old enough to wear one, right?
Me: Yeah lol
J.G: Haha, sucker
Me: Yo, shut up. XD
*M.T (mangaandanimelove) comes*
Me and some girls: YOU LOOK SO PRETTY OMG
*All the guys start clapping*
M.T: *Laughs*
Then the whole ceremony happened, and the second it was over, it started to rain. Wonderful. A lot of the graduates went to this dinner in a banquet hall but I couldn't go cuz my parents weren't going to pay $45 for me. T.T I heard it was fun too.
Anyway, the next day, we had this party. Then on Friday (yesterday), it was the last day of school. The last day of middle school that is. The dance in the afternoon was so boring in the beginning but then so emotional at the end.
AND THE DJ JUST HAD TO PLAY FRIENDS FOREVER BY VITAMIN C. GREAT, THERE GOES THE REST OF MY EYES.
Everyone, including me, were bawling our eyes out. Like wow, I got the award of being the biggest emotional wreck of the year yay. Yesterday was one of the saddest days of my school life.
Which is why I'm still being emotional today.
On the plus side, A wanted G to hug him and they hugged and he was happy. Good for him. x)
Qotd: What do you do when you and your friends are going your separate ways?
~Ri-chan
Hi~
It is currently 12:43 am and I'm not tired. At all. I'm so opposite; in the morning I'm extremely tired and at night, I'm wide awake thinking about stuff and making up scenes that will never happen. What am I, nocturnal?!
Anywho, my grade took grad pictures about 2 weeks ago and we got them back yesterday. I looked at my pictures and I just couldn't believe how I looked like.
Since when did I smile like a pedo and have 1 eye smaller than the other? I can't believe no one told me this. -.-
And um... I had a dream about Snow White with Prince Charming exploring these huge mountains that were in my apartment (don't ask, idk how that works either), then me, M.H (cousin), G, R, S, and some other people I don't remember, exploring in this place with huge stairs, then all of a sudden, there was an explosion and when we were running away, I remembered that I left my phone on this table near there and I ran back to the place to get it. I know you think I'm an idiot. So I was looking for it and there were more explosions and then I eventually found my phone under these plants which looked like the plants that I used in a science project that I threw away weeks ago. I managed to get away from the place without getting blown up from the explosions. I turned around and all I saw was a tv with a video of me and M.H when we were little on the screen. Apparently, I was all "We'll stay fwiends foweva an' we'll have so much fun!" and my cousin was dancing saying "Yaaaayyy~!!" while my dad was laughing like crazy. And then I woke up.
K bye, I'll try to go to sleep instead of developing insomnia.
~Ri-chan
Ello~!
I just got a message from theO saying that I got promoted to Senior Otaku! Holy crap. xD It's been a wonderful year at theO; meeting new people and making new friends! ^.^ Thank you~ *bear hugs*
I was listening to Lego House by Ed Sheeran and it kinda reminded me of T. Of how I only have a few months left to try to have a conversation with him before we go to different schools next school year. And then THAT reminded me of my friends and I burst into tears. I never realized exactly how much I would miss them. Half of all my friends would go to a different school. Oh gosh, now everything looks blurry again...
Here's a swimming pool. Don't ask me why it's salty.
When this week is done, it's March Break! YESH. THANK THE LORD. I CAN FINALLY SLEEP TILL 10 AM FOR A WEEK IN A ROW AND CAN BE IN PEACE FROM ALL THE HOMEWORK, PROJECTS, AND SHIZ.
And I just remembered I have a science project due at the end of the month. Great.
Qotd (stole it from my friend lol): Have you ever tried bubble tea and which kind?
~Ri-chan
