Butterfly

I remember a time
long ago
when you had hurt me
and down I go...

You broke my heart,
and I thought I was gone,
I have since recovered,
turns out, I won!

I wanted you,
wished you wanted me,
you loved her,
and I let you be...

I see your hapiness,
even if she hurt you,
I am a new person,
I hope she is too...

If she hurts you,
I don't know if I'd be there,
so for your sake,
I hope she now cares.

Since that day,
I feel new...
Like a newly born butterfly
I since flew...

I wish to see new things,
To view what seems,
impossible to others,
and see what it means.

Afraid of Happines...

Afraid to smile,
Afraid to be happy,
Because every time I am,
Everything falls apart.

I was happy before,
When I was with you,
But that happiness was too much,
It tore apart my heart.

Now happiness is no more,
Its only a shadow,
A lonely memory,
Never to depart...