- Created By twilight tiger
Alone
It's only me,
and me alone,
everyone turns away.
I cannot speak,
can't say aloud,
what I really wish to say.
No guy wants me,
my friends don't get it,
don't understand my way.
The path I took,
turned out wrong,
the night always turns grey.
Darkness looms,
loneliness blooms,
no way to make them stay.
Afraid of Happines...
Afraid to smile,
Afraid to be happy,
Because every time I am,
Everything falls apart.
I was happy before,
When I was with you,
But that happiness was too much,
It tore apart my heart.
Now happiness is no more,
Its only a shadow,
A lonely memory,
Never to depart...
Confused Heart and Mind....
When my body is saying one thing
But my mind and heart are confused
What does that mean?
.. ..
Am I hurt inside?
Am I broken apart?
Do I wish I can crawl into a corner and hide?
.. ..
Or is it the opposite?
Am I smiling a true smile?
Am I happy with it?
.. ..
And will I ever figure this out?
What is bothering me, what is on my mind?
Will I ever know what this is about?
.. ..
My mind and heart are a mess,
So much confusion and chaos,
I wish my pain can be less…
.. ..
A cure, I would like to find,
A remedy, sure would help
To help clear this heart and mind…
.. ..
Don't know if it's because of recent events,
If it's because of my inability to cry,
I don't know if I should pretend...
.. ..
Should I be sad?
Or should I be happy?
What should I do if no matter what, it's bad?
.. ..
What do I do if I can't see,
Can't read or hear
What my mind and heart want to be?
.. ..
Should I just allow it to continue?
To twist, turn, and spiral?
What should I do?
.. ..
This continues to revolve
Around inside my head...
Never known to be solved.....
End
