Drowning in Misery

Swimming in a pool
of sorrow, pain and grief.
Trying to stay afloat
Amidst the toiling, angry sea.

Writhing, squirming...
No longer free.
Struggle against the chains
Which bind and sheath...

Futile, it seems;
Your're trapped. Angry,
Seething.

Foaming at the mouth,
Unable to speak.
Your mind, a spinning mess.
Drowning in misery.

Nobody listens, nobody can see
All the dormant memories.
They can't hear the past,
the words spoken to me.

All the pain, sorrow, grief...
Passed down to me.
Engulfing me.
Ending me.
Ever....so slowly.

Gone, Forevermore...

Sore limbs,
Breaking bone,
Lights go dim,
He's coming home.

Throbbing feet,
Cracking joints,
Knees go weak,
He looks and points.

Beating heart,
Rapid pulse,
Turning with a start,
She grins on impulse.

Blinking twice,
Matching eyes,
Wraps like a vice,
Truth become lies.

Joy turns to sorrow,
Smiles to a frown,
Realizing her 'morrow,
Just turned upside down.

'Tis not the man,
In which she knew,
He doesn't give a damn,
How much she grew.

Nor how she loved,
How she waited,
He merely shoved,
And vacated.

Now she stands,
Alone and in pain,
Crumpled, she lands,
Her love now slain.

The man she loved,
Died in war,
Her once beloved,
Gone, forevermore.

Yesterday...

Part 2:Re-living the Past

Yesterday, I fell...
into your trap,
forever.

Yesterday, you said...
I love you now;
whatever.

Yesterday, I said...
I love you too;
now, never.

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Yesterday, She told me...
Why do you play,
into his game?

Yesterday, I told her...
I don't know why;
it causes me pain.

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Before, I was blind.
Now, I am not.
Now, I can fight,
And see what I've sought.
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This poem was trying to get the basics of what happened down in rhyming form, along with my thoughts on the matters. When he told me he loved me, I think back and say to myself, "whatever". I told him I loved him, now I think, not now, not ever. My friend asked me ( irritated ), why do you play into his games? Why do you fall into his traps? and the only answer I had for her was...I don't know >.< We both agreed it caused me pain. I was blind before, not seeing what he was doing, or what he's done. but now, i can fight back. see my goal again (to forget and move on)

Please let me know if these stink. This one, I'm not so sure of it's quality. I would appreciate it if you let me know what you think, and what you think could have been better. Thank you

Death of Love

This is dedicated to TobixForever because she requested it.

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I used to hug you,
to hold you close to me.

Used to kiss you,
Feel your lips so sweet.

Always seen you,
each and every day.

Seen you smile,
at everything I'd say.

Now you're gone,
in a dark, deserted place.

You're in a desert,
I no longer see your face.

We used to have love,
It was there to stay.

Used to be happy,
Now it's gone away.

I'm the only one left,
full of sadness and pain.

Only one dead,
Lonely and drained.

Our love was alive,
So very long ago.

Love is so blind,
mostly it's a show.

Now it is gone,
along with your heart.

It still hurts,
It just tears me apart.

It died long ago,
along with everything else,
died, and disappeared,
as everything melts.

Our love just died,
never meant to stay alive.

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did that fit what you wanted? if not, then just let me know and i can write another one ^^

Waterfall Within

The falling path,
the crashing rain,
the merging of waters,
wash away the pain.

The winter comes,
the ice covers all,
freeze the suffering,
before the big fall.

The summer arrives,
the liquid returns,
the rocks are sharp,
everything burns.

The collision occurs;
rocks with skin,
memories with pain,
the waterfall within.

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waterfall refers to tears. all the pain, the falling path/the crashing rain = falling tears