Choices Bring Hostility

I am the Sinner,
I am no Saint,
I did what everyone hated,
I went against the restraint.

Now, you all hate me,
Now, you're all mad,
Now, I receive wrath,
Now, you look at me like I'm bad.

It's because I chose him,
It's because I returned,
It's because I chose the one,
It's because I never learned.

He said he had changed,
He told me he matured,
He said we should try again,
Told it to me straight.

So I agreed, for now,
Only to recieve hostility,
From those who're my friends,
For a choice that was mine to make.

Waterfall Within

The falling path,
the crashing rain,
the merging of waters,
wash away the pain.

The winter comes,
the ice covers all,
freeze the suffering,
before the big fall.

The summer arrives,
the liquid returns,
the rocks are sharp,
everything burns.

The collision occurs;
rocks with skin,
memories with pain,
the waterfall within.

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waterfall refers to tears. all the pain, the falling path/the crashing rain = falling tears

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