Choices Bring Hostility

I am the Sinner,
I am no Saint,
I did what everyone hated,
I went against the restraint.

Now, you all hate me,
Now, you're all mad,
Now, I receive wrath,
Now, you look at me like I'm bad.

It's because I chose him,
It's because I returned,
It's because I chose the one,
It's because I never learned.

He said he had changed,
He told me he matured,
He said we should try again,
Told it to me straight.

So I agreed, for now,
Only to recieve hostility,
From those who're my friends,
For a choice that was mine to make.

Today...

Part 1: Trying to Let Go

I seen you today,
Walking with her,
You looked at me,
and you smiled.

I heard you today,
Speaking to her,
You looked at me,
and you laughed.

I told you today,
when you were alone,
"I want to forget;
to let go."

You told me today,
when we were alone,
"I don't care,
you can go."
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This was about how I had told my ex I wanted to forget, to let go, and move on. He told me I can do what ever I want, he don't care. It don't bother him what I choose.

I'm thinking about doing a story type thing, but in poetry. One poem for each part of what my heart thinks. What do you guys think?