HI!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm Demon. Well.... My REAL name isn't Demon but for safty crap you all shall know me as Demon! Or the Pirate King.... LIKE LUFFY! XD HA HA! Well anywho. I think I'm gonna be using this place to just rant and post random facts that many people might find pointless, but interesting! I hope to have a world about Gay rights up soon since I;m Bi (90% Lesbian 10% Straigh). YEAH! Sorry, but I don't alow poeple that are Bias against Gay people to bug me. SORRY! ^_^ I have a Girlfriend, too, so she might just pop in every once in awhile, so don't be alarmed by the creepy person calling my sweetie...... I LEAVE YOU WITH ONE LAST THING:
^^ HA HA HA! I just wanted to put a pic here so I could post from the school and have it there... Even though I can't see it... Oo OH WELL! Big woop! ^___^
So Anyway hi! ^-^ I'm writing from school as I just stated... And... It's my second day! ^__^ really it doesn't even FEEL like I had summer break. I think it's because I actually KNEW where all my classes would be last year. *Shrugs* It's good for getting to class on time, but still.... Not knowing where the hell your classes are is actually part of the fun of just getting back to school, ya know? So it's a little sad, but whatever. The only REALLY new thing I have is Boces. I go on a bus to another building a little ways away and take a class at that building until 2:25pm. ^^ That's the end of my day! I like this class because it's computer informations. I get to learn about computers and how to work them! XD My teacher will be teaching us how to make software and make our own websites and how to use FLASH! Oo YEAH!
Not much else happened. I keep trying to get my schedual changed so that I have Gym first A and C days, but I can't! I went in yeserday and the secritary lady said I should come back later.... SO I did... And then she said come back tomarrow.... So I did..... And there's a BIG line! GEEZE! So I figured I would wait till tomarrow to get my it changed. And I WILL get it changed! I HATE having a small gym class. Since it's so small we all end up doing the same thing. We decide by doing a vote. But I'm not good at anything that requires hitting or catching a ball, so yeah. And EVERYONE hates swimming so I'm outta luck THERE too! *Growl*
Well That's all I have to say for today. Not much, huh? Well I guess I'll check in later... ^^ BYE!
My bro went off to college and he took the only sources of Internet in my house so.... I won't be on much anymore. I mean... I'll try, but I can't garentee, ya know? I'm sorry![/b]
It feels like it's been forever since I saw BR. I mean.... The last time I saw her was at her grad party about a month ago. *Sigh* I'm missing her so badly. I mean, whenever I try to call her, I can't get ahold of her. I'm thinking abou ther CONSTANTLY and I just can't help it.
I feel so crappy without her. I have to face a school year without her... I have to face going MONTHS without seeing her. I hate this! IF ONLY I HADE BEEN A GRADE UP!!! I would have only had to face one year without her and then I could be with her all I wanted. Things are hard. Our relationship started out really slow. Like.... We really didn't even KISS the first year we started dating. And... Well....It may seem like I regret that, but I don't. I wasn't rushed into an uncomfterable situation... I mean... Occasionally I beacame extreamly shy, but she's so bold and outgoing. EVERYONE likes her. She always dissagrees with me on some of the things I say about her like, she's really smart! She doesn't think she is, but she is! I love her because she's so.... Unique.... She's likable by all, but at the same time, she retains her individuality! That's one of the reasons I fell in love with her. She's really creative and she has a style all her own. It's good! I love the way she draws! She doubts herself sometimes, but who doesn't. I know she has a great life ahead of her, and (Not to sound selfish) I wanna be with her in her great life. I'm still SO YOUNG, but I know that what I feel for her is nothing but love. I can't go a DAY without thinking about her. Seems creepty, I know.
My mom always tries to lecture me on what love REALLY is! I believe you can fall in love only once in life. She's divorced, and she's trying to tell ME what love is!? Yeah right! GAH! I just wish she wasn't so closed minded about me being Bi. She doesn't wanna face the fact that I am what I am. *Sigh* I haven't told her that I'm dating BR. No... Not yet... A lot of problems can arise from that, I know it! *Sigh* I just wanna get the hell outta here with BR and live a life with her. I really hope that it's not one of those dreams that will never come true...
I'm sad.... I'm gonna try to get ahold of her as much as possible, but college is starting soon, so... I dunno how well that would work....
Blah Blah Blah... I'm BORED! Our TV don't work and my mom's gone. My Bro spent the night over at a friends house so I'm just... ALONE! *Sigh* And it is dull as HELL. I decided to break out my bro's Laptop again and just go surfing. On the internet I mean.... *Sigh* I am SERIOUSLY bored. There is like...NOTHING to do! I sware! I mean I could go out for a short walk, but without friends it's really dull. *SIgh again* I really hate living in such a small and pointless town. I mean... I live close to my friends ,but most of the time they're busy doing something else. Plus I can't really leave to go to my friend's place without asking my mom first, but she's working, so yeah.
GAH! SO BORING!!!!! *Growl* Wlel since I'm bored I think I'll just talk about random crap... *thinks* I KNOW! I'll say something about Tora-con!
TORA-CON!!! I can't wait to go, but it's still a long ways off. It's in April so... yeah.... But just recently I got all the stuff I needed for my cosplay costume for Tora-con so now I can't stop thinking about it. I'm cosplaying as Seras from Hellsing. I still have to get the belt and I need a better base shirt. It needs to be a darker yellow and longer. OH! Yeah. Better mention that. I'm goin as Seras from Hellsing OVA. I never really watched the anime. It'snot like I didn'tlike it! It's just I never had the time.... I saw like 2 episodes of the anime. I read the Manga though. The Hellsing Manga is really awesome. ^^ Anyway, tora-con, yeah. Remus and I were discussing what we were gonna do for a skit this year. Last year it was a sort of quick put together. It was really bad. My friend Remus forgot her lines. The bad part was.... I was sorrda forgetting her lines too! So when she wasn't talking, I was like, "ummmmmm... Oo" But we got a few laughs here and there. It's actually on Youtube! XD SOMEONE LIKED OUR SKIT ENOUGH TO PUT IT ON YOUTUBE!!!! I'll have to include the video.... Anyway, Yeah. We were trying to htink of a skit we could do since we have more time to make a better one. Remus and I wanna do something with the song Banana Phone. SERIOUSLY! It is SOOOO funny! XD I just got that song of of iTunes like yesterday and I NEVER get tired of it! XDAlthough if we do do a skit with it, I might get tired of it kinda quickly. *Sweat drop* Oo OH WELLS! The onl other problem we are having is rides for getting to Tora-con. Last year we had 6 people going. This year we have 9! So using a van wouldn't really work! Pluse this year we wanna avoid using parents because it's like.... We ask so much already. o///o I mean last year my dad drove all of us up in his van. Remus' mom droves us back at like 10pm, but she drove us back to her house. My dad picked us up from Remus' houseand brought us all home so I really don't wanna ask him! *Sweatdrop* I sorrda wonder what we are gonna do. My Friend Kibbles (WHO IS YOUNGER THEN ME!!!) Has a car, so we were saying that if she could get it registered then we could use that one, but we would also need another one. *Thinks* Huh.... my bro has a car.... Maybe is he can fix it up then we could use that one. I mean.... I can't really drive, because I only have a permit, but I'm gonna go for the real thing! Don't know if I'd be able to get it though. *Shrugs* *Thinks* We could....rent like a bus sort of thing..... But that would be costy.... *Thinks some more* Well... we still got awhile, so it's all good.
Well that's all I have to say for today. *Shrugs* OH! The vidoe... Let's see...*Goes to get video*
Ours isn't the first one... It's the game show one. You can tell that there's pauses. For those of you who know Gravitation, I'm Ryuichi. Remus is Yuna, Sango is Misa, Kibbles is Natsuo, Kagome is Youji, and Sir Integra is... Sir Integra... DUH! ^^ HA HA! Well I hope you get a laugh out of it. That was our main goal. Juat to get a laugh, ya know? Well I am OFFF! SEE YAS!!!
SOrry. I'm busy with my Phitibucket, so no picture today. *Sweat drop*
Well anyway, and NEED to talk about this dream I had lastnight... It was really... warming. Well, when I woke up I felt warm inside so yeah..
I'LL STOP ANYONE HERE NOW!!! THIS DREAM WAS SOMEWHAT "PERSONAL" BETWEEN MY GF AND I SO IF YOU DON'T FEEL COMFY READING IT THEN DON'T, PLEASE.
Anyway the dream started out sorrda strange I guess. I don't remember how it started out but I was near my F's house, but I walked away from it. Then later, towards the end of my dream I went back and BR (My GF) was there. I dunno. She wasn't waiting or anything, she was just... THERE. But I met up with her and I dunno. We were talking a little bit and I had said something about going to my Vacation house which was like RIGHT THERE. So I went in, but this other lady and her kid lived there too, so I just sorrda sneaked in and went into my room with BR. And yes, things got "Hot and Heavy", but only for like a moment. The most we got that time was I pinned her down on the bed and was kissing her. But the reason we had stopped was the lady who lived there knocked on my door (Which was locked) and said, "Demon? Are yoou here?" So I went to the door, opened it, and said yes. I had said that my friend wanted to see this place so I was hsowing her. No one is really suppose to know we are dating, so I didn't say GF. But her daughter and my nefue(sp?) came in... I don't really KNOW how my Nefue got there, but whatever. Anyway, they came in and were playing around, so obviously I couldn't continue. But I tryed to get them out while still being nice, but that didn't work out too well, ya know? so night came we all went to sleep. The next day I managed to get BR all to myself again, but like there was something wrong with the bed so I dunno... I kept falling off or something. FINALLY, I managed to pin her down and kiss her again. We got a little further, but I'm not giving those details. We didn't go "all the way" because There was a bunch of noise and a knock on the door. SO I had to tend to that. But then right after that my dream came to an end. *Sigh* twas a good dream but I think I know what it was comin from. You see earlier this monthI was talking to my GF on the phone saying I wanted to see her so I could give her her present. I didn't tell her what it was, but she said sex, RIGHT AWAY! I was red, as you can imagine... but I ended up thinking a lot about that. I mean.... I thought about it and thought about it and I kinda thought about how this november I'll be 17, of legal age and what not. So... what? Is this dream some sign that I DO wanna have sex with her? *Thinks* Maybe.... I dunno.... GAH! I'M SO CONFUZZLED!
XD HA HA! Well anywho. I think I'm gonna be using this place to just rant and post random facts that many people might find pointless, but interesting! I hope to have a world about Gay rights up soon since I;m Bi (90% Lesbian 10% Straigh). YEAH! Sorry, but I don't alow poeple that are Bias against Gay people to bug me. SORRY! ^_^ I have a Girlfriend, too, so she might just pop in every once in awhile, so don't be alarmed by the creepy person calling my sweetie...... I LEAVE YOU WITH ONE LAST THING:
