*Sigh* Hellos people... I'm sad today.... I made Kelly mad at me. She doesn't stay mad long, but for some reason I think she will. *Sigh* It seems pathetic but I went to the caf. to get her something. It's like I'm trying to BRIBE her not to be mad at me... Well... It SEEMS like that anyway. That's not my objective at all. I really don't care if she's mad at me, I just want her to not be mad in general. Like me... I'll tell you what made her mad at me.
We weer in History class doing something about the presidential campaign. *Sigh* And Global Warming came up. Now everyone knows that topic just PISSES me off! It's confusing as to why it does, it just does. So anyway I began to get more and more pissed the more I thought about it. I couldn't help myself. So as many pissy people do, they interupt people when the person is talking. Remus took that as me not wanting to listen to her. BUT THAT'S NOT IT AT ALL! I do wanna hear her side of it. I just get pissed because she's so sure of herself and I'm not! I don't understand why global wrming is happpening, but the way she talks makes it seem like it the OBVIOUS answer and that I'm just too god damn stupid to understand it! I mean... She's not talking down to me AT ALL. I just can't stand being unsure of myself. So... I'm not getting pissy at her opinion, I'm just getting pissed of at myself for being so unsure of the situation. I don't think she'll believe me though. *Sigh* It's like when someone says something about gay marrage being against the bible, and she get all defensive. Okay... It's not the same, but it's something like the situation. She's just defending what she believes in. I'm just defending my unsure feelings about Global warming. *Sigh* I can't just let this thing blow over! I know that because it will just keep happening again and again. Man... Talking to her is gonna be hard! I have a fear of pissing off my friends! *Head-> Desk*
I feel unsure of myself. *Head-> Desk again* Humph. I know that this IS my fault, mostly. I say that because Remus has a tendancy to get angry somewhat easily.
Oh and PLEASE PLEASE do try to give me "FACTS" about global warming, because most of those so called "facts" are just popular speculations. Some of the stuff they SAY are fact can't be proved in the LEAST! *Head-> Desk agian*
Bye.
~Demon~
HELLOS! So here I am in study hall writing to all yas... *Sigh* You see... I have no lunch. *SAD* What I mean is lunch isn't on my schedual. I took it out to fit everything in. It's no big deal but I told my mom and she almost fliped a wig. *Shrugs* Whatever.
Well... Not much has happened since yesterday.. um... OH YEAH!! XD I'm gonna go to Kibbles Vollyball game tonight! It's ahome game so... Yeah. I'm just gonna stay at school till it starts. HA HA HA! I'm gonna take lots of pictures of her falling down! HA HA HA! No... I'm not exactly THAT mean. Heehee... Or maybe I am. I dunno. I just wanna snap a few photos of my frind in action!!! Plus there's nothing to do at my house, so what the hell. Might as well.
Not much other then that. I mean... I finally got my Schedual changed so that I have Gym 1st instead of 5th. I left my Lunchbox outside when I was at Gym. *Sweat drop* I started to get all panicy and what not. I tend to get overly upset over small things like that. It's one of my VERY MANY flaws. The kind of flaws that make people not wanna live with you... Oo But... I don't wanna live alone.
OKAY! So that's about it. Really... That's it. The only other thing I can think about right now is I'll have to protect porr Sir Integra cuz BR is gonna kill her! *Humph* She wants my number, but she knows FULL WELL that she can reach me on The Otaku!!! So if she wants to say something then she should just PM me here, right? Well see ya all later. ! ^^
~Demon~
^^ HA HA HA! I just wanted to put a pic here so I could post from the school and have it there... Even though I can't see it... Oo OH WELL! Big woop! ^___^
So Anyway hi! ^-^ I'm writing from school as I just stated... And... It's my second day! ^__^ really it doesn't even FEEL like I had summer break. I think it's because I actually KNEW where all my classes would be last year. *Shrugs* It's good for getting to class on time, but still.... Not knowing where the hell your classes are is actually part of the fun of just getting back to school, ya know? So it's a little sad, but whatever. The only REALLY new thing I have is Boces. I go on a bus to another building a little ways away and take a class at that building until 2:25pm. ^^ That's the end of my day! I like this class because it's computer informations. I get to learn about computers and how to work them! XD My teacher will be teaching us how to make software and make our own websites and how to use FLASH! Oo YEAH!
Not much else happened. I keep trying to get my schedual changed so that I have Gym first A and C days, but I can't! I went in yeserday and the secritary lady said I should come back later.... SO I did... And then she said come back tomarrow.... So I did..... And there's a BIG line! GEEZE! So I figured I would wait till tomarrow to get my it changed. And I WILL get it changed! I HATE having a small gym class. Since it's so small we all end up doing the same thing. We decide by doing a vote. But I'm not good at anything that requires hitting or catching a ball, so yeah. And EVERYONE hates swimming so I'm outta luck THERE too! *Growl*
Well That's all I have to say for today. Not much, huh? Well I guess I'll check in later... ^^ BYE!
~Demon~
My bro went off to college and he took the only sources of Internet in my house so.... I won't be on much anymore. I mean... I'll try, but I can't garentee, ya know? I'm sorry![/b]
It feels like it's been forever since I saw BR. I mean.... The last time I saw her was at her grad party about a month ago. *Sigh* I'm missing her so badly. I mean, whenever I try to call her, I can't get ahold of her. I'm thinking abou ther CONSTANTLY and I just can't help it.
I feel so crappy without her. I have to face a school year without her... I have to face going MONTHS without seeing her. I hate this! IF ONLY I HADE BEEN A GRADE UP!!! I would have only had to face one year without her and then I could be with her all I wanted. Things are hard. Our relationship started out really slow. Like.... We really didn't even KISS the first year we started dating. And... Well....It may seem like I regret that, but I don't. I wasn't rushed into an uncomfterable situation... I mean... Occasionally I beacame extreamly shy, but she's so bold and outgoing. EVERYONE likes her. She always dissagrees with me on some of the things I say about her like, she's really smart! She doesn't think she is, but she is! I love her because she's so.... Unique.... She's likable by all, but at the same time, she retains her individuality! That's one of the reasons I fell in love with her. She's really creative and she has a style all her own. It's good! I love the way she draws! She doubts herself sometimes, but who doesn't. I know she has a great life ahead of her, and (Not to sound selfish) I wanna be with her in her great life. I'm still SO YOUNG, but I know that what I feel for her is nothing but love. I can't go a DAY without thinking about her. Seems creepty, I know.
My mom always tries to lecture me on what love REALLY is! I believe you can fall in love only once in life. She's divorced, and she's trying to tell ME what love is!? Yeah right! GAH! I just wish she wasn't so closed minded about me being Bi. She doesn't wanna face the fact that I am what I am. *Sigh* I haven't told her that I'm dating BR. No... Not yet... A lot of problems can arise from that, I know it! *Sigh* I just wanna get the hell outta here with BR and live a life with her. I really hope that it's not one of those dreams that will never come true...
I'm sad.... I'm gonna try to get ahold of her as much as possible, but college is starting soon, so... I dunno how well that would work....
~Demon~
XD HA HA! Well anywho. I think I'm gonna be using this place to just rant and post random facts that many people might find pointless, but interesting! I hope to have a world about Gay rights up soon since I;m Bi (90% Lesbian 10% Straigh). YEAH! Sorry, but I don't alow poeple that are Bias against Gay people to bug me. SORRY! ^_^ I have a Girlfriend, too, so she might just pop in every once in awhile, so don't be alarmed by the creepy person calling my sweetie...... I LEAVE YOU WITH ONE LAST THING: