Please call me izioy =] i enjoy talking about anything and everything so post comments and i'll do my best to return the favor =].
I love many things and i'm pretty chatty... i'll speak about my life and the boredom that keeps me writing =]! enjoy my page thankyou 
Hello
well yes amazing hello
i dont really know why but my life it seems so different
i'm not sure what i mean by different
it just is
everything just doesnt look the same
as though i miss everything the way it was
but i love the way it is
i'm really not sure which way it actually is
but somehow at some point soon it'll be perfect
so weird but i have a slight plan
but i dont
i feel so confused
but totally okay with it
my confusion i mean
it's different like i'm looking through this glass just waiting for my dream to become true
for my dream to break the glass and become reality
i really dont know why but my dream
it doesnt seem as far away as it had seemed before like
even though this life keeps getting tougher it just makes it more worththe effort
that sounds weird to make something tough worth the time
like i know that somehow out of all this bad that happen
a whole bunch of good will just shoot out of somewhere
out of the darkest tunnel or the saddest tear
the most beautiful things will grow
i'll just need to find the light to make them shine
i feel silly talking like a lunatic
but to be honest its the most sane i feel
like i'm happy with myself at the moment
even though i think i'm dying because i have this
allergic reaction to something that no ones figured out yet
but the reaction just keeps spreading as the days continue
okay like insanely i have all these bumps on my neck spreading to my face
and shoulders
and then in certain spots on my tummy
and then on my legs and arms
seriously i might die if we dont figure out what it is
but of course no ones freaking out but me
maybe deep in my subconsciense i'm thinking that this disgusting scaley layer of skin that is being created by these bumps will just shed
and i'll be left with something beautifull
but that only happens in dreams
i know i'm not lucky enough to even have that occur to me seriously
but whatever
and well
today i was a little lost in my morning but somehow after i stopped freaking out
everything just shot right around and magically everything became better
i'm happy really
and
soul, well he has a body thats stolen him but
that doesnt make the ability to be friends unavailable
and i dont really know how i'm to approach him
its not like i have no idea who he is
i know so much
but i dont really know anything on how he feels about me so
i suppose only fate could place us together as friends or lovers or nothing
its all up to fate
so i can seriously only hope
so boredom
boredom
actually scratch that
my day had begun with my mom telling me to wake up get ready b/c we're going to the park
HELLO
i like to run and i've been dying to go running there
so i woke up got ready went with them to the park
WOKE UP
theres still snow/ice on the ground
ughhhhhh
gosh jez
ughhhh
p.s. i did fall at the end of the WALK i couldnt even go running everything was covered
it was so sad ='[
but then after we went to like a thousand stores
okay i have a question for everyone
you know that everyone has their tiny embarrasing little secret that they have because its like something that only a child or a baby would do but you do it anyway
yea i'm pretty mature yatta yatta but i happen to still love this one extreamley babish thing
a bottle, YES I'M AWARE I'M TOO OLD FOR ONE but what the hell i have my moments
i'm still 5 on the inside , so i bought one
any way then we went to this oriental furniture store
OH MY GOD it was the most gorgeous things in the entire world i wanted to buy everything
so sad we bought nothing
so we left and well
i came home and have been bored for the rest of the day gosh i dont know
i'm gona go clean like the loser that i am.
yes hello another not really interesting school day all i could say is that my spanish teacher left my class off the hook and she didnt teach and gave us a free period. unfortunately i couldnt even sleep ='[ so sad and i was tired too it was 1st period
other then that i really spent my day waiting for my day to just end i couldnt even look forward to my english class because my teacher was absent
ughh and left a reading and answering assignment which was basically impossible to finish before the bell because i have dirtbags that cant shut up for their own lives which is just so annoying holly crap
then after school i went to GSA which is one of my favorite clubs because the teacher that runs the club is one of my favorite teachers ever
shes so totally insightful
afterwards i left early because my dad wanted to go to the movies and we watched PUSH which i posted about so check it out www.theotaku.com/worlds/movie793
anyway
other then that i'm so happy we're going again to the movies to see
he's just not that into you
OMG i've been waiting to see this movie since christmas time i'm so happy its finally in the movies =]
AWHHHHHHHHH
Valentines day is finally comming up
='[ how sad once more i'm left with no one on this loving day
ughh how i dred the day of love where everyone has someone and i'm just left empty-handed
with only my daddy to give me a card and some chocolates hmmmmm no wonder i'm such a chocloholic live with no true love but the songs of your writing it leaves you only one other love to take up your time while you type, write or draw , in other words all that it leaves you with is your chocolate! every kind =]
well i hope everybody out there has their lovely partner to share that love day with!
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