Yeah, this world is what is going on in my head and my life. (Well some of what is going on in my head...not everything. Just wanted to clear that up for you.) So yeah, hope you like reading what I have to say. Don't forget to comment to. I would like to know what you think of my world you know. Cause if it sucks, I would like to kno. So, yeah, that's it!!

A summer full of NOTHING

I know I have been seriously slacking on my posts and you're probably wondering what I have been doing all this time. Well the answer to that is absolutely nothing. I graduated from high school (finally!) and now Io'm at the stage in life where I decide what I am going to do next. I was suppose to have gotten a scholarship to go to the University of Phoenix and all my hopes and future plans were on that however I did apply for another school as a back up thing but things went terribly wrong. I never receive any further information about that scholarship. I wrote those essays got them check by numerous of people who all said it was excellent I turned it in to the person who was responsible for it and have not heard a thing I would have called and see what was going on, but I have no contact information though they have all of mine. But whatever. I'm cool time to forget about that and move on to plan C.

All this time I've been dong quite a lot of thinking on what it is I'm going to do since I know I cannot continue to spend my days not doing anything but watching anime and browsing the web. (strange how while I was in school all I wanted to do was nothing at all, now that I'm doing that nothing I want to do something. lol) So I came to the conclusion that I will do what I had in mind for like ever. I'ma go to an art school.This is something that I know I can do and won't suck at and I know that I will enjoy doing it as well. I don't think I will be in school by this fall, probably not until winter but yeah, I have to get working on my portfolio. I need to have some good quality masterpieces in there so my days of doing nothing are going to be filled with drawing and arting and stuff.

I feel like its going to be kinda difficult to get my awesomeness back since I haven't drawn anything really since may. I'm probably going to be a bit rusty. Not to mention I need to find a way to get inspired. To tap into my imagination and creative spirit, I'm going to attempt to write some poems off the top of my head and probably try to post at least one a day.

Well umm, that's it for now I guess.
TaTa!

T.T xD -_- B)

Welp here is the second part to my orientation. I probably should have posted it sooner but yeah...

Wednesday August 2? ?:??am (I forget the time and the exact date and I don't feel like going to look lolz)

Wake up to yet another bad hair day. Not to mention I had to get up earlier to get ready because it started at 9.00am the bus I was taking came at 8:47. I was going to leave about 20 minutes before the bus came so I would have enough time to get to the bus stop and just in case it came early I wouldn't miss it.

Me: Stupid hair. Why does this happen every time I have to go somewhere. I got plenty of time though to fix it.

An hour passes and I am still in the bathroom trying to make my hair look somewhat better.

Mom: WHAT TIME WERE YOU LEAVING!!

Me:8:25

Mom: WHAT TIME ARE YOU LEAVING!

Me: I said 8:25

Mom: Well its *:20 now.

Me: Yeah okay

Two minutes later

Mom: WHAT TIME ARE YOU LEAVING? YOU KNOW YOU HAVE TO BE THERE AT NINE.

Me: 8:25

Mom: Well its 8:22 time for you to go.

Soon it was 8:25 and I couldn't leave because I wasn't ready. I spent to much time doing my hair that I didn't have my shoes on or for that matter I didn't even know where my bus pass was.

Me: Hey is there another time I can go because I'm not going to be able to make it on time.

Mom: Nope. You have to go now. Come on lets go so I can lock the door behind you

Me: I don't even have my shoes on.

Mom: Welp I don't know what to tell you. You need to go. Bye.

Me: -_- But I'm not ready.

Mom: Well that's your problem.

Me: *Go look for the letter with the times on it* hey, there is another one from 3 to 4.

Mom: Oh well then.. aren't you leaving?

Me: No. I'm not ready and by the time I get to the bus stop I will miss it.

Mom: Well you need to go

At this point I was like in my head, just stop talking. You're irritating me.
By the time I did eventually get ready, I was able to take a later bus. I wouldn't be on time to the orientation but I wouldn't be late either.

Me: Mom I'm leaving.

Mom: Oh just a minute I need you to take this with you and mail it.

Me: *Sighs* how come you didn't give that to me earlier? I am going to miss the bus

I was waitin five minutes for her to give me the letter because she had to find it then she had to check it to make sure everything was in it. I finally left and went to the stupid orientation expecting to listen to a whole bunch of crap on how they expect the school year to go and blah blah blah. (btw the bus stop wasn't hidden in the bushes. It was propped up against a street light. lolz)

The orientation only last about 15 minutes. And that is only because I had to wait in line to get my I.D. There wasn't a speech I had to listen to at all. I just had to get my stuff and get out. There wasn't even that many people there either. The problem occurred when I realized I had to be there for about another 45 minutes before a bus came so I could go home. I ended up talking to the lady who last summer tricked me and my friend into washing plastic table clothes and sorting books. The time past pretty fast. The only down side about the orientation was my I.D picture. It wasn't terrible but It could have been a lot better. Oh yeah on top of that my eyes deceived me. I thought what i was seeing was the awesome chocolate chip cookies my school has at orientations. They're huge cookies. I grabbed like 3 of them. It wasn't until after I took a bite out of them that i realized it was not chocolate chip. It was nasty oatmeal raisin. I still ate it though, a cookies a cookie.

Then there was this old guy giving me creepy looks while I was on the bus. But what can one expect? It's the city bus after all, you're bound to find some weird/ creepy person on the bus 80% of the time you actually ride. Well, at least where I live anyways.

CRAP WAGONS! This is extremely long. I'm going to shut up now. Please enjoy this picture.

False Expectations T.T

As promised, here is my adventure on starting to post more. Today I'll give you the short skit of my orientation. My orientation consisted of two days. Today and yesterday. enjoy.

Tuesday August 21, 9:30am

Me: ahhh my hair! What a mess! It's so frizzy and ugly. *Looks at time* I have to go soon! But how am I going to fix this??

after a long time trying to fix it I just said screw it. Out of all the days to have a bad hair day it would be when I was getting my picture taken for my school I.D. which will be with me until I graduate. Just great.

Me: Guess I'll go put some earrings on, maybe my bad hair wont be as noticeable? *Goes into room* WHERES MY EARRINGS!!??? *Looks around everywhere. eventually find one.*

Me: Where's the other one?? In the process I mess my hair up even more. *looks at clock.* I gotta go in 5 minutes. *Go grab my backpack and bus pass* Before doing this I put my cell in my pocket.

Me: Mom have you seen my cell phone I just had it. After 3 minutes of searching I realize it was in my pocket. *face palms.*

Me: Okay I'm going to go now

Mom:Oh wait ~ blah blah blah blah blah~ for about 6 minutes. (I don't know what she was telling me I wasn't really listening)

Me: noooooo!! I have to hurry or I'm going to miss the bus.

After nearly running down the street I get to were the bus stop is suppose to be.

Me: *Looks around* What happened to the bus stop? *looks some more.*
It was hiding in a bush.

10 minutes or so the bus comes. I get on the bus and awesome me, I tripped over some ladies walker nearly falling on my face.

Me: Finally at the school. That took forever. Let me hurry up and get this done.

After inside the building I walk up to get the stupid papers that need to be sign. I tell the lady my name.

Lady: Are you in the business program?

Me:Yes.

Lady: Oh I'm sorry but your orientation is tomorrow.

Me: o.e Say ....what...?

Lady: Yup its tomorrow.

Me: o.e okay. *Leaves back out the door sad.* I was really hoping to get cookies and juice today too. That was going to be the best part. *cries deeply*

All these false expectations I have been getting recently have crushed my spirits. I was upset. Crying. On the inside. I was more made than sad though. Why? because my mom had called the school and asked when the business orientation was and they said the orientations were not separate and I could come in anytime. Turned out they didn't know what they were talking about and no letter came in the mail about it until after I got home from going to the wrong orientation. I was mad that I had to do this all over again tomorrow, but this time I had to be there earlier. FML.

2nd day for orientation Wednesday August 22 7:00am

To Be Continued, (This is starting to get a little too long.)

RANDOM PICTURE TIME!!!