Yeah, this world is what is going on in my head and my life. (Well some of what is going on in my head...not everything. Just wanted to clear that up for you.) So yeah, hope you like reading what I have to say. Don't forget to comment to. I would like to know what you think of my world you know. Cause if it sucks, I would like to kno. So, yeah, that's it!!

A summer full of NOTHING

I know I have been seriously slacking on my posts and you're probably wondering what I have been doing all this time. Well the answer to that is absolutely nothing. I graduated from high school (finally!) and now Io'm at the stage in life where I decide what I am going to do next. I was suppose to have gotten a scholarship to go to the University of Phoenix and all my hopes and future plans were on that however I did apply for another school as a back up thing but things went terribly wrong. I never receive any further information about that scholarship. I wrote those essays got them check by numerous of people who all said it was excellent I turned it in to the person who was responsible for it and have not heard a thing I would have called and see what was going on, but I have no contact information though they have all of mine. But whatever. I'm cool time to forget about that and move on to plan C.

All this time I've been dong quite a lot of thinking on what it is I'm going to do since I know I cannot continue to spend my days not doing anything but watching anime and browsing the web. (strange how while I was in school all I wanted to do was nothing at all, now that I'm doing that nothing I want to do something. lol) So I came to the conclusion that I will do what I had in mind for like ever. I'ma go to an art school.This is something that I know I can do and won't suck at and I know that I will enjoy doing it as well. I don't think I will be in school by this fall, probably not until winter but yeah, I have to get working on my portfolio. I need to have some good quality masterpieces in there so my days of doing nothing are going to be filled with drawing and arting and stuff.

I feel like its going to be kinda difficult to get my awesomeness back since I haven't drawn anything really since may. I'm probably going to be a bit rusty. Not to mention I need to find a way to get inspired. To tap into my imagination and creative spirit, I'm going to attempt to write some poems off the top of my head and probably try to post at least one a day.

Well umm, that's it for now I guess.
TaTa!

Your Japanese Name!

Yeah here I am, posting some stuff. It's been months since the last time I typed anything. My laziness and my procrastination has gotten the better of me these days. Ah well. Hopefully I will get better at doing this thing.

I thought this would be a nice fun little thing to do. You know, find out your Japanese name lol. Feel free to enjoy yourself and post your Japanese name in the comments if you want to. ^^

My name is pretty long Arichikashitakijirichi Noshikitomikuariari
lol who dares try to pronounce that?

Awesome picture thing

Well it's about that famous time again for another one of my well known confessions, however, I won't be posting it until I get home. Yeah I am at school right now but, hey not to worry I have a picture for you all to see. Yeah I know I haven't posted anything in a while but hey what's a girl gonna do? lolz well please enjoy this awesome picture. I didn't draw it, however I did change the color and added some special effects to it. I wish I had the original to show you so you can see the differences but I don't so yeah...enjoy ^^

Wow I am so bored right now.

I am quite bored so I guess I'll try and come up with a another poem or something??maybe? Anyways I'm at school. It has been a long while since I got on the O form at school. Brings back wonderful memories of not trying to get caught on a site I wasn't suppose to be on or watching papa to kiss in te dark (by force) with CrimzonN3k0 z. Good times, good times. Actually one of my best high school years outt aof all the years I have been here. Yes, Don't think I mentioned this beofre but I am a senior this will be my last year at this schoool and then I will be going on to beiiger and better things. Like being confused on what college I am going to go to and what I am going to go for. I have been thinking bout this for a long time and still haven't gotten an idea.

ah well.

What do to?
Where should I go?
It wont fleet me
nor will it disappear
It is comming fast
and it's going to hit me right in the face
no, im not talking about a ball
I'm talking about my future
Its there and very near
It used to be only a dream
But now it has been come a reality
No more can I live in my little fantasy
But I must 'grow up'
accept things as they are
ha. What a laugh.
Accept things. Never.
I'll change them to my own perferances
The world is my easel
And I am the artist
I'll make it how want it
change to suit me

.....and I got nothing. Poem is not finished. Please do note I thought of this fromt he top of my head and just kept writing what ever thought came to mind. If it seems a little off or unorganized thats is the reason why. Hmmmm I think Maybe its time for another confession soon. on another note, I really wish I could put some art on here.

Anyways, something pretty to look at:

Da da da daa!

Well its about that time again. You know that lovely time where I become to lazy and boring and have nothing insightful to post in my world, but I want to keep posting so I don't look like I have disappeared. Yeah that time. So you know whats coming up next. A Random picture that has nothing to do with anything. But this time, this awesome freakin time, I'm doing something else as well, something that will blow your mind, So keep on reading to see what it is and comment. Always comment. Comment on anything even if the comment is irrelevant to anything that I have written or shared. It could be a comment on how much you hate cats. Or how much you love cats. Or how much you think the sun isn't really a sun but just an illusion. You could also share with me your conspiracy theories too in the comments. I guess what I'm really trying to say is, leave a comment no matter how stupid it is or weird. it can be a bunch of smiley faces just as long as you leave a comment. xD Besides, it makes me feel good to look an see that I have a comment that needs my attention to be read. It awesome. :3

Comments=Happy
Spread the Joy!

Anyways not to be too long winded, (wow I wrote way more than I planned) here's the picture as also and something a little bit extra special.

And here's that extra speacial something I was talking about

(For those of you who can't tell, its a video, that's the extra special something)

~Starlight Princess